When I Choose Silence
16.Gone off?

Everything that is happening now, can be said to be a miracle or maybe also these are the prayers of the Carnations and their families, as well as the efforts of the medical party, of course, because Jenny finally woke up from the coma and was able to get through her critical period.

And upon hearing that information, Papa and Mama Carnations immediately prepare the departure and move of Carnations abroad.

About the matter of the incident at that time the two Carnation Parents asked for peace, regardless of who was at fault, they were not too concerned about it, he said, the most important thing is that both girls can survive and Carnation's parents will be responsible for everything, because Carnations are still in school, too, they also cover Jenny's medical expenses until she can be taken home later, even giving Jenny an accident allowance in person.

"Darling, you're going out on your own, aren't you? because Mama and Papa have to take care of a lot of things here, later when it's all done, Mama and Papa will visit you at Oma's house." Say Mama Carnation while helping to clean up the suitcases and bags that will Carnation carry.

"Any week, Ma?"

In fact, Carnation's heart really hard to leave this country, so many happy memories with his family, with his friends, but because of his excessive fear, he said, make himself ventured away from everyone he loved.

"Yes, later if you miss Mama and Papa can you go home too, just talk to Oma." Both eyes of Mama Anyelir was reddened, she actually did not have the heart, but for the sake of her daughter's psychic condition she was willing to live far away from her only daughter.

"I don't want to come back here anymore." Carnation turned his face away, because the words were not actually from his heart, he was actually reluctant, even he was afraid if he had to live in a foreign country with a new person, he was reluctant, the new culture even foods that do not necessarily correspond to the tongue of Carnation.

"Loh, why?" Mama Anyelir knew very well, that even her daughter was tormented by this, her soul was completely distressed by the tragedy.

"There are so many two-faced people here, I'm lazy to see them again." Her chest again felt tight when she remembered Jenny, who seemed quiet, but the fact that she was so arrogant and wanted to win it herself.

Moreover, when Carnations remembered the figure of Kalandra, the person she liked so much, the person she adored so much, even as if there was no gap in the eyes of Carnations, it turned out to be so rude to blaspheme, he said, he did not know the circumstances when it happened.

It is very difficult to find concrete evidence there, because on the roof of the building there is no CCTV, especially it is only an empty back building, rarely used for lesson activities, especially for the purpose of teaching, because at that time there were some students who were possessed in the building, so the building was rarely used, but the gardeners there still often take care of it.

"Don't just because one or two people are guilty you hate the place where you were born son, it's not good." Mama Carnation does not want Carnation to be a vengeful girl figure, especially with the fate of God that has been set.

"Only Adinda and Alenka are good with me, and also that sister believes that if I am innocent, others will definitely think badly of me and bestow all their wrongs on me Ma, I won't be able to survive in such conditions." He threw his empty gaze far ahead and sighed his weight.

"Here you go, you don't have to think about it anymore, Papa has taken care of your school move, although it's a bit difficult but eventually it can." It is not easy, because one more semester is actually he will enter the high school graduation exam.

Moreover, looking for a new school abroad only one semester, if not using insiders certainly will not be able to, or even have to repeat new teachings next year, but of course Carnations will reject it.

"Just go to your old school, take care of something there." Mama Carnations replied with a smile of pain.

"But I haven't met Adinda and Alenka Ma?" His face returned sad when he remembered his two gookil best friends.

He had imagined how crisp and empty the life of Carnation, when his daily life is not with his two friends, maybe his smile and laughter will dim, his happiness will surely fade with time.

"Is it better not to just move? Exams stay a few more tablets, later if you move you have to adapt to the new environment first, plus a different lesson, you also do not have close friends right son, Mama is actually worried son, son, it's a pity to stay another semester, can't you just stay here?" Mama Anyelir rubbed her daughter's arm, still trying to seduce her in the moments leading up to Carnation's departure.

"Can't be Ma, it's too heavy." Carnation's breath began to sting, he was so sad yet had to try to keep looking strong.

"How much son, you are not alone, there is still Mama and Papa who are always with you, also your two friends are son, you can definitely get through this all." If she could take over, surely Mama Carnations would be the one to be reviled or blasphemed even though, as long as she is not her child, because Carnations are still too young, to face such a heavy problem.

"But I don't want to go to school here anymore Ma." Her tears flowed back with great force.

"What if you stay here but move to another school?" Tanya Mama Carnation tried to give me an idea.

"Absolutely, I will definitely meet with one of the students in my school in various places and will blaspheme me as I please, and I don't want that to happen Ma!"

The rumors were bound to spread throughout the school, and the thoughts of Carnation were everywhere, as if she was terrified by her own reflection.

"Huft.. yep, how else, if there's anything call Oma, let your brother over there help you, okay?" If for that reason, Mama Carnation can no longer do anything, even though the intention of the heart does not care about the speech of people, but in fact the speech of people's julid is more spicy than chili one quintal.

"Tell my regards, to Adinda and Alenka ya Ma, don't forget to tell them my new number later." His decision was unanimous, unable he should be able to face the harsh reality.

"Dear, take good care of yourself, do not make this problem a burden, no matter what happens you must be strong, you must survive, for your own good later."

Finally, only a warm hug from a mother can cool the heart of a child, any weight problems if there is still a mother, the burden will feel a little reduced.

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