We And The Unfinished Story
welcome baby Davino's..

In this life not everything we plan will always go according to our expectations.I think after marriage I will live a happy household life.But as long as the breath is still blowing and as long as we are alive in this world, God will always reward various trials.

I never asked God to ease my trials.Because I believe He knows better the limits of the abilities of his people.I only ask God to give me more strength and unlimited patience in the face of every trial in this life.

After I considered, I decided to leave my job.I want to focus more on the recovery of Dimas and my pregnancy.I want to have more time with him.I also started to focus on managing D'Cafe.

But because my pregnancy was five months old, Dimas forbade me to accompany him to Germany.I was a little disappointed, I was a little disappointed,because we're only together for a week.After this I don't know when he'll be back from Germany.

Today I drove him to the airport.My miss for four months yesterday has not gone, not lost,now we have to separate again.Along the trip to the airport Dimas continues to stroke my stomach.Countable again the number of times he kissed my forehead.

"Remember, you should eat a healthy and nutritious diet.You should not be too tired and stressed.By yourself as long as I'm not around."His words were all filled with messages and advice.

I just nodded my assent.It felt so heavy to let go.As if after today we will not meet again.She did not say bye, she just waved her hand at me.

After his departure,I feel alone in the crowd at this airport.I am really lonely.How should I live all of her alone.Yesterday she suggested to ask my mother to stay with me in the city of M.But I also do not want to force mother.She certainly it is more comfortable to live in the city of T.

The days were hard for me to go through.Once in a while Dimas would send a message.Sometimes he called me.He said everything went smoothly.He followed so many checks and tests.I always cheered him.

After three months he was in Germany, the news was getting rare.He also never told me his address there.I started to get nervous when his number was no longer active.

My stomach is getting bigger, at night I find it difficult to find a comfortable sleeping position.I can not sleep well.My gestational age enters eight months.Doctor predicts his birth next month.

Because it's a weekend, Elissa accompanied me shopping for baby clothes.Finished shopping we decided to have lunch she foodcourt in the Mall.When we entered the foodcourt, it turns out Maliq was waiting for us.

He looks handsome in casual clothes.Seeing me comes he pulls a chair for me.

"You must be thirsty right, you must be drunk." He thrust a glass of orange juice in front of me.Seeing this I just smiled and drank the juice until the remaining quarter of a glass.

"Shareen, you're so lucky to have a friend like Maliq.Later if I'm pregnant I want to be noticed like this too."Elissa spoke while propping up her chin watching me and Maliq.

"Later if you're pregnant won't need my attention.You just need the attention of your husband.If Shareen really needs my attention." Hearing this I feel it hurts me.

The atmosphere became silent for a moment.Maybe Maliq realized that he had misspoken.She looked a little awkward.I immediately diluted the atmosphere by calling the waiter to order food.

However, what Maliq said was not wrong.At this time I do need attention.I am like a widow who left her husband without news.

When we got home, I saw a medium-sized container car parked outside my house's pagae.When I got off a young man came near me.

"Yes, my own.Who's mom?" I slightly frowned.

"We are assigned to deliver orders for these items mbak.This will be placed where ya mbak?" the man opened the door of his container tub.

Turns out the contents are baby equipment items.There are baby boxes, stroller, baby swing, and other equipment.

"But this is all who ordered it mas?I've never ordered all of this."I'm still a little surprised.

"Oh this has been ordered from three months ago by Mr. Dimas Sudjatmiko Halim mbak.And this has all been paid in full by mbak."

Finally I told them to lift all these things to the second floor.After they put everything in the room, they then leave.But before leaving one of the men gave me an envelope with a card.

In the room I sat in my bed and opened the envelope.In the envelope there was a blue greeting card, reading: "Welcome to the world baby Davino Sudjatmiko Halim."

This writing is a handwriting Dimas.It turns out he has prepared everything.All the equipment deliberately selected his blue.And it turns out he has also prepared a name for our baby.

My room has been transformed like a nursery.

"Mama can't wait to see you Davino." I muttered inwardly.

Time passes quickly, the day of birth is getting closer.Mother has also come to the city of M.I who indeed from the beginning want to give birth normally just wait until there is a contraction.But after a week past the date of the doctor's prediction,I have not felt any contractions.And there are also no signs that I will give birth.Doctor advises to do induction, but still I do not feel contractions.

Finally today the doctor decided to perform the operation.I accompanied the mother was escorted by Maliq to the hospital.Maliq, I have a lot of debt to him.

I who had no preparation felt really scared.A room operation that was so cold I imagined the face of Dimas.How could he possibly let me through this all alone.He did not even contact me, just to encourage me.

I entered the operating room at 08.00 wib. At 08.15 I have heard the sound of crying baby screams.My tears flow, my eyes flow,I have now truly become a mother.The little white baby was brought to my cheek by one of the sisters.I can kiss her.The cheeks are cold and soft.

After the operation I was taken to the inpatient room.See my father-in-law was waiting for me.I did tell him yesterday that I was going to give birth saecar.

She told me to rest well.She said that I don't need to worry and stress.After all I and my baby are now in good health.I want to ask her, I want to ask her,did Dimas already know that his son was born safely.But all I ponder, why do I feel it is not necessary.

I went through this pregnancy only alone, I gave birth to this child also without the presence of Dimas.Too hypocritical if I am not disappointed in her.Suddenly I feel not too expecting her presence again.