When I Choose Silence
54.Artificial Breath.

After Carnation managed to unmask everything, she learned that loving someone is natural, because people who we think can be trusted even defended to the point of betraying us, especially one who only loves one side of his mind.

And now her priority is not her husband, but the future of Kanaya and herself, even if her husband wants to return with Jenny after the betrayal.

"Anje.. Carnations, where are you?" When Kalandra regained consciousness, the first person she was looking for was Carnations.

His affection for Kalandra is not easily erased, but Carnations can store and bury it deeply, so he is currently acting foolishly with the existence of Kalandra.

"Why? do you need anything?" Anyelir asked who was actually also relieved, because her husband was fine, she did not want to feel guilty because there were other people dying because of him.

"I just need you and Kanaya." Kalandra replied with her voice.

"The doctor said, if you are conscious, you must eat and take medicine, I prepare the food first." Carnation answered who was no longer baper when she heard sweet words, because she was used to receiving a wound from her husband.

"Anyelir, why don't you just let me die?" Said Kalandra who began to act again.

"Kanaya dear, please help Mommy say same Auntie make food for Daddy huh?" Carnations do not want, his son grew up listening to all the arguments of parents that make his psychic disturbed, so he told his daughter to leave the room.

"Okey Mother." And Kanaya obeyed the words of her mother.

"After that, you wash your feet, wash your hands and then take a nap with the Mother?" Say Carnation back.

"But Bun, I still want to nemenin Daddy." Renggek Kanaya who had just cried seeing her father fainted.

"Dad just realized, you bobok first after waking up you can nemenin Dad until afternoon, okay?" As much as possible Anyelir will look fine in front of Kanaya.

"Okey, Daa Ayah, do not be fierce with Mother yes, later Mother so ngajakin Kanaya go loh, Trus Dad so single, want?" Kanaya chirps with her cute face, even though she only heard her father's screams a few times, but a child like her memories are very strong and will continue to remember them.

"No way." Replied Kalandra who immediately shook her head, rubbing her daughter's increasingly adorable head.

"Yes, keep your voice down, don't ever yell at Mommy again, okay Dad!" He was always trained to be independent and wise with small circumstances by his mother.

"Okey." Kalandra replied with a smile, that's why Kalandra loved Kanaya so much, although Jenny forbade it, because for Kalandra her daughter was always able to comfort herself when fatigue struck the soul.

"Pffythe... The little boy knows." Bumpat Anyelir while holding a smile at the intelligence of his daughter.

"You have not answered my question." When Kanaya came out, Kalandra spoke again seriously.

"What the hell?" Anyelir replied that always try to relax at this time, no matter what happens he does not want to be considered weak by anyone, so that no one can oppress him anymore.

"Why don't you just let me die?" Kalandra asked, whereas when Carnations seemed silent when she injured one hand herself earlier, she already thought that Carnations hated her very much and would want her to die right then and there.

"Are you ready to die? It has been enough with your good deeds all this time that you want to bring to the Hereafter, even though you are just as much sin as me." Chirps Carnations without the slightest fear.

"That's my business." Reply Kalandra who re-upheld her ego.

"You really don't know it's lucky, it's been helped still a protest." Umpat Anyelir who immediately want to go from there, rather than having to serve the words of Kalandra who can only provoke his emotions.

"I didn't tell you to help me, I'd rather die than live alone, so you have to accept the risk." Kalandra speech that makes the mouth of Carnations immediately ternagaga.

Where does anyone who helps have to accept the risk, has he gone mad?

"Sad... What risk?" At this time he even became sorry for helping her earlier.

"Because you let me live, so you have to be responsible about me forever." Kalandra said with confidence.

"How is this?" Carnations began to suspect that her husband would want something from her.

"Anyways you two should stay with me no matter what, who told you not to let me die."

Tuh right?

"If you're afraid of living alone, take the woman you're proud of, find her and bring her to your life!" The real Carnation is afraid of falling into the same hole a second time.

"I don't want to!" Reply Kalandra with certainty.

Tumben, just this time he rejected Jenny, where did his exorbitant love first go?

"Why? Is it because he is married, so you do not want to be cheated so, so if you do not want to be told not to complain, because the law of karma is still there." Anyelir replied as if satisfied to call her husband like that.

"I don't want to be with him anymore." Answer Kalandra honestly.

"Why, sweet enough to be thrown away?" Ledek Carnation while smiling obliquely by Kalandra's words.

"What's sweet, aren't you sweeter?" Chirps Kalandra while staring at the face of his wife, actually already from a long time ago he also had time to understand the beauty of Carnation, even since still in high school, but Kalandra used to be the type of person who jaimnnya not kelulungan, even since he was still in high school, if you have one yes one, especially he already has Jenny in his heart.

When Jenny told her to marry Carnation she actually refused, because she actually upheld the principle of loyalty, but Jenny kept forcing her, making it difficult for her to reject it.

Eeeh?

"Ereacher... I mean, once you're satisfied with her, you're easy to take her off, aren't you?" Deep in her heart she was curious as well, whether her husband was also treating Jenny like a wife in terms of inner needs.

Because if it is, why Kalandra always asks for it with him, why not with Jenny just thought.

"No, I never did anything about him?" Answer Kalandra steadily.

Doubt it!

"Lied!" Answer Carnations who immediately do not believe, because they are in a relationship behind him not for a while, even for years, so it is impossible if not dabbling with him, let alone their relationship on the basis of love.

"Why should I lie?" Kalandra asked with her sharp gaze, she just kept paying attention to the movements of Carnations

"Because all this time you've been lying to me!" Answer Carnations with great affirmation.

