Butaku's Wife
Surrender?

...Below is special for those of you who want to give up and get tired. May be useful and can open your thinking insight......

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News of his son and wife Hbaib who entered the hospital entered his eardrum Miss and Nichol. He was very angry but he just kept quiet with Nichol following the hospital to visit both of them. And there he saw Rey and Habib who were daydreaming in front of the room Acha and nayya. Where is Rian? Rian wedang prayers ask Tuhanya for Acha.

"’Sayang.”Mumbled Miss Rey who looks so messed up right now. Look, her climactic hair that is usually neat right now is like a wasp's nest.

Rey who heard his wife's voice immediately got up and hugged her tightly. Miss rubbing her shoulders and smiling.”The patient. All will be fine.”Soft words. It's like Rey's anesthetic there nodded and she hugged him tightly.

Habib glanced at him there envious. He wanted to embrace and feel such great love. But he just stayed there with a glance ahead. Rey kissed the head Miss.”You're doing okay, right? Here sit. You must be tired.”Rey asked him to sit next to Habib.

Miss smiling with sweetness.”Yesampun, have you eaten yet?”Ask Rey there.

Missing not eating at all makes him silent, Rey rubbed his head Miss slowly.”Yesampun certainly has not. I bought you a meal first well for you later you get sick.”Smooth word.

Miss shaking.” You haven't eaten either, have you?”Ask. Rey there looked at him sayu.” If you don't eat I won't eat.”Said again rubbing Rey's hand in her hand,.”You can be worried. But you can't be sick. If you are sick who will take care of me?”Ask chuckles.

Rey there sighed.”Yasudahis.. Rajja.”Rey called Rajja by his side earlier. The king nodded."Encourage me to buy yuk food. We are quite bagged.”His word.

King nodded. “Fear you guys are sick later.”Lirih.

The king nodded.”Ayok.”His word. Rey rubbed the head of Miss darling and kissed her.”I bought food for us first well. cup.. remember don't flirt.”.He said. miss there chuckle made and just nod.

"heart...!! " Pronunciation.

Missed to glance Rey's departure while habib just silently leaned back and looked ahead. Eavesdropping on the mesrah speaker beside him. He lost himself, he lost half his life and he lost hope. Until he heard the voice.”You surrender?”Tanya Miss chuckles.

Habib nodded with tears falling.” Too hard and too painful. I don't deserve my cua give up. I'll go after this .”He said softly and wiped his tears chuckling.”Even just getting closer I've made them sick.”Melirih.

Missing there chuckled at the ceiling of the room.

“ Weak.”Said Long.

Habib chuckled to hear it, too, and nodded in agreement."You're right. aji is weak. " I'm Habib. miss thumping made.

“You like mountains? Viewing?”Ask.. Habib nodded at hearing it.

“Gini yeah... Do you like the mountains? Can you enjoy it for Free without effort?”Tanya Misses him. Habib nodded hearing it. 'Yaiyah where there are free ones, right? You just see the painting you have to try one of them beat the painting or to the house of people who love painting is not?”He asked Longing to laugh.

Habib looked at him softly. Strange can-can miss laughing next to worry. Doesn't he worry about Acha? But he focused on the talk of Missing. Right, there's nothing just in this world. let alone see the beautiful scenery, right?

Miss looking at him with a smile.”A painting that is just a picture, especially in real... The same is true when you want to feel the top of the mountain, the peak of the mountain climb that you reached.we need effort.! Need supplies, and you will feel there are obstacles and obstacles.”Said Miss.”Nothing is easy in this world when you want to be the highlight.”Next lirih.

“You have to pass through the valley, the river. meet the wild animals. Must work by eliminating energy. Food and drink. There are many things you have to sacrifice including time.”He misses lirih."But everything will pay off when you are at the top later, you will find the scenery very, very satisfying and will not disappoint your struggle. You can see the sunset, see the twilight. Look at the beautiful view. Same in your life.”He said firmly.

“It is as if Habib stood up. You are male, make now Nayya is the peak of your desires, as when you climb. You will pass through the valley, which means you have to try hard, you will meet a wild animal which means you will get something quite creepy, which means, and you have to have enough stock which means you have to have a big grip., he said., you must have high patience so that you do not give up easily and the last you need time for you to go up.. “Next smile.

Haha. Laughter longs to be heard again.”kamu too primitive hahaha, too like to eat raw vegetables and raw meat without knowing the pleasure of playing cooked food.”Mumbled Long. Habib silently heard it and glanced at it.

“ There is no man without problems in this world. There is no Habib..! want you to find at the end of the human world without problems it will never exist. Even the prophet Muhammad suri tauladania our noble deed, his words as soft as silk, his eyes are soft and also stingy. Butwhat? He hated many others, he had a slut." His words were firm and also the eyes were staring at Habib sharply.

“Where do you want to go to get rid of your problems please explain to me.. You want to go away where?”Tanya Miss with a firm voice.”Want forest? You will encounter problems because of the many beasts or darkness because you have no oil . Where you going? Far where? A world that is at peace? Then you will also be affected by problems, one of which will hurt because you do not find comfort. No human being is without problems. Even good humans are more the problem.”His words miss lkirih

“I'm good, and I've never cheated on my friends just yet.”Said to Hbaib smiling softly.”But everywhere I was slandered, kept away and even hurt. What's my fault? Life is like this Hbaib. When you look ugly then you will be bullied but when you look beautiful or too handsome or less, then you will be shunned.”Said smiling. “When you are well-spoken and the pretentious are said to be looking for attention.then which is the most true faced by humans?”

