
All the way home I just fell silent.I feel a person who is selfish.I have broken the heart of a mother.I'm as if forcibly depriving her hope of one-on-one.I feel no different from the woman who seized her husband.I also contributed in creating his inner wounds.
It turns out that she decided to become a vegetarian because her husband who has converted.How much she keeps her husband's feelings.My father-in-law is kind to me, but that does not mean I justify what he has done.
Remembering Dimas' closeness with his mother and step-sister there was a little bit of annoyance in my heart.How can he do that.Had to him defend his own biological mother.But he was even so familiar with his stepmother.Do not in the future he hopes to follow in his father's footsteps.
"What did you say to your mom?" Dimas broke my reverie.
"Conversing affairs between women."I answered briefly and continued to look out the window.
"Wow, it's like there's a beginning to get along with the mother-in-law." Dimas teased me while smiling widely.
I just let out a heavy sigh.Then I said," Ko, yesterday I casually opened your desk drawer.I found a photo of a little boy.His face looks a lot like yours.What is your photo?"
Dimas was silent for a moment.
"Not." His gaze was still focused on the road ahead.
"That's a photo of Denis, my step-brother.Mama told me the same story as you?"
"Shareen, you can't just hear from the other side."Dimas stared at me at a glance.I just frowned at me.
"Kamila was once papa's secretary.His father was a single parent.Kamila's mother died during her birth.His father worked with the Halim family for quite a long time.Papa and Kamila were adrift at 10 years old.Papa has loved Kamila since she was a child .But, because of differences in beliefs papa only harbored his feelings.Papa finally undergoes a business marriage with mama."
"After finishing college Kamila worked in the papa office.When the mother lived in the city of R and the papa lived in the city of M.Mama refused when invited papa moved to the city M.The reason is all her socialite friends and her parents there was in the city of R. One day papa accident,and was treated long enough in the hospital in the city of M. At the same time my parents were also very sick.So mama only occasionally came to the city of M to visit papa.Kamila was the one who took care of papa."
"After papa healed, papa is still less fortunate because papa detected liver damage.And you know, Kamila is willing to donate his heart.After going through a process of examination that is quite long it turns out their hearts are suitable.Isn't that a miracle?Not long after Kamila's parents died.Then papa decided to marry her."
Such a complicated story.Is this what is called destiny?In the story of Dimas, Kamila is described as a good character.Kamila is like a hero saving his papa life.And I'm sure that Kamila too must love papa.Then here who is the villain?did i?because I'm not a hero to Dimas, but he violently snatched him from his mother.
Arriving at D'Cafe I immediately went up to the room.I threw my body in bed.See my behavior Dimas just shook his head.
"Shareen.you should wash your face and brush your teeth before going to bed."Dimas wiggled my body.However I was shaking.
"Ko, after hearing the story of papa and Kamila, I became confused.I feel sorry for mama Ana.She had to lose her husband and children.But Kamila also seems not wrong.So here who is to blame?Maybe I am guilty?I'm the biggest contributor of hurt and disappointment to mama Ana.I've taken you from mama Ana." I pursed my lips.
Dimas cupped his hands to my cheeks, and said, "Hey, stop thinking like that.Mama never lost us.Papa still loves mama, and I also love mama.You know why yesterday I asked out Kamila and Denis?because we want to keep the feeling of mama.During mama's sick papa always accompanied mama.So I took the initiative to accompany aunt Kamila and Denis."
"Ko, don't you plan to remarry in the future like papa?" Hearing this he shook his head while laughing loosely.
"I got you with great difficulty, Ren.I can't possibly ruin our marriage.There's no Kamila in my life either.There's Shareena."
"There's no Kamila but there's Jennika.He's your first love.Love your childhood." I pursed my mouth.
"Shareen, I don't really love her.The only people who can make me desperate to fight are you.So you just have to believe that I won't betray you." Dimas kissed my forehead repeatedly.I just smiled happily.And tonight became a long night for us.
After the dinner meeting, my relationship with my mother-in-law did not immediately improve.We are also too busy with their respective work.So we have not had time to visit their home again.
And Maliq, before I had time to tell him about my marriage to him he had returned to the city of K. I think I will tell him later in his return the following.
Today I will do graduation, Mom and Ayana come to attend my graduation event.Kupink we only celebrate this event four course.I,ko Dimas, I,Mom and Ayana.But it turns out that my mother and Father-in-law also came.Maybe Ko Dimas told me.
Completed our graduation event directly to our new home.It turns out Ko Dimas has told the chef at his Cafe, to cook some types of food.
My mother-in-law did not comment too much.Finished the meal with them saying home.I have placed some kind of food in the container, for me to give to the Asmah ma'am next door neighbor of my house.
When Dimas escorted mother and Ayana to the train station, I intended to deliver food to Asmah's house.I think as a new neighbor, I also have to stay in touch.
The turnstile of her house was not locked so I decided to enter.The house of Asmah bu is much larger than our house.Such as he bought two houses but renovated by her and made one.
The yard is filled with a variety of flowers.But the most dominant is the orchid plant.There are several types of orchids hanging.The flowers look so beautiful.
I walked over and tried to hit the doorbell, but my eyes fell on the car parked in the garage .The car was like a stranger to me, but I didn't pay much attention to the license plate number.
When I wanted to press the doorbell, suddenly the door was opened from the inside.Seeing the man standing before me I was immediately shocked.I feel like my heart stopped beating for a fraction of a second.