We And The Unfinished Story
Feel alone

Because last night I didn't sleep well, the next morning my head was a little dizzy.When the doctor examined me he said my blood pressure was too high.

"Didn't you sleep well at night?"

"Yes Doc, I'm like he's having insomnia."I turned down weakly.

The female doctor smiled then said, "Mother Shareen, please,at this time the mother is pregnant.The mother's blood pressure should not be too high.Worry about the mother will experience preeclampsia.For the sake of health of the mother and fetus the mother should rest with enough.And avoid stress yes mother."

I just nodded weakly.Mother who always accompanied me looked at me worriedly.

"Ren, don't you think anything strange.Dimas will get well soon and come home here."I know you're trying to cheer me up.

Finish breakfast my eyes are so heavy.Finally I fell asleep.I woke up when I heard the voice of people talking.When I opened my eyes, I saw Maliq and Bu Asmah sitting on the sofa talking to mother.

Seeing me awake, Maliq approached me.Entah why my feelings immediately sad.I cry as much as I want.Maliq immediately calms me.

"Shareen, all is well.You must be eager to get well soon.For the baby in your womb."Maliq stroked my head covered in a headscarf.There was still a bandage on my forehead.

"Bang Maliq, I kept imagining the accident bang.Dimas face was full of blood bang.All of it happened suddenly." I kept crying telling the incident I experienced.

"Dimas will soon be healed, so you must be strong for the sake of your child." Maliq has strengthened me many times.

After I calmed down, Maliq asked me if I wanted to eat something.Because normally a pregnant woman would have cravings.However I just shook my head.

Ms. Asmah approached me and held my hand.The gaze was so gentle.

"Mother just found out that you and Maliq already know each other.In the future if you want any food, you say to mother yes!I'll cook for you Ren.You've been considered a mother's son too." Hearing this my heart warms.

When I didn't get any attention from Dimas, there was still the attention of someone else who replaced him.

After five days in the hospital, I was allowed to go home.I was picked up by Maliq.Because my mother had taken care of me for too long,he decided to go home to the city of T today.She also pity if he had to leave Ayana alone.Ayana now has indeed gone to college.She chose to continue her studies in the city of T.Since she did not want to be invited to move to the city of M.

In the afternoon Maliq drove mom to the train station.Because Dimas was not there I told Elissa to stay for a while with me.Elissa agreed,in the afternoon he had come with a suitcase containing his clothes.See he also brought a pet cargo.

I haven't seen a cimoy and a cimol in a long time, I took two of those cute kittens from Elissa.

"Sa, do you give them to eat, right?It seems they're growing fast."I kept petting the two cats on my lap.

"Yes, I'm afraid the employer is angry that the pet is not well taken care of."Elissa leaned her body on the sofa.

Time passes so fast, though,it has been two months since the accident.I have also started working again.For two months I have not been in contact with Dimas.She never contacted me.Have I asked her mobile number to my father-in-law,but he said Dimas should focus on his treatment and not take calls from anyone.

I really miss it.When I experience morning sickness I become more sad.I feel alone in this pregnancy.When I want to eat something I have to find and buy it myself.My account every month always receives a transfer of money my father-in-law said that I wanted something not to be held back.

At home there is a housekeeper who is in charge of cleaning the house and cooking.Usually he will come in the morning and go home in the afternoon.

Not infrequently also Asmah ma'am gave me food results of his cooking.Bu Asmah also often chat with me when I was off work.

I am grateful to always be surrounded by people who are good to me.But still the most I need is the attention and affection of a husband.

My contents entered the age of three months of pregnancy.Have twice checked to the doctor I was always accompanied by Elissa.Alhamdulillah my baby grew up healthy and normal.I also still experience morning sickness.Doctors say this will disappear as it grows gestational age.He prescribed me vitamins.

Every time I checked my pregnancy, Elissa did not forget to record me with a video on her cell phone.She said this would be a memento later.

My father-in-law would occasionally visit me at home.But only came alone.She said that my mother-in-law was still accompanying Dimas on medication.Every time I asked him,"how is Dimas?"He simply replied, "Dimas is getting better."Sometimes I feel like something is hidden from me.

The day went by so quickly, though,my gestational age entered four months.My stomach is not flat anymore.I also mersakan his first kick.Movement is so soft and hardly felt.I was so moved and almost cried.If Dimas could feel it.

My heart feels claustrophobic when I remember her.How is she doing now?Is he in a coma so he can't talk to me?Does he never miss me once?Does he know that I am now pregnant with the fruit of our love?

Suddenly a bad thought in my head.Did he die in an accident yesterday, but deliberately kept secret from me because I was pregnant.Yes Allah, I really want it.

My tears just flow.Almost every night I cry.When I wake up in the morning my eyes swell a little.Elissa who realized this was always trying to comfort me.

It's been three months of my life uninspired, unlike any other young pregnant woman,I rarely crave food.Maliq always ask me what food I want.But I always answer that I do not taste anything.

Maliq also decided to mutate to the city of M. Almost every day we met.But when going to eat outside I also took Elissa.After all I am a married woman,I am also pregnant now.

This afternoon after work I took the time to stop by D'Cafe.As long as Dimas does not exist, Cafe processing is run by Edy trusted people.Every month Edy will give me financial statements.

Seeing me come the cafe waiter immediately greeted me.Edy as the head chef also came out of the kitchen and met me.

"Hm...Edy, today I want to eat omurice.Can I make it for you, right?"I suddenly wanted the food.Edy smiled and nodded, then rushed into the kitchen to make my order.

I sat looking out the window.See there was a maserati car stopped in front of the cafe.Not how long the cafe waiter out delivering the food parcel.The rich people always want to be served.But when the car glass is lowered I was a little surprised, I was surprised,the man sitting in the back seat was like Dimas.I went straight out of the cafe to make sure, but the car was already running away.

I met the waiter who delivered the food earlier.I asked who was in the car earlier.But the waiter just said that it was a regular customer in this cafe.There was no awkwardness and lies in his eyes.What might I be the hallucinations?