We And The Unfinished Story
I Have Lose

Her words Eve was the most clever save her feelings than the people of Adam.But maybe this term does not apply to me.I am not even good at hiding feelings of admiration, love, happiness, and happiness,they can always be read from my face, from my gestures, maybe even written clearly on my forehead.

After the events of Sunday night that I went through with Mr. Dimas in the city of R our relationship became closer.Even if this is just my feeling it is very natural because Mr. Dimas so often invite me to eat together.One time he will accompany me overtime to work on the report.Although still with an irritable mode of speaking but he did not hesitate to teach me some work that I do not understand.

Ever midnight I insomnia Mr. Dimas willingly accompany me to watch Korean drama until 3 at dawn.Yang finally we both fell asleep in the TV room until morning.Then after a month that we passed together, then after a month,it would be wrong for me to sympathize with her.We are like a complementary couple, Dimas's irate talker met me who can't stop talking.

What a charm Dimas Sudjatmiko Halim has slowly shifted the figure of Indrawan Adiatma in my heart.Slittle by little blur every memory I have been through with Indra.Tak infrequently I ignore the phone from Indra.Even the intensity we exchange news more and more thinned.

When with Mr. Dimas I can completely forget the figure of Indrawan who for almost 2 years is entrenched in my heart.Maybe I become the most evil person, I play heart.Tapas there Indra loyal or not with me, I am,I'm sure I've really betrayed him.

"You're no longer dating Mr. Dimas, are you ren?"Karin interrogated me when we had lunch together.

"Yes not, we are just near doang loh kak.Aduh anyan brother will know I have a girlfriend who is struggling to study in the land of people."I tried to sneeze with every reason for Karin to believe.

"He seems to know from your gestures, don't say that you like Mr. Dimas."Karin started to corner me.

"Hmmm...if I go out with Mr. Dimas how is it, brother?"I tried to fish Karin.

"Don't try to play with fire, don't look for trouble.You're not the same faith, of course you want to be like Merryana.Yakin want to sacrifice Your parents and family."Karin began to turn into fashion ustadzah.

"Yes no, I am cooking because of men I sacrifice my faith and family.Although I am Jahiliyah like this, pray aloof, dress less material but my faith is still strong loh kak."

"Well, it's pinter, the point is that my brother has reminded me, because if Mr. Dimas who relented, follow you like it's heavy, anyway, from the story that you heard from Merry,his parents Mr. Dimas was including a fanatic.And Mr. Dimas was his one-on-one son." Karin tried to convince me back.And I just nodded repeatedly, while feeding my mouthful soto rice.

Not only Karin, Merryana also began to suspect my relationship with Mr. Dimas.It turns out yesterday he caught us both sleeping in the TV room.

I had thought that Merry had sincerely let go of his family.But it is not that easy we leave the person who for almost 20 years this menjamani us.Membungkan and care for us.I can feel there is regret in his heart when her teary eyes convinced me that she was sorry and missed her family.

Merry who looks strong all this time was not that loud.Then what about me when there is a difference in the report directly cry because it is so confused.When watching a sad Korean drama can spend a tissue box to remove my tears and snot.Then what if I were in the position of Merry, just imagine that I did not dare.

After this I may rearrange my heart, it seems I love the wrong person.But not love is never wrong.Or maybe I put my feelings wrong,because I've really fallen in love with Dimas Sudjatmiko Halim.

Ringing my phone disperse my daydreams, I saw Indra's name on the screen.Initially I wanted to ignore it, but I realized I was too evil to him.

"Hallo..Assalamu'alaikum." I answered the phone from Indra while walking out of the room.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, I think you're busy for 24 hours."Indra immediately spoke in a slightly ketus tone.Before he never spoke like this.I was silent for a moment, not intending to explain I just sighed heavily.

"Sorry."That word came out of my mouth.I find it outrageous to seek a defense.Because I realize here I am the suspect.

"Sorry for what?"Indra's tone is still a little tart.

"Yes for all of them, I was wrong because I was too busy lately.Until I did not have time to answer a call from you.I pursued deadline ndra."Ooo basic man, even I can still plead for all the betrayal I have done so far.It turns out the ego still beats everything.Nobody is really sincere in this world even for an apology though.

"Yes it's okay Yang, I'm also wrong because I thought that you deliberately avoid me, sorry yes Yang."This time Indra spoke softly.Seems like I'm getting trained to perform.Toh already already already I should just continue this play.

After blaming each other, each,then forgive each other like his problems between us have been runaway.Segampang this does solve the problems in our relationship.I know Indra it will never be able to see others feel guilty towards him.She is indeed the person who as good as it is.She always apologizes first even though she is not the one who is wrong.And I've been so hard to lie to her.Later on I might be honest with her when all is really clear.

In the past I knew there were only two colors in this life, black and white.But now I realize there is only a gray color.I feel innocent at all for lying to Indra on the grounds to keep his feelings.I also won't blame my feelings anymore, either,because it is commonplace when we are closer to someone who every time almost 24 hours are by our side compared to him who is not necessarily once a year meet us.And once again the ego defeats everything.