We And The Unfinished Story
Shareena Hashiku is an adult.

Even when you want something so badly, you still have to use your logic.From the first time this was one of the things I wanted the most.When Dimas sincerely asked me to marry him.But now I feel it was too ridiculous.When I decided not to related to his family again, he himself wants me to be his life partner.Sometimes the universe is as joking as this.

"I've told you, if we meet again in the future, I'll marry you.And I'm not kidding with this Ren."Well he's not kidding.I can feel his seriousness in saying this.

"Why should we talk about marriage?Shouldn't we just talk about the drug I found?"I tried to divert the conversation.

"I'm sick and almost crazy after a month of your departure.I think I can just forget about you.I feel like I've taken the wrong decision.You know why I decided to resign?because I was always overshadowed by you.I started to hallucinate if you are still there.Every night I have to sleep with the help of sleeping pills.I also blame mama.My relationship with her deteriorates.I do not want to communicate with her.And often can not control my emotions.Until finally my mom got sick, and I regretted and felt more guilty."I just hear all the words that come out of his mouth.

How could he be depressed just because of me.Because when we met he looked fine.Even he was getting handsome and authoritative.

"Ko Dimas looks fine when we meet?"

"Yes, because then I decided to consult a psychiatrist.And yes.Slowly my relationship with my mother improved." Yes, the closest relationship should be the relationship between the mother and her child.

"But, why does Ko Dimas still keep this medicine?Is koko still consuming it?"

"Truely I have stopped consuming it, because the doctor stated that I was cured.But when I saw you so close to Maliq, the doctor said,I don't know why I can't control my emotions.Eating yesterday I accidentally talked rudely to you."

"Shareen, I'm looking for you.I also contacted Maliq, asked for your whereabouts.But he won't tell me." I never asked Maliq to hide my whereabouts from Dimas, maybe he took the initiative himself because he heard all my stories.

The human mind is so complex.On the one hand I want to accept the application Dimas.But on the other hand I think of the feeling of Maliq.Suddenly I feel like a nut that forgets its skin.However Maliq has helped me a lot.Although I not receiving her love, I at least appreciated her every kindness by not accepting Dimas's proposal.

"Ko, getting married not only unites two human people who love each other.But also unites two families.What else our family has many differences.The main thing is about trust.Our belief is different ko."Suddenly I became wise.

"Teach me, teach me about your religion.Don't choosing a faith is the human right of every human being?After all, I've grown up, I have no fault in making my own choices." I was amazed to hear his words.

"Never make me the reason you chose Islam, because I never forced you." I think all religions will teach goodness.Only every religion has its own rules.According to what I've learned from my teachers and parents,muslim women are not allowed to marry non-Muslim men.But if there are other views, that is their right.Because I am still not too deep and still learning.

"I seriously want to deepen Ren." Yes he is right, learn whatever it does not hurt.My late father also when living a lot of collecting and studying the scriptures of other religions.He is really an open-minded person.

There was no answer yes or no from my mouth.I let him go through his process first.I want to know where his belief will last.After this he also has to face even greater trials,that was to convince her family.I might accompany her to go through all her.However I never intended to force her.

Day after day filled with busyness.Back work I went straight to college.Dimas finish college will pick me up and take me to his cafe.I will deactivate my phone when in his cafe Dimas.I just don't want Maliq know that I often meet with Dimas.I will reason if my phone runs out of power.This is even like an affair of a wife.

Dimas finally agreed to a cooperation project between my company and his family's Hospital.All of it went as expected.Don't be asked how the sumringah of my face and Mr. Leo,when Hayadi informed him that we would get a reward tour to Beijing.Even Elissa had made a list of souvenirs that would be booked.I can only sigh to see the long note from her.

"Next month I'm going to Beijing."This was my first trip abroad.Dimas smiled at me who was so enthusiastic.

"Like her you don't need to marry a rich man to realize your wishes.You can make it happen from your own hard work.Great right?" I scrunched my mouth at his praise.

"Ko Dimas, insinuate me yes!It's because of Ko Dimas' contribution as well, who passed my company's cooperation."

He just laughed and shook his head.

"Why are you so insecure like this Ren? You're always the one who's always optimistic."

I just put my shoulder around.

"Now I feel that life does not need to be too optimistic or too pessimistic.I also do not need to be too ambitious in this life.Because if it is too ambitious,we can justify any means to realize our desires."

"Wow, my Shareena Hashi is so grown up now.It's only been over a year apart that you've amazed me." Dimas looked at me with such amazement.I could only roll my eyes panted.

"Then if you leave, who will be my teacher?" Dimas crossed his hands in the chest.

"Oh come on ko, I only go a week.In addition koko has memorized surah al fatihah.Nah koko just learn the prayer movement.Pelan-pelan just learn it, he said,do not be too rushed.Just enjoy the process.Because the process is more important than the results."

"Good teacher!" He often calls me by this name now.

I deliberately taught everything slowly.I bought him books about Islam.And I also participated in learning also with him.We listened to lectures together.We exchanged thoughts.We really make this so fun.