Butaku's Wife
3. Devastations

The eyes that had been closed were open. To be honest, to be closed or open, it will be the same, there will be no change. It won't make any difference. Because all he could see was darkness.

“Terus how is this father? We are poor and what should we do? This house period should also be sold?!! Mom doesn't want to. I want to stay here, I don't want to go out.. Aron and Khumairo need daddy's care...!!! they need a decent place.Khumairo needs an eye donor and also special therapy to get back to walking.!” Khumairo who was asleep there could hear it.

The figure of Somad who touched his rough appearance fell silent, he silently looked at his shoes., when three hearts ago he lost his company assets, now he is rumored to have to pay the losses, he said, shares and debt are also in the bank. He has nothing left but to sell the house and some of his family's assets. Including diamonds and also jewelry Khumairo his son and also his wife. “You think you want to be like this? Not buk. You don't want this either, but what else? do you want me to go to jail? Want to be a widow?”Ask him there to be loud.

His wife stayed there, no matter how evil she was, she wouldn't want her husband to go to jail. She won't want to be a widow, make her shake her head and say.” But well mom does not want to fall poor hiks.”He cried rubbing his head. Three days ago she was too she was quite shocked about her husband's bankruptcy, she thought at least they had a home and capital to go back to trying but now what? He even had to sell everything to pay off debts as well as losses.

Khumairo was in the corner there shedding his tears. He curled up with eyes that kept crying, he was only able to see dark and white when he saw the light. He was crying because he was sorry.. “Excuse Mira ma.. pa hiks hiks.”He cried there, he knew it was all his fault. If he did not force the situation, if he did not pursue Habib after marriage certainly not this cruel situation, surely he would not be blind. But regret is still regret. Which comes at the end of the word.

And now he will only enjoy the fruits of what he does, he will receive the fruits of what he smears. True said people, if forcing the situation is the same as forcing happiness, whose name is forced where there are happy? it even adds to the problems and demands.akh Mira wants to return to his God. He wanted to cry again and bow down. He only wants to remember the name of his Lord. His God whom he had left only because of love, love emu and even love was created by his own God.haha he was indeed so stupid, abandoning his God and pursuing the love that his God gave. Hello is that a person as stupid as him?

Shortly after Khumairo felt his body being held in a wheelchair, his head held up by someone and making a sound.”We have to move dear. sorryin we failed to give you what you should have got. forgive us.”.Said there.

“Papa is not wrong. It's Mira's fault. Amdai Mira is not selfish and also fights for dapetin which no longer belongs to mira. It must be all unthinkable. Surely everything is fine.”ingin once Mira screamed so there crying and she felt a warm embrace by a burly body. He added to his crying until it was tight, but could not... ! He can't talk right now.

Notya cafer but his chest felt very sore and tight. Like someone wanted to explode.

Her father dodges and kisses her head again and again.”You're not wrong. Papa's son is the best and also the sweetest.don't be sad well dear.:The teaching of Somad vibrates.

Khumairo there nodded and also cried in silence. Not strong to feel his father's embrace. How can he pursue someone's love while there is a father who can always make him feel good and smile? Why was he so greedy?

On the other hand there was the figure of Nayya who was crying so much over her father's grave, the endless regret of it slapping her in a folded necklace. If he knew his father would leave him then he would not have inhabited his father for two weeks.he cried hugging his father's grave.

There he is accompanied by Vano, his mother and also Arga. Rey? He's gone somewhere else he ain't nothing here right? it's nobody. “Hiks hika's. BAD DAD NINGALIN Nay tampa pamit even added burden for Nay again. Nay don't want to marry again yah.”Mumbled

Nyits.. Vano felt his chest pierced by needles out of nowhere, the severity of which numbered so much that he was stunned. Is he such a burden to Nayya? nayya who felt Vano looking at him with a sharp gaze made him ask.”Look at it, look at dad. He saw nay tajem. Dad married Nay same guy kyk gini. Hix hyks,. Nay wants a nice and friendly. Face adem, this face serem hiks hiks.”She was crying again.

Nayya's mother there held her smile to see Vano's face growing flat there. “Huaa hiks his father he's getting cold. Nay scared hyks. Nay don't want to marry again.” Nayya came back crying like a child.

Vano there sighed rubbing his temple. He was there to help nayya stand up but just now Nayya refused, he wanted to calm nayya but he knew if it was not a good choice. Nayya it turned out hard not the same as what he had imagined before.

“Nay don't cry. Poor dad you there must cry see you who cry like this your dad must be sad see you sad like Gini Nay. already well baby don't be this anymore.”ujar his mother rubbed the child's head.

Nayya glanced at her mother and asked.”If you have died can cry and sad well bund? Kok Nay beklum dapet dalil and his story.”Saying Nayya pulled her snot. “Don't ngadi-ngadi dong buk hiks. If it really is buk. Then Nay has to laugh so I can laugh there?”Asked Nayya again with her innocent face.

Arga's there holding his laugh. Her mother could still joke. “Serious delay.”His words commemorate his mother his mother shook her head and said.”This mom is also serious nanya Arga.”Nayya. Arga sneered at his temple hearing him. Vano who glanced at Arga anywhere whispered.”Looks like your mother banged too hard to be a little unsmart.”His murmur made Arga hold back his bracelet.

