Butaku's Wife
2. Conversation

Marriage with people who have even met a few times is not a good thing. Honestly Nayya admitted that if Vano is a handsome man and also dashing, he is also very loving proof to his son only he is very caring and also responsible after the demands of his work. It is well established and it is also a dream for all the women out there.

But that's not the problem..!! well-established, handsome and all those things do not guarantee a person loves him, not physically but his comfort and how can it be comfortable if it is new? Nayya again and again sighed because she did not know what to do. He married Habib this way too, right? do not know the form and all things. But now he can see everything, it turns out when being able to see and know many things makes him more and more consideration and more difficult to accept. Moreover, their age is quite far adrift, he is almost 45 but Vano is only 35. Why would Vano want to marry her who already wants to be this granny? the thing that became the brain and also the mind of Nayya.

“You haven't slept?”Nayya who entered her mind opened her eyes, she fell with her hijab facing the wall did not want to look at her husband, whether her husband or not but for him not..! because he didn't accept it. His eyes were swollen there making him very, very ugly..

Vano who just finished the bath sighed, seeing the sleeping nayya wearing a hijab there was something that touched his heart, let alone the socks on his feet Nayya. did nayya not consider him such a big husband? But he should not be angry, he chose to sit in a chair and drink the coffee that he made earlier, do not forget the book in his hand to read. Nayya did not sleep, she just closed her eyes enjoying her eyes afraid Vano opened or touched it carelessly.

But already half an hour no movement, making him curious, he glanced sideways and it turns out there is no Vano, he glanced to the right and to the left, it turns out there is Vano, Vano, vano sat on the sofa with his hand holding the book and his peaceful face fell asleep with his neck to his right, which must have been very sore.

Then the crossed legs on the table, the book in his hand had fallen on his lap. Nayya felt sorry, why did she not sleep in the bed? Is it because of her? He sat there for a while and sighed looking the other way, no intention to approach or give a blanket.”why is it so hard to accept another man Ya Allah? Is this as hard as happy?”Nayya Lirih.

“It is not you who are difficult to be happy, or God who does not make you happy but you who cannot seek your happiness and come out of your past.” Nayya there was shocked when the cold and firm voice entered her ears. Nayya felt bristling and also stunned.Vano's aura was strong enough to make anyone reluctant including himself.

Even so he looked at Vano who had not slept completely. “You haven't slept?”Tanya Nayya there sizzling. Then rotate lazy eyeball.”Cih cheaters. All men are the same. Both like to pretend and also no one can be trusted.”His murmur there doesn't like it.

Vano there sat straight and stared at nayya in.” I'm used to it. Even when I sleep and you walk I can hear it. Because you are used to the state of Nay... My training and also a coercive environment, just like you are forcing you can not accept other men and feel unhappy.it is because of limitations is not it?”Her question made nayya stunned.

“You didn't forget who I was? If I sleep dead like you you just imagine how it would be.”Vano said firmly again. oh well vano is the general. Ooh yes as input and knowledge, actually the security guards are taught to always be ready, standby will always be peace and security., they must always be sensitive and also wake up even when sleeping. They should know and should always be alert. So it's only natural.

“You can't accept me yet?”Tanya Vnao there sighed to Nayya. nayya just shut up there glanced at her.”I will try to get you to accept me but on condition of giving me a chance. I promise to receive and guide our household to the path that God Nay has blessed. You have to open your heart to me. I cannot fight without guarantees. “The teaching there is firm.

Nayya looked the other way and said.”I've heard these words, don't trust men too much, the most superficial and useless thing in the world is to love men, men no one will be faithful.”Saying nayya made vano speechless looking at her.”And I have experienced it, Polygamy cihhh.”He said again and looked right in Vano's eyes.

“Thickness you said.”Vano then sat staring at nayya. he stood up and chose to approach Nayya. nayya there sitting firmly and looking at Vano nervously. Vano sat on a chair near the mattress and pulled it in front of Nayya until now they were facing each other,

"Because God never demands loyalty from a man. But God demands responsibility from a man for his children and his wife. Until the day of the apocalypse.” Vano said firmly.

Nayya heard it became unacceptable.”That's not fair, why only women are required to be faithful? Why not with men?”He asked with a sharp look at Vano who he thought was not good.

Vano over there nods.”God knows what is best in his creation. There must be goodness in every virtue of its provisions. Women were never charged for the sins of their husbands. But a husband, will be prosecuted and will be invited for sins upon his children and his wife.” Vano said seriously to Nayya.

