
I still insist on going home with an online taxi.Late Dimas can only resign and obey my wishes.Disapong the journey I still think of Jennika's words.However Dimas never had feelings for her.Again anyone who does not fascinated with the beauty of Jennika.She was like the incarnation of a fairy.
Arriving at the boarding house,the day has been maghrib.I rushed to perform the maghrib prayer.Desolai prayer I was just pensive.During these few years has been a lot I went through.I chased Dimas and left Indrawan.When Dimas had started to love me I chose to leave.I received help from Maliq.Now I feel indebted to him.Kini Dimas back, but everything has become so complicated.
Actually what makes it difficult for us is ourselves.Everything that has happened, has happened,can not blame others.Because all the decisions are in our own hands.Ringer from the phone disperse my daydream.See the name maliq that appears on the screen of the phone.I raised it before the third ring.
"What meda?not dinner yet, right?get ready, fifteen more minutes I'll pick you up." Maliq's voice sounded so excited.Not him again in the city of K.Why did he say he would pick me up.
"Don't joke, where is Bang Maliq now?"
"Yes in your heart!"He quickly answered.
"I'm serious about Bang Maliq." I'm getting anxious about it.
"Yeah.I'm serious too, you're the one in my heart." I just turned a panted eyeball in response to his words.
Immediately I prepared, not until fifteen minutes the door of my boarding room was knocked.When I opened, Maliq was already standing in front of the door.He brought a bouquet of red roses.I was just stunned staring at him.
"Kok, tumben give flowers? Is my birthday still long?" I received the flowers and smelled their fragrance.
"Indeed want to give flowers should wait for birthday.This flower to bed you." Maliq spoke casually, but looked serious.
"Ehh.." For a moment I was speechless.He was indeed a person who was always spontaneous in doing everything.
Maliq invites me to get into his car.He started to drive his car casually.Stop in front of the Cafe that I know.I frown on my forehead.
"Why should I eat here?"
"Why really?I think you like to eat here.You come here a lot, right?" Dimas was deliberately insinuating me.
"Oh yeah, I got suspicious, why the hell does Bang Maliq always know where I am?" I narrowed my eyes.
"I tapped your phone.Initially I was just afraid you got lost in this town.But then I was worried you'd reconnect with Dimas." Maliq spoke with his symbol?.He did not even apologize for his actions.Suddenly I felt he was so terrible.I know he loved me so much, but this way is really unjustified.
"Bang Maliq realized no, if this act of Bang Maliq has violated my privacy.Harusnya Bang Maliq permission first dong to me."I can no longer control my emotions.
"Okey I was wrong, I'm sorry.But Ren, I just don't want you to keep in touch with Dimas.The closer you get to him the deeper you feel to him.And you know, the more you get closer to him,it will get harder and sicker when you part with her later."
"Apply you? Who is this woman holding her hand?"Maliq pointed at the door of the cafe with his chin.
I saw Jennika walking out of the cafe by holding Dimas' hand.My heart was like being stabbed by a thousand blades.So sick and disappointed.
Maliq told me to go down, but I was just shaking.He opened the door for me.I felt powerless to set my foot on the ground.I was like being pulled into the bottom of the earth.Seeing me coming with Maliq, I was like,Dimas looks surprised.How I fell on the hands of jennika who embraces his arm.With Dimas immediately put away Jennika's hand.I just pulled the corner of my lips, smiled cynically at her.Then passed into the cafe.
Maliq ordered some menus.I don't have a taste for food, so he ordered food and drinks for me.
"You must eat, do not act stupid.You are not a child anymore.Your age is 23 years not 13 years."Maliq continued to talk while thrusting a plate of omurice in front of me.I just stared at the omurice that I knew was not made by Dimas.
"Indeed, why would he cancel your proposal?I told you about a month ago, if I was going to propose to you "Maliq sounds a little flashy, some people who were eating looked at us. My face immediately flushed red.
"Ish, um,.." I looked at him annoyed and bribed my mouth food.
"Who said I canceled the proposal?" suddenly Dimas was already standing next to me.I was a little surprised by his sudden arrival.Maliq pulled the corner of his lips, impressed his sneering.
"Before you proposed to her I had already applied for her first.If you do not believe ask the same Shareen."Maliq tried to provoke him.
Dimas' gaze was so deep on me. I became a little awkward.
"I'm sure Shareen doesn't love you.He just feels indebted to you."Dimas summed up his own feelings.
"Why are you so sure that Shareen doesn't love me? Shareen.., do you hate me?" Maliq question really trap.I feel that these two men are too excessive.I decided to get up and go out of the cafe.Maliq who saw me go to pursue.But Dimas held him and told him to pay the bill first.In exchange for his Dimas who out chasing.
"Shareen, please help me explain everything.I and Jennika have nothing to do.She's just a friend, not a lover let alone my future fiancee." Dimas tried to align his steps with mine.
I don't intend to serve him.
"Shareen,please!"He was already standing before me.I just stared at him expressionlessly.Then said, "we have gone too far, the longer it will be harder to forget.We better end it from now on."
A moment later the Maliq car had stopped at my side.I immediately went up.Dimas did not hold me anymore.Still I see from the rearview mirror itself standing glued staring at my departure.There was a sense of tightness in my heart.All the way home I just stared out the window.Maliq also did not intend to speak anymore.The atmosphere became so quiet.
Before I got off Maliq apologized for being too presumptuous to tap my phone.And from today he will not interfere in my personal affairs again.I do not comment and choose to go down and into my room.I so disappointed with Maliq, but I'm more disappointed with Dimas.His greatest disappointment comes from the betrayal of the people we trust the most.