When I Choose Silence
62.Letter Piece

Hiding to avoid problems is useless, it will only silence the problem itself.

With all the remaining strength, and with the mentality that has been severely beaten, now Kalandra managed to relieve the tantrums of employees who marched, with the promise of providing compensation and severance for them, Kalandra was able to, but Kalandra still ask for time until next week.

"You asked for a severance how much of me?" Kalandra asked the assistant, because she had been working hard for Kalandra all this time.

"Are you going to fire me?" Asked Kalandra Assistant who seemed unwilling, she learned a lot from Kalandra, even Kalandra never made it difficult for herself during her work with him, she said, that's why he also grieved with the incident that happened to Kalandra and seemed unwilling to stop working from his boss.

"I'm actually not willing to fire you, but I have nowhere to give you a job." The real Kalandra replied was also reluctant, because finding an assistant who could be invited to work together in all things was difficult.

"Do you not want to open a new business? I'll definitely accompany you from the beginning." The assistant came back.

"I have nothing now." Kalandra answered while pulling her own hair.

"We just open a small business with our modest capital, so far my savings are quite a lot, let alone you often give me a bonus, so we can use that alone, how sir?"

The two of them had arrived in front of Kalandra's house and chose to chat for a moment on the porch of her house.

"So you're gonna be my boss?" Kalandra asked with a wry smile, she herself was still unable to believe her career could plunge to the brink, but the sustenance of humans is indeed no one knows.

"We wake up together, and we can split the two, so we're both bosses, hehe." A little he knows the soul of the businessperson from Kalandra is good, so any business will certainly be able to crawl up into the door of success again he thought.

"After the business and the employees are done we think again, now the night is getting late, you just go home first, because tomorrow there is still a lot of work waiting for you." Said Kalandra who seemed to have a dead end of her mind, she just wanted to take a shower and lay down her back which was already painful.

"May I go to the bathroom for a minute, sir?" The assistant had been holding tight since then, but he respected Kalandra because he still wanted to tell a story.

"Of course, it's over there, just get in!" Kalandra replied while carrying her briefcase into the house.

"Thank you sir."

Kalandra went straight into her room to take a shower, because she even went hot with the protesters on her company page.

"Why so lonely? Are they asleep?"

Kalandra immediately checked into Kanaya's room which turned out that the door was open, but the room was empty without any movement and there the heart of Kalandra began to beat erratically.

"Kanaya, Carnations? Where're you?" Shouted Kalandra with her panicked face, because Carnations have never been outside the house in hours like this, especially with Kanaya.

And as she wanted to check into the bathroom, her two eyes caught something from the top of Kanaya's study table.

Kalandra's feelings were increasingly uncertain, her mind had branched out everywhere, even her hands trembled slightly to open the soup of the letter.

*Australia*..

*Maybe it's only up to here that my tired point, I've been trying to survive, I've been trying to do what's best for you and for our relationship*.

*I know that your world is not just me, nor do I want to trouble you or be a constant burden in your life*.

*I saw you and Jenny at the Cafe earlier and it was enough to make my intention go from you, let alone Kanaya herself who showed it all to me*.

*From I have to keep lying to our daughter and say that our relationship is fine, even though the reality is cracked and may not be saved anymore, I better step back from your life and from your world*.

*Thank you for giving a sense of the beginning, but if at the end I have to succumb to your happiness, I say yes*..

*Please continue whatever your wishes and expectations are, I have given up, although this is hard for me, but I am waiting for your DIVORCE LETTER*..

*Diku*:

*Your Ex-Wife Candidate*.

Without feeling Kalandra's tears had flowed rapidly, she really did not expect that Carnations left her without knowing the real events.

"ENGINEER!"

"ARGHH... CARNATION DON'T LEAVE ME!"

Kalandra screamed loudly, so her personal assistant who initially wanted to go back into the house.

"Sir Kalandra, are you okay?" He looked for the whereabouts of his boss from the direction of his voice.

"My wife and son are gone." He answered with tears that had broken.

"Did they also leave because your company went bankrupt?" One of the people who know very well with the story of romance and disgrace Kalandra is her assistant.

"My wife isn't like that." And it was at this moment that he truly realized that Carnations felt special to him.

Because Carnation did not leave because of her slump, Carnation grew up as a child with luxury but even she did not intend to leave when she knew Kalandra was bankrupt, even she actually wanted to help at first.

"Why did he leave?" Ask the Assistant who is increasingly concerned about Kalandra's nasi.

"She must have misunderstood me when I was with Jenny still waiting for you earlier, she thought that I was coming back to her." She was really sorry to come with Jenny earlier, but she wanted to know Jenny's true nature to her.