“ When a bad person who commits a mistake is interviewed and is considered a commonplace thing but when a good person commits a crime, it becomes something that looks very bad, it was as if he was the worst and most despicable human being. The ugliest and most inappropriate to bring close. Is this world in war?”Ask again with a frown.

“Luchen haha. “His teaching. Habib silently heard everything that Miss was saying was true. Humans are wrong in the eyes of other humans, and always look less in other people, always will have good problems.

“ Humans will have a problem, be it when we are the one making the problem or the problem is the one that comes alone.”Said smiling. Habib looked at him softly. Is correct. If we don't make trouble, it's ourselves who will come. When we do not disturb others then the other po6rang that will come disturb us.

Miss nodding.”Until here I want you to understand, if you are not the only human being who has problems when struggling. There are thousands of students who struggle out there earnestly but are defeated by students who struggle to rely on the name and position of their parents. That hurts more.”Said chuckling.

“ There are also children who struggle and look good in front of their parents, save for the sake of buying their parents' clothes, go home from school and work hard to clean up the house, working hard so as not to ask the parents but still not considered and even considered to be a useless child and a burden on parents because the parents love the brother or sister of the fighter that is the real burden on the family. That hurts too. Hahaha there are many struggles in this world, only different paths, and only mental differences. Who survives tries to reach the top, and some also stop and choose to go down with its futility. Without the person being aware if he has lost big.”

“Time loss. Ruggi money, loss of energy, loss of heart, even worse as long as it turns out he runs without any results. There are many things like this, one of which is when someone who feels his school is tired, and chooses to stop just because he does not like the lesson, he said, he felt sick and also chose to work because he felt that he was getting better money. Whereas without him knowing if Money can be sought at any time but not with age and opportunity. Money can be earned at any time but not with science and education. He was lazy when outside someone was crying because he wanted to learn but there was no money. I do not want to say this is funny, sbeab those who are in this phase is not funny, because they are only humans who have a backward mind, including you.”Lirih.

“You struggle but you are tired and give up. That is a sign that you do not have too much intention from what you say, because the real struggle is unlimited struggle, until God says’ Stop my servant. Home I miss you.”Said smiling.”And then you have to go back and stop. “ Continue smiling.

Habib looked down at his fingers. He felt all these things were true, he was struck with truth and reality. It has to be how? Stepping forward or backward? He wants to go forward and step on the hat he tapk want the victim is his children. Not himself anymore. But the people he loves. He will lose the one who makes him smile again. That's a heavy thing for him. But he knew that what Miss said was the truth.

Miss there smile.”I'm not asking you to fight. But I ask you to think. Because struggling without thinking is the same as people who learn without a brain.” He misses smiling.

Habib glanced at him and looked at him with his deep gaze. He was amazed and envious. “What should I do so that I am strong and will come back tetgar?” Ask with dimmed eyes. He was very nervous about Missing.

Riindu there looked back at him and said.” Look at your son Acha's face. Aren't you JEALous because he can't be you carrying a baby? Then why did you give up just because of this obstacle of fighting? Then how you who fight more than this. You only once saw it this way already want to give up. You bad father.”Nyiiit. Habib's heart was torn by reality. “That's why you must learn to be strong and also unshakable.”Said again.

“Then look at nayya. because he lives need a struggle, even willing to die just for your children. She was a strong woman to fight for, and only a determined and strong man could afford to land her. Because basically weak humans will not be able to go to the top of a beautiful mountain.”Said smiling.

Habib nodded with a strong determination in his heart, his soul burning to return to his family. Straightening the broken also brings this darkness to the existing light. “ Thanks. I'll try again,.”Melirih. Very downright.

Missed to nod."I can't help any more. Rey and I may only be able to help until here, the rest of us don't interfere."Said Rindu making habib look at him surprised.

”Why? you hate me?”Surprised ask.

Miss shaking weakly.”Not that, but will not Nayya stay with you in the boarding school? Isn't Arga and ACha going to go there which means you won't interfere anymore.you have to mature and fight yourself to win Nayya.,”Jarannya lrih.”I'll take Rey out of your lives. We can only get here the rest of you fighting for your wife and children. “Talking smile.”It's not that I hate you, it's just that I want you to have plenty of time to learn and think. Remember I said, struggling to think.”Said again.

“But what if Acha asks you or Arga?”Ask smirk....

Misses looking at him nods.”They know my house. Maybe I'll stay here for a long time because I miss my parents. My parents are old and I want to be by their side, let alone my abi and Umi getting sick. I so remember if my little ones are those who care, their old age they I let others take care of. I don't want it to happen.”Lirih.

Miss smiling,.”And the matter of Khumairo and Aron I have seized them as a sign of my farewell. “Ucapnya. Habib looked at him haru. Because Miss still gives herself hadia for this.”Can I meet them?”Tanya Hbaib.

Miss nodding.”You can, but do not be surprised if you see their condition worsens, because they have already erased my family. And my family will never let them breathe so well. “”Talknya Misses to tell.

Habib there mendenfarnya moved.”Why are you so nice? What do you eat so you can do this?”Sayu asked.

Hates laughing hearing it.” Eat me only one heart. Disappointment, pain, and hopelessness until given one, sincerity “True Long to smile.”Cause when people who are used to drinking bitter pills will become immune humans with ordinary bitter pills.” Said.”And I'm not that good, I'm just an ordinary human.”more. Is that sick?