"No, I've always been honest with you, if I say no, I don't, even all this time I've been honest about that revenge to you." Kalandra said back.

"You are a cruel man!" Bump Anyelir while hitting Kalandra's leg as hard as he can, as if venting his frustration there.

"I know, I was wrong!"

Heh?

And the recognition from Kalandra this time really makes Anyelir feel strange, people who always uphold his ego and self-esteem want to admit that he was wrong.

"Well, in the subjects if there's a wrong word it should be removed, so should you, because before marriage you deceived me too!" Carnations again remember the sweet promise of Kalandra which is only a figment of the thumb.

"But I too have been deceived, not just you!" He doesn't want to be blamed.

"I know, I didn't admit I was guilty, but I never did anything to Jenny." Clearly back, it was as if he was afraid that Carnations had other thoughts about inner living.

"You're lying too I know, I'm not with you, your people are just showing off their affection in public, even kissing without shame, but not with halal!" Carnations actually took out all of the words that made his heart goosebumps at this moment.

"What do you think, I can do about the person I think is disabled? When I saw him sitting in a wheelchair, I couldn't bear to, let alone crush him!" Kalandra said with a slanted smile, because indeed she had never had a husband and wife relationship with Jenny.

So they haven't-? Cook, you don't believe me!

"Curried?" And Carnation was speechless, she just looked at the eyes of Kalandra alone, to find honesty there.

"I know what you're thinking, but really this time I wasn't lying, when I didn't go home, I drove Jenny to the hospital in Singapore, she said, when I'm done I go straight home." Kalandra was honest.

"Not come to the hotel first?" Carnation fishing rod back.

"Shop over." Answer Kalandra quickly.

"Same as a lie!" Carnations immediately returned irritated, because there might still be a little jealousy in him.

"But just eat at his restaurant, while waiting for our plane to depart." Kalandra said with a smile, she liked that Anyelir looked jealous like that. Because the meaning is he still in his heart, although maybe a little tucked away at this time.

"Here you go, whatever you guys are, I don't give a shit about it anymore!" Carnations feel ashamed of themselves.

"Annezzler?" Kalandra immediately reached both hands of his wife who made Carnations instantly cold sweat, because only this time Kalandra called her name in a soft voice.

"I want to check the kitchen first, you have to take medicine!" He immediately thought of running away, afraid that later he would not be able to receive an attack from Kalandra.

Grep's!

"Anyelir, don't go!"

Sure enough, Kalandra immediately pulled the body of Carnation and held it tightly.

"I just want to go to Kala's kitchen, don't be so spoiled!" Carnations try to avoid as much as possible.

"Truly, I never touched Jenny like a husband with his wife, indeed I kissed her often, but only to that extent, no more, because the inner living was only I asked of you!" Kalandra realized that she was very afraid of losing Carnations, even though her mouth seemed unable to say her love, but her heart said something else.

"Eherm.. beware, I'm going to the kitchen first!" Carnation chose to run away, because his heart was starting to be fine.

The cup!

"Hmpts... It's kala!"

But Kalandra immediately pulled Anyelir's chin and rubbed it quickly.

"I'm sorry." Kalandra said so sweetly, she even slipped a smile that Carnations rarely see for five years.

"Ooo... It's not that easy!" Said Carnation while turning her face away, because her heart was beating erratically.

"What's the condition?" Tanya Kalandra who still casually hugged the body of Carnation, even she kissed the shoulders of Carnations there.

"Many!"

"Whatever it is, as long as you and Kanaya don't leave me." Said Kalandra while tightening her embrace.

This is a good opportunity for me!

"You can't ban me anymore!" Say Carnations steadily.

"Example?"

"I want to work again." Say Carnation quickly, because only in that way he can feel more free to breathe like in the past.

"Okey." Kalandra immediately nodded her head, if only working she could keep an eye on him, because their company was working together.

"Never yell at me or get angry with me again!"

"Depends!" Kalandra replied back with a faint smile.

"Depends what? Anyway, if you just yell at me once, don't expect you to see me and Kanaya again, then I'll just walk right out of here." Threatening Anyelir with determination, the more Kalandra was afraid of him leaving, the more Carnations so had many ways to suppress him.

"Depending, if you're close to another man out there I'd be mad!"

"Which one?" Ask Carnations who do not feel close to any man.

"Whatever! If you don't want me to be angry, then deal with women only, understand!" Because that was all he had feared.

Because losing Jenny doesn't make her as afraid as losing Carnations.

"Ckk... Just an Assistant can't?" Carnations so remembered with Sean, because if he returned to work he would definitely meet him again.

"NO!" Say Kalandra firmly.

"Damf... Who are you, why should I come back to obey you!" Bump Anyelir with his ketus.

Grep's!

Kalandra immediately pulled the body of Anyelir who wanted to rise from there and immediately pulled it with all his might, so the position of the Carnation is currently above the body of Kalandra.

"Kalandra, what the hell is this!" Carnation was quite surprised, only then realized why he had become so strong he thought.

The cup!

This time Kalandra was not just sticking aunty, she even deepened her kiss, but not with a hasty breath or with anger, he did it gently even though both hands of Carnations he held tightly because Carnations just kept trying to rebel from him.

"MOTHER, did you faint again? Why do you give artificial breath to Daddy?"

Because of the position of the body of the Carnation that overlapped Kalandra so Kanaya thought differently.

Duars!

Finally Anyelir and Kalandra could only close her eyes, she really did not expect that Kanaya saw a dangerous scene for children of Kanaya's age.

We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey forward, for behind every beautiful thing, there is an inevitable kind of pain, just finish your cry and smile, because it's all over.