Butaku's Wife
self-conscious story
it's not up... I read this from an article that I really like.who knows if anyone likes to read....
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I LOVE SO MUCH, BUT I'VE "TERMINATED" SO I AM AWARE OF MY DEEPEST CONSCIENCE AND SUCCUMB TO ITS HAPPINESS
This writing I made with a good state, calm heart, calm mind, relaxed atmosphere, I began with the words BY ALLAH following a review I made that I remember, I did this review on :
- Day: Thursday Kliwon
- Date: 01-11-2018
-- At 07:20
- Place: Office My Work Room Club 7 SF
I would like to thank LORD Y.M.E for being given the ease of rezeqi to me, health, also always given the strength of my faith and guidance to me, here I will post a short riview me :
Yesterday night on October 31, 2018 at 19:45 My Wife Candidate From Salatiga Central Java I called via mobile phone 4 times But in Rijec, then this morning around 07: this is the same time:15 I called again 4 times also in Rijek,
PLEASE LET ME know and ask carefully :
"COME TO THE HOUSE NGANJUK TODAY, WHAT COMES ANOTHER DAY, APA COMES DIRECTLY TO THE HOUSE MOJOSARI BECAUSE I am from the office given A FREE WORK permit, my madsud at any time I can immediately go back to the house nganjuk/pick up at the terminal mojokerto., etc.,.finally for a long time my conscience WAS SELF-AWARE and REALIZED SELF on my phone was not raised not in the face at all, I REALIZED that I had "terminated"
Now I realize from my true conscience I AM NOT THE MAN SHE EXPECTED TO BE HER HUSBAND.
I did love him from the HEART not from LUST and also accept all the shortcomings that exist in his personal, what I TEST'KAN on him by "stalling time to meet" nothing else so that he can change his bad behavior towards me so as not to be repeated, that is my only request, he said, all the things he did to me that were done to me without him telling me,
from the past I have actually forgiven also been forgotten, he said, and all the EXAMs I've given without him telling me I'm actually ending today when I meet later in the afternoon (according to the whispers from my heart), BY ALLAH, my heart is happy to meet later in the afternoon, unite, will not separate again to live life together, think together, step together to settle accounts payable together
CONNECTED since yesterday afternoon and this morning a call from me no one was touched at all by him, I finally realized SELF :
-- He Fears With His Self When Meet Me Will I Tesk End first with the media JAMBE RED With the media of the gift, in a moment I will find out if he has had sex with a man other than me or not, with the media giving it also I can also immediately know he has a special relationship with other men or not., I ask the media is my reason : he was long apart from me and the second he was seriously positive I got married.
With the Emergence of SELF-AWAREness From Within My Conscience, By saying "BY ALLAH":
I AM NOT HURT
I AM NOT ANGRY
I AM NOT JEALOUS
I AM NOT A VENGEANCE
-- I HAVE NO REGRETS
I HAVE NOT INTERFERED WITH THE LIFE OF HIM AND HIS MEN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, BOTH INBORNLY AND SUPERNATURALLY
For all I have realized from the depths of my conscience when she is with the man who is expected to be her husband, I pray HAPPY CONGRATULATIONS Always in Living His New Relationship Up To The Level of Marriage and HAPPY SUCCESS always in living the household life time later about the life of my companion,
I submit to the LORD Y.M.E whether I receive another new woman for me to marry or I live alone until the end of my life.., let the LORD Y.M.E who sets my HEART,,, let the LORD Y.M,,because I saw the woman I was going to marry not with HER LUST or PHYSICAL BUT with HER HEART, for living the second household life, she said, I don't want to fail again and don't want to repeat events like my first household.
To those who ask me by email I answer here, FOR THE SAKE of ALLAH :
- I used to have FB and now and so on I don't have FB, nor will I create, open, view FB social networks for the rest of my life
That's my REAL STORY.
BY: Didik Hrwnt Supervisor CLUB 7 SF
.......This story very much makes me like and think a lot about self-conscious... ...
...however human hope rejects the decree.ask destiny to be exchanged.all will end in one decree......
sorry can not be Up. because it was broken, so busy, continue now there is a meeting.m hopefully what you give is still useful and still read.Take good throw bad ... Thanksmeme it...