When I Choose Silence
19.Traumatizing

With the sound of laughter, the three of them finally got into the car and immediately left the cafe.

"Later if one day we meet them again out of the way, if they take revenge with us, what should we do gaes?" Carnations suddenly felt worried, because they were in another country, they could not accept and teach them a lesson, because in fact Oma's house is not so far from the Cafe.

"There is no word one day, after graduation we go straight back to our country only!" Said Adinda steadily, as if she had already thought of a brilliant future in the country of her own ancestors.

"Balek Village... Flip Village! I miss the same food in our country, from Bakso Tumpeng to Bakso Beranak who does not know where the father, trus noodles chicken, somay, cilok, batagor, aaaaaaaaaaa... I'm so hungry!" Alenka who so miss street-side snacks when they are still studying in school first.

Cheque it!

Suddenly Carnation immediately braked his car suddenly and pulled his car under a fairly shady tree on the side of the road.

"Emm.. You two will be back, I want to stay here just nemenin Oma." Carnation's face immediately looks weak, this is what is most feared if he has finished studying in college.

"Anyelir, what the hell are you?" Adinda immediately looked pensively at Carnations, because from the look of her eyes alone it was very visible that as if she again felt fear when it came to what happened in her youth first.

"Sorry, but I don't want to go home!" Anyelir was confused, had to find a reason every year if Adinda and Alenka invited him to go home to visit both parents.

"Anyelir, this has been a few years, your gossip has been buried with thousands or even millions of new gossip, come on gaes, move on, do not always get stuck with your past, okay?" Adinda knows very well, actually her best friend must also miss all about her homeland.

"Yes Anye, you've been holding it yourself for years, it's not entirely your fault right, explain dong to everyone if they want to know, so they don't misunderstand you anymore." Alenka immediately offered her shoulder so that her best friend could lean on, she knew very well the severity of the problem.

"I-I'm comfortable living here!" Carnations try to find reasons that sound reasonable, although the look of the face can not be denied.

"Lied!" Answer his two best friends compactly, they do not believe in the words of Carnations.

"We have accompanied you here, willing to leave everything, cook you do not want to let us go home?"Adinda did not want to lose, she was afraid that Carnation was just too much hope for one man in her past, while she just did not know the real plan of God.

"Sorry!" And Carnations could only lower their heads back.

Even until now he seems to still imagine the events of that time, sometimes also carried away by dreams.

"Even I'm willing to leave Aa Rico, until our relationship has to break up, are our sacrifices not enough for you?" Things that Alenka never revealed all this time finally had to do, even though she actually did not have the heart.

"Please don't force me Gaes!" Carnations are actually in an inner war, because his father and mother also told him to go home, because who else would be the successor of his family if not him.

"If you're not forced, your whole life will be stuck in your past, what are your goals just to be a sad girl?" Alenka does not want her best friend destroyed because of this, their age has increased, their minds are also more mature.

"Just after our graduation home, we work in our country, face all the problems, do not run away like a Kindergarten just for fighting with his classmates, understand!" Said Adinda who was the loudest figure among them.

"NO!" Anyelir screams while throwing his gaze out the car window.

Forgive us, this is not what you think it is, but we do it because we love you so much.

"Think about it all right Carnations! because in fact, someone who has grown up will be brave and able to face all the risks that are in sight." Alenka said back.

"ADINDA! ALENKA!" Carnations immediately protested when he seemed to be cornered by his two best friends.

"Bye!"

They both immediately chose to get off the car first and look for public transportation only.

"Geez, you two are why, woi back?"

Carnation can only put his head on the handle of the car steering, when his two friends do not even want to turn to his car again, his tears that have not come out for a long time now began to fall soaking his smooth cheeks.

A few moments later...

"Gue can't really be Din!" Alenka seemed to have no heart when she saw the troubled face of the Carnation earlier.

"Gue is the same, but we must continue our plan, he must dare to accept reality and face everything, so as not to always be a heavy burden on him, do you want him to age and die with his past?"

These two people went to the Cafe to just unwind and thirst from the scorching rays of the sun all day.

"Not really, I actually want us to be able to enjoy the old days with you guys like you used to, but I don't want to be constantly away from my parents. " Alenka remembers the cheerful times in their favorite places while still in school.

"Oh yes, we should not falter, this time our mission must succeed, God knows that we are only lying, but if for the good of someone, I think we are forgiven, right?" Adinda again convinced Alenka not to get carried away.

"Huft..pardon Yes Anye, actually we are both just too dear to Elu and want to help you escape the shackles of the past." Adinda leaned her head against Adinda's shoulder while closing her eyes.

"We continue our crab action okay?" Adinda again encouraged Alenka who seemed desperate.

"Yes, I'm sure any problems that have occurred will definitely give us more maturity."

After the sun began to sink, Adinda and Alenka immediately walked hand in hand down the sidewalk and planned not to go home to Oma, so that the Carnations really think that they are angry.

They think three more years is enough to bury all the bad memories of Carnations and start over.

Although there are Oma Carnations that are there, but both of their parents still live in their beloved country, each of them, Adinda and Alenka want to grow up and even age and enjoy it by seeing both their parents in close quarters, not between countries as they are today.

Sometimes God introduces you to the person who made you cry, so that you may be grateful for the person who made you laugh.

After a few days of not up, finally the Author re-emerged by saying 'Happy Eid al-Fitr 1444 H, sorry birth and inner' for those who run.🙏

Let's continue hammering together again Bestie2kuh🙂🙃