
Solana knew she was doing something useless. But he no longer knew what to do but run.
He continued to push his legs up to the limit of his lungs felt like they were about to explode. Tears and sweat mixed into one filled his pale gray-eyed tyrannical face.
He has lived in this small town for almost a year. The residents are very friendly and that makes them careless. Stupidly, he started to befriend some people he met.
Solana befriends Beth, a woman several years her senior, who is very friendly and kindly accompanies her, when she caught a severe flu three months ago in the hospital.
Beth's thick body, always giving her a warm feeling when hugging her. And trust me, Beth really likes to hug her, especially when they meet in the morning when starting the shift.
He also befriends Aaron, a handsome blonde, who always smiles broadly when they cross paths at the door or in the hallway of the apartment. Aaron never misses greeting her, waving his big hand, even as he tries to get away.
Aaron's face often reminded him of Rozh, because at first Lana did not want to see him often. But after getting to know him further, Aaron's carefree nature is very different to Rozh's and makes him comfortable. And of course it was a mistake.
And now Aaron is suffering the consequences.
Still vividly imagined in Solana's memory, Aaron's face paled, his body temperature dropped dramatically, his breathing became shallow and stingy. And Solana knew it was her fault.
After calling an ambulance, Solana ran out of Aaron's room. He must leave immediately, otherwise Aaron's situation will get worse. It's useless, if he wanted to explain what really happened to Aaron, they wouldn't believe it!
Solana will leave the city as soon as she reaches her butut car parked in the field. He should have done this sooner.
Solana should not be comfortable, as it will only bring bad luck, which will push her away
Now the disaster is happening again! And by force, Solana had to leave.
The leg muscles he had been carrying running as hard as he could for several hundred meters began to no longer work together. From the corner of his eyes he could already see his blue sedan car, then with a stifled cry, he tried to pull the last force his body had to reach the car.
With trembling hands, he put his car keys in, pleading for the car to light up in accordance with his expectations. The car's engine immediately growled loudly, breaking apart the silent night streets.
Without thinking anymore, he stepped on the gas pedal and drove the car down the road.
I'm sorry Beth, I won't be at your wedding, Solana said sadly.
Beth's getting married in two weeks, and she's supposed to drive Beth to try on her wedding dress tomorrow.
It is reflected in how Aaron cheerfully lent some of his rare collection books yesterday. He must figure out how to get the book back to Aaron, the book is too valuable if it has to be thrown away with his belongings in the apartment.
As the sky before her gushed red, Solana pulled over her car and breathed a sigh of relief. It's far enough from the city.
Slowly, Solana placed her head on the steering wheel of the car. Before long he was sobbing slowly.
Solana is not a whiny woman, the rigors of the life she has lived all this time, forcing her to be tough.
But sadness, anger and helplessness made him unable to hold back his feelings.
Imagining that he could not meet again with his past life, broke his heart. He really liked the new friend he made. He did not want to leave, he wanted to stay and enjoy the rest of his life in that city. But Solana knew it was impossible.
He can't go back there. All his friends would be in danger if he continued to be there.
He must find a new place to start his life from scratch again. And this time he won't make the mistake he did before. He will stay away and be as alone as he should be.
Because he didn't want to add to his list of deaths of those closest to him being any longer!