We And The Unfinished Story
I can't possibly turn away

My first Sahur in a foreign city and not with my family, indeed an unforgettable experience.Rendy so enthusiastically welcome fasting today.I know this is the first fast for them.

We enjoy eating sahur threesome with interspersed light conversation.Pak Dimas also always remind me to take health supplements.I just obey and enforce his orders.

When the afternoon Rendy began to limp, he just sat down and put his head to bed at work in his room.I who saw him just laugh amusedly.Different with him, Pak Dimas still looks fit during the day.His face is still bright beaming.I had time to suspect, I was suspicious,I thought he must have broken his fast secretly.But I did not see a glass filled with drinking water in his room.And since then he did not leave the room.

One afternoon an hour before the office I saw Rendy leave the room and sit in front of my desk.

"Ren, I'm drowning.How many hours is the break?" She asked while putting her chin on my desk.She looks so adorable.His pink lips look so dry.

I looked at the clock on my wrist, then said "about an hour and a half away." Hearing my answer he looked desperate.

I just laughed and said, "Let's go home from work for an afternoon walk while looking for food to break the fast!" Hearing my invitation he was immediately excited.

"Yes, it's yuk!" He pulled my hand enthusiastically.

Suddenly, Rendy's hand was pushed over by Mr. Dimas.

"It's still working hours, as if you're going for a walk.You're going into your room again there."

Rendy will not want to finally return to his room.

While Mr. Dimas was walking around the office room.Until the afternoon he was still so fresh and excited.

As soon as the clock showed at five in the afternoon Rendy immediately pulled my arm.We walked in the afternoon, Rendy,towards the market Ramadhan.Some pairs of eyes look towards us.She has always been the center of attention.She is quite handsome with her clean white skin.His nose is sharp, her face is oval, her face is,not a few young women glanced and talked about it.I know they must have admired Rendy's good looks.

Along the way Rendy held my hand.I was a little uncomfortable and wanted to let go.But the more I tried to take it off, the tighter she grasped it.I finally gave up and let her hold my finger.

"Later in the future, if Ko Dimas gives up on your relationship, come to me.I'm a reckless person and braver than him."I was shocked to hear his words.I stopped my steps and stared at him in disbelief.

"I'm seriously Shareen, I like you.But as long as you're still with Ko Dimas I won't be able to mess around and interfere with your relationship.Ren, Mr. Dimas's family can't possibly bless your relationship."

I sighed, and said: "I know, and I never dared to hope."

Rendy just looked at me, then she pulled me into the hawker market.She bought all kinds of cakes and side dishes.I know she was just hungry eyes only.She couldn't possibly spend it all.I was also like her.

When we got to the office, Mr. Dimas who saw us carrying a lot of parcels just shook his head.

The table was full of various kinds of food.And it's true my guess Rendy just tasting it.Once in the break time he drank more water.So that he felt full, after that he felt full,he could not touch the food he had bought.

"Other times do not buy so many foods.You want to eat these foods? banished? basic waste."Mr. Dimas was incessantly lecturing us.

"Call Karina, get her to bring food you haven't touched and have her hand out to her boarding neighbor." Done talking Mr. Dimas immediately went up to his room.I and Rendy just looked at each other and shook our shoulders.

Karina came and brought some food packages.After Karina came home I decided to go to the room and do tarawih prayers and fasting.

During the month of Ramadan Mr. Dimas never invited me to watch a television show together.Finished his usual break we immediately rest in their respective rooms.I and Rendy also no longer buy a lot of food when breaking the fast.Angerah Pak Dyed yesterday enough to make us Jera.

Mr. Dimas and Rendy fast almost fully.They do not fast when I also do not fast because of menstrual period.Not infrequently Mr. Dimas asked me about the ways of worship in Islam.I only explain the things that I just understand.

Three days before Lebaran I went home to my parents in the city of T. I will definitely miss Mr. Dimas because this week did not meet with him.When we exchanged messages his taste will not be the same as meet in person.

Today is my fifth day in the city of T.Sisa leave I stay two more days.This afternoon I sit in the terrace while exchanging messages with Mr. Dimas.Once I will smile reading a message from Mr. Dimas who said if he misses me.

"From that smile itself, definitely sent the same message girlfriend huh?" Suddenly my voice surprised me.I could never hide anything from him.He knew I had broken up from Indrawan.Padah I never told him.

"who are you close to now? don't want to tell papa?"

Although a little hesitant I finally told him that I was close to my boss.Initially I was afraid papa would be angry if he knew I was related to a man who had different beliefs with me.But it turns out papa was not angry.

"Ren, you're an adult, you're an adult,soon you are also 20 years old.You have the right to choose your own way of life.Soever with trust.Papa can only direct.Papa is not entitled to regulate let alone impose the will of papa.Just papa wants to remind, but he will not be,if you think of opting out of your current religion, papa will cut you off from the heirs."

I just fell silent listening to the words of papa.Papa also said that if papa later died one who could save papa from the torment of the grave and the heat of his hellfire is the do'a of the righteous son and soleh.

Without my father even talking like this, I never thought of turning away from my religion.

Today I chose to take the afternoon train back to the city of R. Arriving in the city R the day is dark.See the clock on my wrist shows the clock hand to number 9.As soon as I walked out the passenger door, I saw Mr. Dimas was already standing waiting for me.

As usual, he would shuffle my hair.He was creative in carrying my backpack with one hand, while the other hand was embracing my shoulder.

My eyes searched for his motor sport, but I didn't see him.

"Sir Dim, where's the motorbike parked?"

"We're riding the gray." He said as he opened the door of the Jazz grey honda, and told me to come in.

"Indeed the black why sir?" yes, he named his motor sport with the name of the black.

"There's home, again lazy out of him."

I just rolled my eyeballs to hear the words.