We And The Unfinished Story
Goodbye Dimas Sudjatmiko Halim

Rather than the love story of Romeo and Juliet that ended tragically, I prefer the love story of Odysseus and penelope.Yang Although they were separated for many years but eventually they reunited.Because love will find its place to go home.

But not for my love story and Dimas.There is no reason for us to meet again.Even the statement of love from him is clearly too late.

There was no farewell from his mouth, because he might not have been willing to let me go,but I did not have the courage to fight for me.I walked into the gate of the train departure without looking back.Make me the past let it pass.

For me he is a man who attended it I never regret.And all his goodness I will always remember hearted.There is not one reason I hate him.Because he is almost perfect like no split.

I sat alone on the train, but not as usual,there is no happiness in my heart when I get an empty bench next to me.Euphoria it no longer feels.I disable my phone.In exchange I listen to music with earphones through MP3.Song Searching for his true love cakra khan successfully makes me grimace.

Slowly I closed my eyes.Try to fall asleep and forget everything I went through today.The kiss on my forehead is still felt and impregnated in my heart.Who would have thought it would be the first and last.The train began to move slowly leaving the city of R.Goodbye memories, good luck,goodbye Dimas Sudjatmiko Halim.

I woke up and activated my phone.See the clock shows at 02.45.I did not continue my sleep.I opened the window curtain of the train.Only dark I saw out there.This is my first home without being picked up by papa.Suddenly my chest feels tight.Like a big rock that oppresses.I lost the people who I love and love almost simultaneously.

Before long I heard the voice of the operator informing me that the train will soon arrive at the city station T. I began to clean up my belongings.After making sure no one was left behind I began to carry my backpack.I walked slowly when the train it started to slow down.As soon as I got off I felt empty at this station.

I did not meet the figure to pick me up.His custom will stand at the end of the platform by crossing his arms against the cold at the body.As soon as I see it I will immediately run to his embrace.Yes, God, I miss him...This miss is an unbearable miss.

At dawn, the only available transportation is a motorized rickshaw.I immediately go up and tell my destination.Just ten minutes I have arrived at my house.After paying the fare I rushed down.

I say greetings while knocking on the door repeatedly.No how long the door is open.See my mother's sweet face welcomes me.I greet her and embrace her, her body is getting thinner.She has completely lost her love and spirit of life.

There is nothing more painful than losing the person we love the most.When everyone says sincerely.Even they themselves have never experienced it.Make me in this world there is no one named Ikhlas, I,there is only forced to let the end become accustomed.

I told the mother to continue her sleep.I myself choose to wash my face and ablution.I carry out Tahajud which is closed with a witir.There is nothing more soothing than dialogue with His the owner of life.Things that happen let it be I must remain optimistic about welcoming tomorrow.

This morning I saw my mother was struggling in the kitchen.I tasted her homemade fried tempe.She always made it with mixed several types of kitchen spices.The aroma was smelled fragrant.One thing I should be grateful for,in the future, I will enjoy my mother's cooking more.

"What time are you in town M?" mother asked while frying tempe.

"Do you know the boarding address? you'll be back tonight if you have to find another address."

"My friends will pick me up at the train station later."I went to the bathroom with a towel hanging from my shoulder.

Not much stuff I brought, though,because most of the goods I have sent through the delivery service.Salah three times maliq called just to make sure that I was right to come to Kota M this afternoon.I was a little upset with him, I was a little upset with him,it was as if he thought I was a liar.

Today there is no phone or message from Dimas, it is natural because the number I blocked last night.Once I activated my phone, I immediately blocked the number.

This afternoon I was getting ready to go to the city of M.Yesterday I had promised myself that I wanted to start from the beginning.I want to be better again.So today I decided to wear the hijab.First when school I used to wear it but after finishing High School and work I took it off.Today I want to learn to wear it again.Although now still wear pants and shirts but later I will slowly learn to perfect my hijab.

I was escorted by my sister Ayana to the train station by riding papa's motorbike.At this time she is still sitting in 2nd grade High School.She's the one who's looking after and accompanying my mother now.As soon as I get to the station,I told her to go home and not have to wait until the train came.She obediently and stuck out her hand to me.I sighed and took out 200 thousand rupiah money from my wallet.She smiled happily then passed leaving me after receiving money from me.

After fifteen minutes of waiting, the train arrived.I immediately handed over my ID and ticket to be checked by the officer who was standing guard at the departure gate.Because the distance between the city of T and the city of M is not so far away,I chose to take the economy class train.In addition to the cheaper fare, the economy class already has AC facilities as well.Just its passengers are always full.I will not be able to get an empty bench next to me.

The two-hour journey I went through by listening to music from my device.Without feeling the train had stopped at the big station M.Everyone went down, everyone got off,I also stepped down from the train.I was a little confused by the situation at this M city station.Because only a few times I took the train to the city of M. I read the directions written and followed it.

When he was raided out I saw Dimas standing next to the car honda odyssey.She saw me but like not recognize me.I'm sure this must be because of my appearance today.I smiled and walked closer to him.

"Assalamu'alaikum Maliq's brother."I greeted him.Maliq was stunned for a moment looking at me.

"Wa'alaikumsalam,MasyaAllah is beautiful indeed you ren."He praised me while looking from head to toe.

"Right Ren, you're manglingin.I'm not even your equal sign."

I just smiled in response to her.She immediately opened the car door for me.My backpack bag is placed in the back seat.She put a seat belt and still continues to look at me.

I'm sure he likes my current appearance.