When I Choose Silence
13.I'm Not a Killer.

There will be no human in any part of the world who wants the occurrence of disaster in his life, as well as Carnations.

He was his son urgently, never afraid of anyone and always acted as he pleased even according to his will.

But when it comes to life, he never messes around, because of the crazy behavior of himself so far, Carnations never have the intention to harm people, let alone risk someone's life for whatever it is.

When he was a child he was often sickly and in and out of the hospital, and at that time Anyelir also saw how sad, how hurt the hearts of Papa and Mama who even said to him, 'Son, my dear, if your pain can be moved, better Mama who feels the pain, not you, pardon Mama Carnation'.

And from that moment on he always kept himself from getting tired, so as not to get sick easily, and Carnations really do not want to go back to that time, especially now make someone in such a state.

"Good morning, today the condition of Miss Carnation has improved, if indeed she wants to go home no problem, later can be outpatient alone." The doctor said after checking that morning.

It had been two days since that incident, and when Carnations woke up she always wanted to go home, with a face that looked like a frightened person.

"Okay Doctor, thank you very much." Replied Mama Carnation who could finally smile with relief.

"Then excuse me, please take care of Miss Carnation's administrative expenses and also redeem the medicine at the hospital Pharmacy." The doctor came back.

"Well Doctor, dear Emm, if you stay for a while in the administration and pharmacy, Papa you are on your way here." Earlier this morning his Papa Anyelir came home because he had to go to the Office for a while, and did not know that Carnations can go home today.

"Yes Ma." Anyelir answered while leaning his head on the shoulder of the hospital bed.

"You wait here, don't go anywhere, so that later if Papa comes we can go straight home, okay." Mama Carnations was actually not at home if staying for long in the hospital, although the room was not like the wards in other rooms, but still the atmosphere was uncomfortable.

"Good Ma." Carnations shook her head slowly as her mother left herself in that VVIP room.

"Excuse me Miss Anyelir, you can go home today, so we'll take off the hose of the infusion." Not long after there was a nurse who entered the room.

"Yes Sister, owh yes. May I ask you something Sus?"

The state of Carnation has begun to stabilize, he is not as hysterical as yesterday, because repeatedly the Doctor gave injections of sedatives for him, so that his body does not have much energy.

So for the psychological good of the patient, the Doctor did deliberately take the decision to return the Carnation, even if all the injuries have been treated properly.

"Of course you can, just ask Miss Carnations." The nurse answered while doing her job.

"Do you know how my friend is doing?" Although hesitant and worried, Dian wants to know Jenny's true condition.

"Which friend are you?" Asked the nurse who directly raised both eyebrows.

"His name is Jenny, did she get into this hospital with me?" Although a little trembling, even one hand was seen gripping the bed sheet, but he tried to dare to know Jenny's current state.

"Owh.. who fell from the roof of the building?" The nurse asked, remembering.

Degh's!

"I. yes Sus." When he heard those words, Carnations heart was pounding, not because of falling in love, but because of the fear in him that was excessive, even now cold sweat began to wet his forehead.

"Did he look bad?" Carnations asked with her visible breath starting up and down.

"Until now the patient's condition has not been realized, so it has not been able to ascertain the state of the patient completely, does Miss Anyelir recognize it?" The more news at the hospital was only Jenny, because her condition is severe and currently still in a state of unconsciousness or coma.

"Yes, he's my friend." Answer the Carnation who is still trying to neutralize his excessive fear.

"Well, let's just pray for the best for the Miss, kasian once she is very young, somehow her future later, may she strongly accept, okay, may you heal quickly as

at times, drink plenty of calcium milk and egg whites, so that Miss's cracked wrist quickly recovers." The sister subconsciously expressed her concern for Jenny, because she thought Jenny was a close friend of Carnations.

"Good Sister." Carnations repeatedly sighed slowly, trying to console themselves, that this happened not just because of his own fault.

"I'm sorry then." The service for the VVIP class must be friendly and the best, because the payment is quite expensive, even in the room it does not smell of medicine at all, the atmosphere is almost similar in the star hotel room.

"Suster, can you help me for a second?" Carnation held the Sister's arm when she was done with the equipment.

"Can you take me to Jenny's room?" Pinta Carnation.

"Huh?" The nurse looked doubtful, for this was not part of her duties.

"I just want to see her condition, Sus." Kayu Anyelir who tried to convince it.

"But the patient is in the ICU room, you can't go in without a doctor's permission?" Said the Sister who knew very well how the rules were there.

"I just want to see it from the outside of the glass, please sister." Whine Carnation, which makes the Sister not bear.

"But?" The nurse seemed to think hard.

"Come on, sister, just for a second, I beg you." Pinta Carnations very.

"Is he your best friend?" Ask the Sister back.

"I. yes." Carnations just say yes, even though the reality is not like that.

"Hm... Alright!"

The Sister did not have the heart to see the sad face of Anyelir when asking for help from him, she thought their friendship was very thick, so the Sister's heart seemed touched to help Anyelir see the condition of his best friend, he said, after all, the ICU room is not so far from the VVIP room he thought.

Lord..

Please save Jenny, if she's gone, I don't want to be labeled as a Killer girl, because I'm not a Killer!

Carnations closed his eyes for a moment, and prayed in his heart, and tried to strengthen himself and ventured to see the reality that was happening, before he made a decision for himself later.