When I Choose Silence
21.She's she?

When entering adulthood, a person will be faced with life problems that are increasingly complicated and strange. When that day comes, the word surrender is not an option. Because in fact, someone who grows up will be brave and able to face all the risks that are in front of him.

The person he really misses, but also does not want him to meet is Kalandra Sailendra.

For Carnation, the man was still very charming, he even still remained enthroned in his heart to this day, even though the fact that the man had also incised such a deep wound, even pierced his heart with all his previous harsh words.

POV CARNATION

How shocked my heart was, I wanted to feel like I was crying because I missed him too much, I even wanted to run to get up to him and hug his body very tightly, but in reality I was only able to stand on the spot.

It was still the same feeling, even among the onslaught of handsome Caucasian men who always teased me on Campus, as if no man could ever replace him in my heart.

"I'm sure you'll find it hard to resist." Said Kalandra's father who sounded in my ear, my gaze was only directed at one Kalandra, as if not willing to miss it even if only for a second.

"He's the son of Papa's business partner, as well as the successor of his company, his name is Kalandra, he said he used to be your classmate too right, do you still remember?" Said my Papa who might not know if the man who has been bad-mouthing me, when I was still hospitalized.

Somehow Papa's expression if he knew Kalandra had blasphemed me that cruel, even though the incident had passed for many years, but for me all his words were still recorded in my mind, somehow to when.

"You like it, don't you, what Mama said, our taste is definitely not much different, because the fruit falls not far from the tree." Ledek Mama who instantly awakened me from my long daydream.

"That's for sure, from earlier his eyes did not blink at all when he saw Kalandra coming." Imbuh My father who seemed able to read my mind at this time.

Indeed I like him even greatly admire him, but somehow Kalandra feels at this time, I still can not guess it, he said, when he knew he would be betrothed to the woman he always accused of being the cause of the calamity that befell his lover in the old High School.

I also do not know, how the story of the continuation of Kalandra's relationship with Jenny at this time or rather I who did not want to take to know, because in addition to adding injuries will only increase the burden on my mind.

"Good afternoon Om and Auntie, how is the flight today, is it smooth enough?" Say hello to Kalandra with a smile that is so charming, whether what food he eats, why his body can be athletic so and his face is even two or three times more handsome than our time is still ABG first.

"Everything's smooth, safe with no traffic." Answer my father who sometimes likes to make Spanish like me.

"Yes, Om, where there is traffic jam in the sky there, not even traffic light, Om this can be just." Kalandra replied with her straight.

I thought he would get angry and vent his frustration with my parents, but it turned out that his smile was so friendly when greeting my parents. And it made my heart shake again because of it.

If the calamity had never happened between us, I would have cheered happily because I was betrothed to a perfect man like Kalandra.

"Both of her parents are called, your beautiful future wife is not?" Said Kalandra's father while nudging her son's arm.

"Hi Carnation, how are you, long time no see?" He stretched out his fingers towards me, but I could only gawk at him in response.

My brain was delayed again, as if it was hard to think, why Kalandra could be so relaxed to greet me, when clearly her father had said that I was his future wife, but she was, or did he already know about it before and did he accept this matchmaking?

Or am I just dreaming?

"Anyelir, you why son, what happened to you?" Kalandra's father immediately commented on my behavior as if he did not believe in all this.

"Ahaha... He must have been hammering earlier, Anyelir you don't dream son, he is indeed your future husband, we both agreed to betroth you." Mama was always right when I guessed the contents in my head.

"But Pa?" Many words are difficult for me to express right now, dozens of words 'Andai' as if lodged in my brain.

"Do you still want to reject my son?" Said Kalandra's father as if she was very sure that I was the right choice for her son.

"It's not so Om." I didn't mean to reject it, but I didn't want to accept it either.

"Wah.. means you accept Om's son to be your future husband dong, thank goodness then." And Om Hasan has already deduced his own answer.

"Huh?" For the time being I can't say much, because I still don't believe in any of this, it's all been outside my expectations all along.

Either what happens, or maybe Fate is trying to play games with me? Truly, I want only to act with all the will of the Almighty.

"Zulfikar, we're going to be besan now and I'm sure if our company is both united, it's bound to advance rapidly, and it's definitely going to be an unbeatable giant company with other companies." Actually either for company reasons or whatever it is I do not care, because it is true that until now I still really like the figure of Kalandra.

"Truely Hasan, this is indeed what I've been waiting for, it's not wrong for us to match the two of them right?" My dad looks very happy too.

"It looks like we'll have to give this big thanks later, Mr Besan?" Moreover, Mama, must always be excited with the soul of her mothers who like to gather and eat well.

"Of course dong Bu Besan, good intentions must be synchronized, after all they are both suitable, equally beautiful and it seems like they both like each other, let alone my son, especially, just this time he didn't refuse when I introduced him to a woman." Mr. Hasan is back.

"really?"

Mama also seems to not believe, just like what I think, because I think there must be many beautiful women who like it out there and want to be a companion of her life, cook rejected all, and me?

"Gee... There may have been a hidden love between them long ago." Mr. Hasan even clasped his son's shoulders proudly.

"It could be, anyway we have a massive party tomorrow morning, as well as an engagement event between the two of them."

"AGREE." Say them all compactly and my guess now maybe Kalandra's relationship with Jenny is separated, I think there may be one of them who is still unstable, his name is also still romance in High School, still far from the word serious, another case with my feelings that bucinnya is often not kelulungan.

And at this time, our parents were so excited when talking about me and Kalandra. because Kalandra did not reject this matchmaking at all, he even smiled when he heard the conversation of our parents.

Finally I just choose to be quiet, because I still can not understand, still feel confused and also syock, as if everything is still as in a dream for me.

Never give up when faced with a hardship, for every drop of clear rain comes from a dark cloud.