
Life may not always run smoothly.So will my household with Dimas.Once we will disagree understand.Sometimes we quarrel and do not talk to each other.But it will not last long.Night of day Dimas will hug me and then kiss my forehead.
Dimas is not the type of romantic man and seducer.She is a little stiff but still full of love.She treats me kindly and gently.She is a little jealous.After knowing that our next door neighbor is Maliq,a month later he bought a new house and invited us to move.
My relationship with my mother-in-law also did not immediately improve.We just say hello ala ha her rate if met.Look harmonious outside but inside so turbulent.I know all is not easy for her.However I do not think too much about it, but I do not think too much about it,the most important thing is that he can accept Davin and be so affectionate with her.
When Dimas and I went to Germany for therapy, Davin would leave it to his grandmother,he was also observant in reading the situation between me and my mother-in-law.Sometimes he tried to be an intermediary for us.
I really enjoy this journey of life.I just need to create a happy for me and my family.The more mature, we will more often succumb.To keep the feelings of Dimas, the more,I limit my relationship with Maliq.Once we will communicate by phone.Or we will eat together, but of course not only the two.I will invite Dimas, Davin, and Elisa.
After undergoing therapy several times Dimas has not used a stick anymore.His spirit to recover is so strong.She began to actively take care of my father-in-law's business.And I was busy with the business of D'Cafe.But in the middle of our busyness, he began to take care of my father-in-law's business,we will spend time on the weekends to get together.
Dimas would cook for me and Davin.We would sit neatly at the table eating waiting for our meal.When the dish was finished the three of us would eat together.I used to think I would only eat alone with Davin.However one of the things what I am most grateful for now is that I get to spend time with the people closest to me.
I already know what it's like to lose the people I love.Every moment is precious.So right now I just want to enjoy it.Not everyone can accept us well.But for me quite is with the love of Davin and Dimas.
This afternoon Maliq invited me to meet at one of the coffee shops in the city of M.She said she only wanted to meet two.Initially I wanted to refuse, but she said only briefly.Finally I agreed.I tried to contact Dimas, Dimas,but his phone is not active.So I just left a message for him that I will meet with Maliq.
The coffee shop
When I came Maliq was waiting for me.She was wearing casual clothes, seemed fit in his body.Seeing me at the entrance he immediately waved his hand and smiled at me.I sat in front of him.See there is a cup of espresso in front of him.
"What do you want to drink?" Maliq shifted the menu list in front of me.
I ordered Latte macchiato and potato wedges.
"Bang Maliq, how are you?" Since we hadn't seen each other for almost a month, I had to ask her the news.
"Hmmm.not so good."He puts his shoulders and takes a sip of the espresso he ordered.
"You..it looks happy Ren.Dimas must have treated you well right?"
I just raised both eyebrows.
"I'm trying to enjoy it all, I'm happy if Davin's happy."
"I'm not happy when I'm away from you.I miss when we eat together, watch together and shop together." The sound of Maliq was heavy.
For almost three years, Maliq was always there for me and Davin.When Davin had a high fever in the middle of the night,Maliq who brought her to the Hospital.Maliq who accompanied me to guard her when she had to be hospitalized for a week.Even all the nurses thought that she was Davin's father.
"Bang Maliq is a good man, I'm sure you'll find a better woman than me.And you'll live a happy life too."
"Why can you be sure that I'll be happy if I'm not with you? I waited for three years.No, not even more.I've been waiting for you for a long time,ever since we first met.I'll accept you and Davin with open arms.I'm so happy when I know you've signed your divorce papers.I know for a long time Ren,but I'm still patient and waiting until you actually accept me."
I was just stunned to hear all his words.How could he be this loving to me.He was a handsome and well-established man, but he instead chose to wait for the woman his husband left behind.
I don't know what these words mean.Is she intending to be an old virgin just because of me?
"Bang Maliq, please do not think like this.Abang also deserves to be happy.Do not make me continue to feel guilty.From the beginning of the commitment between us only as a brother and sister right?" I spoke with a little bit of fury.
"Sorry ren, I.I was too carried away.I love you and Davin.I just don't want you to be disappointed again."His words were slightly stammered and sounded soft.
I can only breathe heavily.
"My happiness problems with Davin let it be my business.I am very grateful because Bang Maliq has always been there for us all this time.But in the future I can not meet just the two like this.However I am a woman married."
"I'm going to go to the city of K. I plan to buy a plantation there.Then I come back here because there is no one to look after you and Davin.Now there is Dimas, my presence as if it is no longer needed."
His words were so piercing my heart.As if he wanted to remind me that he is so meritorious to us.I cannot say anything more.
After a while I felt there was nothing more to talk about, I decided to leave first.Maliq did not hold me back.But his gaze was so sad, like one who would lose something.
I walked out of the cafe, I saw the day was approaching Maghrib.I was stunned when I saw Dimas standing up while crossing his arms on his chest, leaning on his car.I walked up to him.He opened the door for me.When he entered the car, he was,my mind is still floating.He took the initiative to pair my seatbelt.
"How long has Ko Dimas been waiting for me?"
"Not so long, about an hour."He spoke casually while raising his shoulders.
He said an hour was not long.
"An hour is long enough ko.Why didn't koko just come in?"
"An hour is nothing Ren compared to you who waited for me for four years.Again you also need privacy." He spoke so calmly as he continued to focus on driving.
Hearing this my heart warms.I'm absolutely sure that I will be fine going through everything with Dimas.Maliq a good person, I'm sure he will also find his own happiness.
THE END'S.
This is my first novel, there are still many shortcomings in this paper.Use of unstandard language, typo here and there.However I am very grateful for all the suggestions and constructive criticism.Did not expect more, just wanted to entertain the reader.
Shareen's character is a bit of a plan, similar to the author's character, heheheheh...
I feel so desperate to make a story about differences of belief.But I know all religions will teach goodness.Not mean to offend or blame one religion.What I know is that each of us has the right to choose the path our lives and our beliefs.
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