"Good God, I'm sorry, but the road was really jammed, um. If I'm in a position as your wife, it's only natural that she misunderstood, but you can't explain it, I'm ready to be her witness." Said Assistant Kalandra steadily.

"He knows you're my assistant, who'll always stand up for me." Kalandra replied while rubbing her face limply.

"But you're innocent in this, that woman just went away as soon as she knew your company was bankrupt and no longer left."

"Is it possible that this is karma for me for torturing my wife's mind all this time." And Kalandra began to pensive for a moment considering how her previous treatment.

"Everyone's been wrong sir, but if you've really repented and won't repeat it again is also good, you can start everything from scratch." As an assistant he tried to give advice

"But this must be unfair to Carnation, for I returned with her when I had nothing, and if she had told our story all along with her parents, she said, it seems like I'm really thin on my hopes of getting back with her."

"Actually I have long saluted the father's wife who is really strong until now, but maybe all can still be repaired sir, after all you have not been with the woman before, right?" In the past he could only stay silent, because he was provoked by the story of Kalandra.

"But my wife asked for a divorce from me." He immediately clenched the soup of letters that had been wet with Kalandra's tears earlier.

"That's because he doesn't know the truth, try to explain first dong sir." He was also not willing if his Boss had to lose people as good as Carnations.

Even when he knew Jenny's rottenness, Kalandra was not this bad, even though Jenny who had graced Kalandra's life during marriage with Carnations.

"I may no longer be worthy of him." Answer Kalandra with a taste of sebak didadaa.

"Well, why sir?" The assistant looks drowned.

"She's been pretty tormented living with me all this time, if she keeps being next to me and fighting from zero, when she can be happy, let alone her from the family that is, if she's still here, it must be very easy to find a replacement who can glorify him and make him happy later." Shadow Kalandra has gone everywhere, let alone he is a man who should be responsible for all the needs of his wife, but now do not give monthly money as usual, as usual, even to pay for electricity in his luxurious home, he may have to work hard.

"What father mean? Do you want to give up here?"

"I am not willing, I am now fully aware that my heart has long been with him, but the more I love him the more I realize that I am no longer worthy of him."

"Why is that, sir?" He was actually disappointed by the decision of his boss, but he also realized that our burden as a man let alone the head of the family of a wealthy wife.

"I want Carnations and Kanaya to be able to live happily, laugh together, live well without having to struggle from below with me, some time ago I had a bad time to want to re-knit the love with my little family, because I still have everything, but now, all my property is up, all my property is up, even I'm gonna have a lot of debt and I don't want my son and wife to take that burden." Kalandra really felt bad this time, but she did not want to be as selfish as before, she also thought about the future of her wife and child.

"Good sir, why should it be like that, instead of being happy in a household it should be both?" Ask Assistant Kalandra who was sitting on the floor with a wall, they both look really sad at this time.

That is why as a man must have commitment, do not be greedy, if one is enough why it should be two, and eventually will lose everything.

"But since marrying me she's just been having a hard time, and if we stay together I can't guarantee her pleasure in the future."

"Luh... The patient sir?" His assistant was confused to also give advice like what else, because it was from the beginning the purpose of Kalandra was wrong.

"May I ask you a favor?"

After a moment of silence, Kalandra again made a sound while straightening her body.

"Of course sir, just say it." Answer his assistant who seemed ready to carry out the task of the state.

"Take me to my father-in-law's house, they'll be there by now, because I don't seem to be able to drive my own car." Said Kalandra who was afraid if something happened on the road, but there are still many things that she will finish later.

"Well sir, let me drop you off, um. if you'll know, what you'll do when you get there." The sense of kepo was clearly visible from his face as he walked while tapping the body of his Boss that looked squeezed.

"I used to ask her daughter well, and if I had to split up, I'd hand her back in a nice way anyway." It used to be he who had arranged everything under the pretext of being betrothed, but it was all his mission with Jenny for revenge.

"Mr sure you can?" The assistant asked back, he was again amazed by the figure of his boss, who looked gentle as a man.

"Of course, I can't think much more, because there are too many problems in my life, if indeed separation is the best way for us, I'm forced to accept it."

Somehow Kalandra felt inferior at this time, especially with her economic situation that was slumped, even though deep down she was really not willing to let go of Carnations, but she did not want to torture Carnations in her life, if getting divorced was the choice of the current Carnation, what could she do.

All men have done wrong and wrong and not all sinners will continue to fall in their fields of sin, there are times when a person truly repents from the heart and makes his dark past a valuable life lesson.