When I Choose Silence
25.What is Love?

If the reason is about Love, for Carnations is not a problem, but he is not as brave as it is to assume that Kalandra really loves him, especially for reasons one and another.

"Aish." Carnations chose to leave the room to be alone.

Another case with the two large families, Carnations felt increasingly hesitant and doubtful. He felt that his words were not heard at all, even though his bride-to-be was himself, he should also take part in this, he thought.

Grep's!

"Why you?"

While the Carnation was standing alone outside the room, suddenly there were two sturdy arms that had been coiled around his stomach.

"Heh, Kala?" Carnations immediately awakened from his daydream and immediately turned to see who the culprit was.

"Hmm.. don't you like our marriage to speed up?" Kalandra asked in her long voice, she even leaned her chin on the shoulder of Carnation, as if looking for the most comfortable place for her.

"Don't dislike it, but I think it's too sudden, isn't something rushed that's not good?" Said Anyelir while feeling the warmth of the embrace of Kalandra that he missed, because he had once pretended to faint just for the sake of being carried by Kalandra.

"But I can't wait to make you mine forever Carnations." Kalandra said back.

God, did he really say anything? I really like God, what should I do now?

"Kaldara?" And Carnation's heart melted even more because of it, how could he be so sweet like this with himself.

"Actually I've been looking forward to this for a long time, I peek at your photos on social media, and I don't want you to be owned by anyone but me." His words that make Carnations again surprised, he often upload photos of himself while traveling with his two friends there, although not often.

"You know my social media?" Anyelir asked with an expanding smile, his heart seemed to tremble, because it turned out that his dream man often peeked at his activities in cyberspace.

"After you wanted to match me up with you, I purposely rediscovered everything about you, that's where I started to like you." Reply Kalandra who is still trying to convince the heart of Carnation.

"What cooking?"

Women if they have been seduced like that, will certainly be easily destroyed, especially the reason Kalandra is quite reasonable, also they used to be a class, indeed, while people who only get acquainted on social media can fall in love even though they have not met.

"Hm." Kalandra immediately tightened her embrace while closing her eyes.

"But I'm still afraid of marrying you?" Carnations tried to talk openly with Kalandra.

"Am I like a monster that scares you?" Kalandra immediately brought her face closer to the presence of Carnations.

"No, it's all about our past, you didn't hate me and accuse me of being the perpetrator of that tragedy?" Said Carnation who had the opportunity, because they were just alone here, others were engrossed in enjoying the dishes provided by his family.

"How many times have I told you, if my thinking was still very unstable, I was too young, my emotions were still fiery, so you don't have to remember that anymore." Kalandra did not want to talk about Jenny at all, she just continued to explain about herself.

"But Kala, I-" There are still a lot of question words to say, but Kalandra always cuts it if it's about their past especially about Jenny.

"We just think about our future later, you don't have to look back, instead of getting married sooner is better, so that we are no longer separated by distance and time?" He reverted their topic of conversation with something beautiful in the shadow of Carnations.

"Kaldara?"

"Hm." Replied Kalandra while returning the gaze of Anyelir that seemed sharp piercing the heart.

"Can I kiss you?" Anyelir asked madly, for some reason when he saw a thick aunt in the closest distance from him, his desire seemed passionate to just taste the taste of aunt Kalandra who always haunts him.

"Huh? owh... of course?" Kalandra immediately brought her cheek closer in front of aunt Anyelir with a face that was immediately different.

"Not there." Reject Carnation while shaking his head, because if only a kiss on the cheek is normal, he said.

"Y-so?" Kalandra even immediately clenched her palms down there.

Carnations immediately turned his body, both hands holding both cheeks Kalandra, felt once that both jaws Kalandra felt hardened.

C

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Especially when their aunt met, although the Carnation was the one who attached her aunt ranum first by force and because Kalandra did not reject it, so Carnations just continue to take the opportunity.

Why is her aunt shaking? Has he never done it?

Carnations immediately ventured to open both eyes, according to him it was impossible for people as mature as Kalandra had never done that.

Why is he such a frightened person and holding something back?

Among his curiosities, but with the shrewdness of Anyelir continued to play his tongue in Kalandra's oral cavity which could only be silent fixated while closing both eyes.

"Empt. uhuk-uhuk!"

After a while, Carnation immediately stopped the heat action wrapped around his tongue even without reply when Kalandra coughed for not taking a breath.

"When did you have to do that with me?" Ask Carnation while frowning the two of them.

"Eherm.not forced, but because I'm not used to it, emm.it seems I need a drink, I take a drink inside first yeah, I'm thirsty." Kalandra immediately gripped the arm of Carnation for a moment and then went into the house owned by Carnation with a rush step.

Something's weird, but what? have my head dizzy thinking about it, maybe this is all God's line, finally I can feel aunt Kalandra who I always dreamed of a long time ago, hehe.

Carnation felt that there was still something awkward, but he felt weak helpless if he had to let the thing he had dreamed of pass him by.

Married to Kalandra was his desire a long time ago, but it was paused because of the decline of his tragedy with Jenny, and now Anyelir just hope to be happy living with Kalandra, Kalandra, after all, this was also the interference of his parents, they also definitely wanted the best thing for him.

It is the positive thingking that currently only Carnations can do, because they want to refuse marriage with Kalandra even his heart is not able, so he tries to strengthen his heart and prepare for marriage tomorrow morning.

Every sunset reduces one day of our lives. But every sunrise gives us one more day to hope.

God's plan is better than yours, so keep fighting and praying until you find that God has given you the best.