“Most husbands, preferring the haram way rather than the halal way for fear of his wife. You are lucky to have me be your husband because it is different from other LeIaki.. You think the women entertainers out there can live a luxurious life out of single men? No..! they live luxuriously of husbands people, “

Nayya went silent swallowing the dried saliva. Then came the sound of recitation from the mosque which turned out there was a weekly study event.”Did you hear the chanting of Allah in the mosque?. I don't swear, even though God forbid I married more than once but I still chose one. You're a. Not because I'm afraid of you. But because I fear not being able to be fair, and the magnitude of responsibility in the end. Now it's up to you, whether you believe it or stay shut against me.”Vano said there again firmly.

Then his eyes looked in another direction.”Even if I want to get married and not be loyal, then why I am single so far Nay.”He muttered there flatly. He glanced at nayya and said.” You still think ugly about me?”Ask again.it's nothing, he is still sure if Nayya has not even accepted herself and still does not believe it. “Sick it well Nay your life?”Vano Murmuring.

Nayya looked the other way again and looked at the heart, she chose to close her eyes and Vano there was silent. Vano chose to leave nayya to think. Nayya glanced at Vano who went somewhere, did vano not want to try to get close to him or what? But on the other hand he realized that what Vano said was true, indeed Men are not required loyalty but are required responsibility. While women are required loyalty and obedience for themselves, not choosing husbands, children and others. But only for himself.

Imagine if the husband has many wives and many children, all accounted for and also asked for demands. Isn't that heavy? Hmm so now Nayya began to understand Miss who did not demand her husband to be loyal but demanded her faithfulness. So because of this?

On the other hand there was a figure who looked at the sky, there the frail-bodied figure was snapping and also unceasingly thinking of him. Until the clap on his shoulder made him glance to the right. It turns out there was his father. He smiled when his father gave him coffee, and he received it.”Thank you father.”Soft words.

His father smiled and nodded. His father looked up at the sky beside his window, then sighed.”You still thinking about your family?” Ask there.

The figure of Abu nodded.”I don't know why this person was born. Even sleep alone I had to be plagued by a lot of dark past. When can I sleep well dad?”Ask glances. Well he couldn't sleep well because of nightmares and then it hurt so much. It's insomnia.

“The pearls came from the sand that entered the body of the shell at the bottom of the sea, the sand then made the body of the sun in pain. Shellfish fight the pain by wrapping the sand with the sap in his stomach and he did it for years so long. From which the sand was initially giving pain. After many years the pearls were beautiful and precious. From wound to pearl.”Rey told Abu to suck his coffee again and steam out of his mouth on that cold night.

He glanced at the silenced Abu and looked at him seriously.”When you are hurt, dress all the pain in your heart and stay calm, make a proof and enjoy the process, until someday. The pain will be pearls of happiness, and success. There is no happiness and success that does not go through the process, therefore, keep the spirit, keep praying. And keep on being grateful. Because everything will be beautiful in time.” Rey's words to Abu made Abu there smile looking at him.

“The wise say. When you are born, you are in a state of crying, while the people around you smile happily. Until your death made many people cry and you were smiling.”Rey smiled at Abu again.

Abu there nodded to his father. May he tell his Lord to give a great thanks for what God has given him. The figure of a father who though not his biological father but exceeds his biological father. A person who can teach him knowledge, spirit, father and a place to go home. He was so lucky to have met her life.. Ash. He promises to be a better boy for Rey

Rey there sighed staring at the jamm which turned out to be 1 pm.”Yaudah yuk sleeps. Kelonin's father can sleep, usually king if dilomonin can sleep. You are not good sleep malem really, you have to sleep enough.”He said there pulling Abu's hand.

“But..”.Abu held his hand staring at her softly.

Rey was there staring at him with a sign Tanya.”Ash shy well. abu already big.”His words are flushed. Huhuhu? Usually those who are mistaken are infants or toddlers. While he was almost twenty tajun woy..!!

Rey laughs at the making.”For a father. His son is still small and immature. So don't be ashamed. Cawing.. The king likes not to be embarrassed if he asks to wipe his head misses his mother.”The ashes there looked at him wistfully and nodded. They chose to sleep with Abu sleeping beside Rey. Rey sat there by his side and rubbed her head. The ash there could see Rey's calm face closing her eyes. His head was gently rubbed.

“Sleep Bu.”Rey recalled making Abu close his eyes tightly. Rey smiled behind her sleep. Abu there smiled considering this the thing he wanted most of his life. Gently rubbed by a father while sleeping. Habib used to be too busy looking for Nayya to abandon her. Ahhh Rey's swipe is like a magic potion that makes her immediately sleepy. He felt his eyes tight until he fell asleep.

