When I Choose Silence
28.Honestly it hurts!

With a heart that seemed to be slashed, Anyelir tried to dare to get closer to her husband, she really did not want to make her big family embarrassed, she said, what people say if they all know the household he just ran a few hours after Sah said, it turns out to be hit by a painful storm.

"Dear." Carnations were even willing to sit down in front of Kalandra who was sitting on a luxurious bed, which should be their contest venue tonight.

"Don't you call me baby, I hate to hear it!" Kalandra said without wanting to look at Anyelir's face as if her hatred exploded right then and there.

"Hiks.. Hicks!" Carnations really can no longer hold back her tears, her heart was so painful when her husband refused her as raw as that, because sometimes an honesty is very painful.

"No need to let out your tears, it will be of no use, for I will give you no mercy." Hardik Kalandra, he even shook the hand of Carnations who tried to hold his fingers.

"When, what exactly is my fault?" Ask Carnations with a taste that is increasingly sobak in the chest.

"Ahahaha..you still ask what is your fault?" And the discordant laughter of Kalandra seemed to pierce the deepest recesses of her heart, she who was so wounded was even laughed at like that.

"Sorry, I really don't understand what you mean?" Carnation tried hard, trying to hold back her crying, she did not want her face to look slumped in front of Kalandra.

A sreek!

"Here you! Look at you in this big glass, don't you feel wrong at all!" With one pull, Kalandra managed to drag the Carnation arm towards the large glass in the room.

"When, I'm sorry but where's my fault? If you don't want to shower with me already, but can you say fine, don't be rude like this?" Anyelir's cry broke again, so far no one had dared to be rude to him, let alone drag him, even touch him never, but Kalandra seemed to arbitrarily treat him.

"Deedies.. You think your fault is just that! Is your brain no longer able to walk normally?" Kalandra whined coupled with a ridiculing smile on her face.

"Well, please don't do this?" Never even in his mind at this moment, if Kalandra could turn out to be this evil.

"You think I can forget your crazy behavior with Jenny!"

Ow... Turns out this was about Jenny, meaning Kalandra had lied to me, gosh.

"Jenny? so this is about Jenny?" Tanya Anyelir who immediately tried to neutralize himself by breathing as much air around him.

"Have you easily forgotten him, after you had made his life and his future ruined?" Kalandra immediately gripped the chin of Anyelir with a sharp look.

"How's Jenny doing now?" Anyelir asked while shaking Kalandra's hand, because her jaw was painful due to the grip of Kalandra's hand.

"Why? don't pretend to care, instead you were like that a long time ago, huh!" Kalandra began to interrogate him with all her assumptions.

"It wasn't entirely my fault Kala, you--"

But the speech of Carnation was immediately cut off by Kalandra.

"Then why do you have to run abroad, WHY, HAH!"

And that's what makes Carnations can not dwell, because running from the problem will never be able to solve the problem, which there is even muddy the existing problem.

"I'm just--"

Carnation was confused to give a reason, because after he grew up and thought wisely, he began to regret it, but everything had happened, and time could never be replayed.

"Murray!" And at this time the regret also appeared, when he only relied on his love for Kalandra.

"You shouldn't sit back in a luxurious place, walk around here and there with happy laughter with your two best friends, while Jenny slumped and suffered because of you, UNDERSTAND YOU!" Kalandra pointed her index finger towards Carnations.

"When, I'm sorry, I'll see Jenny in person." Anyelir admitted, he was wrong, and indeed he also had the intention to apologize directly with Jenny, but at this time he had not been able to find out her whereabouts.

"For what, you want to insult him, or you want to mock him, because now he can't do anything, is that it?" And he indirectly told her about Jenny's current condition.

I've really been fooled by Kalandra's sweet words, not yesterday she said she did not know the condition of Jenny who had gone somewhere did not know how?

"When I never meant to do that, please don't be like this, we're married, we should be able to understand each other and understand each other, I was still very unstable and not thinking ahead of me."

Patience is what Carnations want to do right now, even though the reality feels so difficult.

"Anyelir, do you really believe that I married you because I love you?" Kala said that made the Carnation's heart seem to stop beating and only pain that flowed through his entire soul.

"What do you mean Kala? it's not you yourself saying that you've forgotten Jenny and want to knit love with me!"

Though at this time Anyelir just wanted to take a bath with seven flowers, so that the first night ritual that he dreamed of today is remembered all the time, but in fact tonight is a night of disaster for him.

"Sad... Are you that stupid, do you think I'll easily forget the most meaningful person in my life, NOT AT ALL!"

But the words of Kalandra really feel piercing the heart of Carnation, whereas Carnations really love him, even from the past until this moment.

Turns out she still loves Jenny, are they still in touch? Then I how is this?

"Kaldara?" Carnations even run out of words and only tears know how broken the Carnations heart at that time.

"Until then, I'll still love one girl, Jenny one!"

Oh my God, it turns out to be true what Adinda and Alenka suspected, I really regret not believing them, but all has already been done, what should I do God?

"Then why did you marry me!" Carnation seemed to really want to know what the reason he asked his parents to make Carnation his wife.

"Because of you, Jenny's life is so chaotic, then will I just shut up when you have managed to snatch all her dreams, owh..of course you also have to feel the same way with her!" Hardik Kalandra with a voice that seemed inhospitable to the ears.

"Do you just want revenge with me?" Anyelir asked with his aunt who had begun to tremble, the dark shadows began to haunt him, but he had to be strong even though he had to be constantly cornered like this.

"At least, I won't let your life travel feel what it's called HAPPY!"

Those words were like a Bomb that exploded over the head of Carnation and broke his heart to pieces.

"Okey, if that makes you and your woman satisfied, go ahead! But now leave me alone!"

Carnations could no longer think, at that time he just wanted to cry and vent his own disappointment in the room.

TO BE CONTINUE'S...