We And The Unfinished Story
Not meant to be together..

I don't know what reason Mr. Dimas did not go home to City R today.When scheduled his he had to go home because there will be a meeting tomorrow morning.I dare not speculate the reason he canceled home because of him worrying about my condition.

Earlier before Mr. Wiryo returned to the city of R, he had reminded to pick him up early tomorrow to take his meeting to the city of R.

"Pak Dim, take an afternoon walk! we haven't been out for a long time." I put up a sad emot at the end of my message.

"The body is no longer fit do not have winds, will be sicker."He refused my invitation.I was lazy to return the message again.I put my head on my hand that I straightened on my desk.

Not how long the notification entered my phone.With lazy I opened it.

"Don't sulk, Last night I masakin omlete want to?"I smiled reading the message.

"Mauuuuu......!!"I immediately reply to him.

I don't know why I could be this happy when I was close to Mr. Dimas.I became more and more convinced to end my relationship with Indra.Foolish with his feelings,anyway I also have to think about my feelings too.We also can't always please everyone.Rather than I have to keep pretending, I better end it.

Tonight Mr. Dimas became an impromptu chef, with apron on his waist he began to act.Cut chili, buckwheat, leeks, potatoes, carrots and other ingredients that I did not really notice.

It turns out that there is a truth, if the man's good looks increased when he was cooking again.I can not stop smiling looking at the results of his cooking.This is not even much different from the omelet that my mother often cooked.

"Why smile?" He asked while tasting his cooking.

"What's the difference with an omelet?" I asked back.

"The look is the same, but it feels different, try it if you don't believe."He spoke as he passed to the sink to wash the cooking utensils he had used.

After I tasted it was a good taste .

"It looks like dad there's a hidden talent to be a chef, you're doing a pretty good job."I praise her a little so that she is happy.At least this appreciation from me because she was willing to dress up cooking for me.

We had dinner three, because before long Merryana came out of the room and joined us at the dinner table.So nice atmosphere.Because I was away from parents and siblings, I was so happy,they are the ones I consider my family.

Finish eating Merryana straight back in the room.Maybe it is congenital pregnant women are always quickly tired and sleepy.I and Mr. Dimas choose to watch television.

"Why don't you go back to R?tomorrow morning, you have a meeting there?" I opened up a conversation between us.

"It's okay."Short answer from her.

"Kasian Pak Wiryo his if you have to go back and forth." I'm still curious about the reason.

I just sighed and didn't want to continue my question, even though I was still curious.

At 7 am I saw Mr. Dimas had left for R City with Mr. Wiryo.Maybe Mr. Wiryo departed from R City from 5 o'clock.Because the journey from the city of R to the city of C is approximately two hours if the road is empty.

My stomach is still uncomfortable,after breakfast I take the medicine that I bought yesterday at the pharmacy.In this city there are only two pharmacies.Personal practice of public doctors there are only two.There is one public clinic and one maternity clinic.And there is also a local health center.For got a bigger hospital we have to travel almost 1 hour.But along the road this traffic has been built many shop-houses.I'm sure 5 years in the future this city will advance.

My phone is ringing,I see the name of papa appears on the screen.Why papa always contact me at the right time.As if he knows that his daughter again needs attention.Maybe it is called the inner bond.I more often tell Papa to papa often provides reasonable solutions than my mother.

Papa asked me about my situation.I can not lie if my magg again relapsed.Papa suggested I take a leave of absence and go home to check myself further.Papa also said that yesterday Indra came home.She only berilaturahmi because it has been a long time I ended the conversation with Papa and promised to immediately ask permission to leave to go home.

In the evening when watching television I told Mr. Dimas if I wanted to apply for leave for three days.The reason I am on leave because I want to check my health.Pak Dimas explained that the company rules have not been a year of work yet can apply for leave.But because this is about health, maybe the company will give tolerance.

Discussion leave I consider finished.I recklessly asked in a more personal direction.

"What does our relationship look like?"

He stopped playing his gadget, then looked at me a little surprised.

"What do you mean?"He asked me back, as if he was telling me to clarify my question.

"Hmmm...yeah I mean father was ever this close to anyone else? with closeness like this, you could say that our relationship should be more than friends."I hesitated a little to explain it, even my tone of voice lowered, but I was sure he could clearly hear it.

After sighing she positioned her body facing me.

"Ren, listen.don't ever joke with your life." I frowned a little at the words he said.

"I've never joked, I'm serious about this to you."

"I mean, don't try to put yourself in trouble in the future.And don't also make it difficult for others with your feelings." Deg.I felt stunned to hear every sentence that came out of Mr. Dimas' mouth.

In fact I have understood very well that Mr. Dimas never wanted more relationship between us.Pun should start this moment I give up to fight for my feelings.At least what Mr. Dimas said is right.Toh if Mr. Dimas accepts my feeling there will be difficulties waiting for us in front.It turns out true that men use logic more than their feelings.

But somehow I feel very disappointed.I regret that I have had such great courage to ask about the clarity of our relationship.Padahat from the beginning I have decided to keep it for myself.Not only Indra that I betrayed, but,even now I'm betraying myself.Then how should I go through tomorrow.

"I assume this conversation never existed, and Monday you can leave.Tomorrow you can submit a leave form."After speaking he passed and went up to his room.

I felt neglected for the second time.I felt pain, not because of his rejection but more to the fact that we were not meant to be together.