Not long after Rey opened her eyes to feel the breath of Abu heavy and rhythmic. He kissed Abu and muttered.”Be a successful and responsible child well son.you good child should not get bad memories.”His forehead shriveled in disbelief then chose to get up and return to his room. But he was about to sleep honestly but what power he saw Abu in his balcony room was daydreaming in the window. Be it here to ask and also find out why Abu has not slept deengan brought warm chocolate coffee.

Days change by days.weeks change by weeks. The figure of Nayya and also the vano getting away, Vano did not also ask a lot of things about nayya and Nayya also did not bother about it, although Nayya honestly worried about him. Because Vano was so cold it turned out that after the conversation that night, coming home at night always brought himself food and going in the morning eating his breakfast, he also never asked what nayya needed and also what nayya did, he was silent when with Nayya. but the nayya dare why what Nayya messages in the Online shopping application always comes without him messaging, then what does nayya want is always there delivered when he does not ask? Until he knew if Vano had his housemaid watching Nayya and Vano also tapped his phone to see what nayya liked and what he wanted to make nayya stunned, what does Vano want from Nayya?. He only asked for nayya to make food and also eat for his son in hospital. Nayya was quite upset at first being made a maid, but she tried sincerely

“Dih Bucin.!” Said someone who entered Vano's room. Vano heard him stare at her flat then resumed his duties. He fiddled with his laptop and also paid attention to the man. The man scrutinized every space and also nodded. There are many photos of Nayya who he secretly photographed ”Cantik also wahar si kalo bucin.”Said there.”You guys will already have signs of having another child?”Ask innocently and with a reliable snort like an ordinary boyfriend, huh. know?

Vano there silently glanced at his friend, he was there muttering, not what not to have children. Seeing nayya not wearing a hijab alone he never did, right? not that he did not want to sue, but he would not force Nayya. His job right now is just to be a good husband. That's it, but in its own way. He did not want to humble himself in front of nayya saying if he loved nayya..!! no no..! it's never gonna be so don't think so

His friend screeched.”How could it be? Got you small is it hard.? Non see General Flow month marriage directly bloated his wife. Losing period. Try you Ask her her her secrets well.”He chuckles with his own words.

Vano there looked at him and showed me the door.”Out. noisy tauk..hot nih ears me.”He said. the figure played his mulu't and said.”Remembered too. Age 35 but did not have children, remember Van the child was not a loe child. Loe needs a biological child..1” He said make vano remember... well talk about lala I'll have to go home later? He immediately stood up and also stepped out of his work making his theme ask.”Where are you going?”He asked, but Vano remained silent and did not answer. He chose to pick up this nayya.

Vanoo calls Nayya for the first time to pick up Lala too. He knew what made Laa happy. So he has a reason? So that's how grateful it is. So because of that they were both in a car with a mute state and each of Nayya's thoughts germinated on a speech two days ago that said if Vano was not her real father. He was there quite surprised.

Lala knew Vano wasn't her father a year ago when doctors said their blood wasn't the same when she had to have a quick operation. The doctor said that Vano was not his real father. He heard and knew at last. At that time he did not faint. So he knew if he was the son of another man who was none other than the older brother of Vano the selinghkuhuhan his wife. He was once embarrassed by that. But he remained silent until now as if he didn't know all that.

Until Nayya there was shocked when the car lost control and took off.”Ehh this is why Vano?”He asked in shock after daydreaming. Seemed there Vano was silent with his calm face staring at the road that was no longer conducive. “Vano this why? You don't make me panic..!” Nayya shouted

But Nayya could feel the hand of vano clasping his hand, he was there looking at vano.” Jump Nay.. in front there is grass jump.. This brake blong, if you do not jump you will not survive.,”Steel vano there with in dna also flat.”JaNGaN PANIC.”He said to strengthen nayya again.

Nayya held her ground there and was also silent and anxious. The distance is too close .”Quick Nay jump... “Vano yelling starts to panic because Nayya tidka skips out. He had already opened the door for Nayya at this time.nayya kept pulling her hand tightly and said.”You also have to jump not only me, right? i'mfrightened.. “Talk there.”If you don't jump you can die.!” Vano's jerk was similarly annoyed at Nayya.

Nayya there still groaned and said.” No Vano..!” His shouting. Vano over there hit the steering wheel Kareena fretted. He there felt his hand held tightly by nayya. he had no other choice, he was there immediately turned the steering wheel to the big tree at the end. Then he pulled Nayya in his arms. Nayya there was silent rigidly made.. Vano, turn over Nayya's body and lock her in her stocky body.

Brakes.. Bugs.. Nayya could feel the pain on her back which meant injuries. But after that he felt his arms tightly hugging him and turned his body down. He doesn't feel pain. There is only a soft and comfortable feeling. He rebelled but could not.he felt the car rolled over and also grieved greatly.