When I Choose Silence
41.The benalu?

Until the morning before Kalandra even still did not want to open the lock that he installed on the main door of his house.

He's getting me confused, he's so scared I'm running away, what's the reason?

"When, where's the lock?" Ask Anyelir while approaching Kalandra who even chose to sleep on the living room sofa so as not to be cheered, if Carnations and Kanaya will run away.

"Where are you going? Never wish you could go to that man's house!"

But why is Sean's reason, not because he wants to continue his revenge with me? You weird guy with short hooks, I work all at once, let the blood rise.

"Which man, does Om Handsome mean you?" Carnations intentionally mimic Sean's nickname like Kanaya.

"Who did you say is handsome!" Kalandra straightened her body and looked at Anyelir while glaring.

"Sean right?" Saying that Carnation pretends not to understand, even though his heart wants to laugh.

"Sad... Your eyes seem to need to be examined to the Doctor, maybe it already has cataracts, it looks ordinary once you say handsome, from where to try!"

Is he jealous? no way, jealousy is only for the one who loves, if he only has a grudge between me and him.

"Your daughter said, even Kanaya, who named Sean as Om Handsome, isn't that kid not good at lying?" Chirp Carnation while sitting quietly.

The longer he understood, that facing people like Kalandra do not use veins, but made relaxed, although often make him upset too.

"That's because Kanaya must have been forced by him, by the lure of a reward!" Reply Kalandra who never wants to give up.

"Emmm... But it seems, I agree with Kanaya, when viewed Sean's face is Handsome, his nose pointed, his body high, his arms stocky, and of course he is friendly and smiling, he said, that's why Kanaya immediately liked him, even though they had only met a few times."

"ENGINEER!"

Kalandra immediately raised her voice, feeling unaccepted as she praised the other man before her directly.

Eh. kok even become this exciting, continue..

"Why? Is something wrong? It seems like I need to check my eyes first, because it has been interested in you, but out there it turns out there are many men who are more everything than you, too bad I'm too late and wasted my virginity on the wrong people." Carnations seem to look far into the past with all his regrets, when in fact he was afraid also if Kalandra rampaged later.

"Hey... Watch your talk, you're married know no!" Maybe the blood pressure of Kalandra has gone up now, because the veins on her neck have been seen stiffening there.

"But it's just a status, because the reality is that I only think of you as a Benalu only in your life!" Carnations instantly threw away her gaze, not daring to look into her husband's two eyes.

"WHAT! just status you said? do you want me to show you my duty as a husband this early with you, huh!" Kalandra snapped while ruffled waist.

"No need, because after I saw you playing with Jenny behind my back, from that very second I forbade you to touch my body again." Answer Carnations who do not like an affair.

"Hey... What right do you forbid me!" Kalandra cried out like a man in fidelity.

"Because I never wanted a third person in our relationship, let alone Jenny!" Say Carnations with words full of affirmation.

A woman is sometimes able to withstand pain, fatigue, fatigue and thoughts or even lack of attention from her partner, but often can not hold back when her man took another woman.

"Don't mention his name!" Kalandra's lyrics seem to not want any Jenny's name coming out of Carnation's mouth.

"Why? Are you glorifying him so much? Then what are you waiting for, please open the padlock, we do our own activities today, you with your beloved woman and me with what I want!" Carnations answered with a difficult look to interpret, because the anger of the silent people was indeed sometimes more frightening.

"Don't your dream get away from me!" Kalandra immediately pulled the chin of Carnations as usual if it was very angry.

"Kalandra, what do you really want!" Carnations immediately parried her husband's arm.

"I want you now!" But the more Carnations revolted, as if Kalandra's lust rose because of it.

"Hmpt! I don't want to!" Carnations immediately revolted as Kalandra pushed Anyelir's body onto the sofa and instantly silenced her mouth with Kalandra's thick lips.

"Never turn me down!" Kalandra directly overstretched the body of Anyelir by force even holding her neck.

"Aish!"

If Kanaya had approached, Kalandra would not have dared to act anything with Carnations, because in fact Kalandra loved Kanaya very much and did not want her daughter to be afraid of her.

"Kanaya, Mommy is not papa, are you ready to go to school?" As usual, Carnations will pretend to be strong in front of their favorite daughter.

"Nobody's going to leave the house today, understand you two." Kalandra is not even interested in going to the Office today.

"But I want to go to school!" Whining Kanaya while hitting her father's leg.

"You're off today." Reply Kalandra who does not care, because a few days it does not matter what she thinks.

"No, I want to go to school!" Kanaya protested while shouting.

"Kanaya, now breakfast used to be the same Ma'am yes, let Mother who talked to Dad." And as Mother, Carnations will be the mediator among them.

"But Kanaya wants to go to Bun school, later if Kanaya misses school often teased with Kanaya's friends." Her babble with lips that she's already pouting.

"Okey, today Kanaya still goes to school, let Mother talk to me first, okay?" Although his mood was chaotic, he tried to keep smiling in front of Kanaya.

"Okey, thank you Mother." Kanaya immediately ran away from them and approached her babysitter who only dared to stare at them from a distance.

"Annyelir, why are you always bashing me now, are you feeling great now, huh?" Kalandra screamed again when they were alone.

"Kalandra, until when you want to lock us up at home, it will make no difference, because we really have no intention to run away from home, all this happens because of your own actions!" Carnations try to lower his ego, because a quarrel will never be able to solve the problem, which there instead adds to the complicated problem alone.

"You dare blame me, don't you?" Kalandra's sneaky smile was painted on her face.

"Already, I'm tired of fighting with you, why the hell we do not do activities as usual, I will cover all your bad behavior in front of our families, even in front of everything, so that you can be happy with your woman, but on condition that you don't have to harass me and bother me, and never interfere with my business, can you?" Instead of her being restrained, she would rather just let go of what her husband wants, because even being prevented would be useless.

"Obviously you can't, you're still my legal wife, what happened to you is my business!" Kalandra replied greedily.

"If I am indeed your legal wife, then what about your business and the affairs of your mistress, can it be my business now?"

"Getter!" Deny Kalandra with pent-up emotions.

"Here you go, there's no point in us arguing, please let Kanaya go to school, didn't you hear earlier, she'll be bullied by her friends if she skips school." Carnation said as she wiped her wet eyes.

The tumben?

"I'll drive you!" Kalandra speech that makes Carnations instantly astonished.

"I can go alone Kala!" Carnations will definitely reject it.

"Today, you should always be in my control, if you refuse, you should stay home!" Kalandra's seemingly indisputable command.

"Huft, that's it!"

Carnations choose to obey only, because he did not have the heart with his daughter, after all if he was home alone could explode maybe his brain.

From now on Carnations will play beautiful, so that she does not always fall down with her husband's game, she must be clever to find a gap to keep out of the shackles of the destruction of her household.

He will try to investigate where Jenny is now, especially when Kalandra always wants to be with him for fear of Anyelir taking her daughter away, the otimatis Anyelir will know where Kalandra will go, and it's certain that one day he'll meet Jenny, and that's when Carnations will start moving to find out everything about Jenny.

It's time he rose from the brink after a long silence, he wants to prove that the tragedy of his and Jenny's downfall in school was not just his fault, even the real trigger was Jenny.

The more mature we will realize, that the highest level loves it when we are in the stage of accepting and understanding its nature.

No longer begging for news and attention from him, but we already understand how he treats us as a Priority or even just a Shadow.