“Who is not smart? You said I was stupid?”Nayya asked Vano fiercely and did not accept. Vano dodged there and replied.”Little not smart not not smart nay. DISTINGUISH.”His words there pressing the word ‘differentia’ on Nayya.

nayya mendelik not accept.”Fix Nay's father doesn't want to be the same he's hysterical. “Udah Umi don't cry continuously, Umi's face gets ugly.”Arga said there comforting. Nayya there did not accept and immediately wiped her tears hit her son's head.”Your ungodly son yah says his mother is ugly.”His word. Arga grimaced there.

Arga there grimaced. “Udah yuk Mi. returned home late afternoon. Umi is still sick. Not good at mi.”Said Arga there pulling the frail body of his mother. Nayya was there just resigned and also immediately rose.

But Vano who saw him helped, it was a pity that Nayya brushed him off and said.”Don't need. Let Arga alone”Taught there hoarse and ketus.

Vano just sighed and also silently looked at Arga. Arga there shook his head to see his mother. Nayya and Argapun left the tomb. Vano was there silent for a while then looked at the gravestone. Nisan inscribed her father-in-law name.” I do not promise if this sir. I do not promise to be happy nayya. she can not even accept me.”His words there grimaced and also sighed.

Then after that he left the tomb followed Nayya and also Arga and his mother Nayya. well a great general was cosplayed as a personal driver today.he sent Nayya everywhere. Errata may be now and then, right?

In the middle of the journey nayya staring ahead was silent to see a figure he knew, the figure sitting on a wheelchair was the figure of Khumairo is not it? Then his eyes looked around him. It was his mother and father, right? Why are they carrying suitcases? Then where's Aron? How come it's not there?

Question after question fondled to Nayya stopped her gaze.

The car that had stopped because of the red light was now on. There he wanted to stop and ask. But he realized if he met Khumairo surely he would be expelled, right? I mean, he has to find out what happened to him, right?

On the other hand there is a figure of Khumairo silent in the middle of his wheelchair pushed, there are many who mock him blind. There were also people who told them where they were going. Khumairo felt pain in his grill from sitting too long. He wanted to complain, but what did he have to do? He didn't want to get his parents back. Is this what you used to feel when you were blind? When he took Habib from him?

Khumairo suddenly glumly remembered it. It turned out that hard.!! In the past, Nayya only had Habib to hang in the middle of his darkness. While he? He has a father and a real mother. Habibs? Habib is only a stranger to the nayya first but must be made a backrest? Was it as cruel and evil as he was to Nayya? Why could it be so cruel? Trying alone, hard on his own makes him unable to bear to cry bitterly. After this he promised to improve and repent. He has too many mistakes, he has lost too much.

But where is Abu? His kid? he just remembered it made him panic, he wanted to ask but his voice was gone. Wants to write but his eyes cannot see. It's empty, it's empty. She was a mother who could leave her child.pressing her child to be seen and recognized by Habib. She was a mother who could crush her son's wings for Habib's lyrics and pride. She was a bad mother.

Did not feel his cheeks removed tears by his father.his father smiled wryly looking at his crying daughter.”.Don't cry, baby. Wait a minute we'll find a house for us to shelter. I'm sorry if I just gave you a little house. As long as you guys don't get hot enough for dad, but please don't cry.” His father said he didn't want his son to cry. But Khumairo grew even more crying and was embraced by his father.

“Excuse me sir. mother... deck.. y'all looking for home?”Ask someone from the other direction. His father Khumairo looked at him, his mother too but there they nodded looking at the figure wearing ordinary clothes smiling.

The figure even smiled and nodded,”No problem, because we will move, so you can occupy it for two months only pay 300 thousand.. later if you already have money again then just pay Trasfer with me how?”Ask.”My house is enough for you guys, there are two rooms and a living room, there is a kitchen and also a WC. It's just that the tidka is too big. Enough for you.”Said again.

Khumairo's father nods nanar.”Be well. I want my pack to.”He said, the figure nodded and introduced himself. They get acquainted and head to the house to be seen. The house is in a complex, the house is not large and not small. Enough to live really, even though the floor is not marble and still cement, there is a sofa that is still good, there is also a bed although not as plump as usual. But it's pretty cheap in the middle of the city like this..! “This is serious sir only 3000thousand in two months? You have no loss?”Tanya Somad is round..

The figure shook his head and said.”Honestly, the rent is 800,000 a month, sir, but let's just say it's God's help for you. “Teach. Somad was there listening to her.he was very far from his God but his God still wanted to help him? He is ungodly and ignorant of himself to his Lord. He was ashamed and he did not step. Why did his Lord help him when he was far away, right?

Soon after he left the somad who was still silent with an empty view. He looked at his hand whose money was only separated by two hundred boisterous sales of the rest of the house and assets. All must pay compensation and also employee debt. He also has to bear the burden for his son Aron who is still hospitalized psychiatric make him want to explode.

He was hungry he wanted to eat but in this house there was no stove to cook, wanted to buy but he would not have any more money, right? Arriving at the door from the outside made him stunned. “That's who's well?”Mumbled wife. His wife and Khumairo also realized that they did not dare to say if they were hungry considering that her husband was in trouble.

Somad shook his head “Try you open.”Somad. His wife immediately opened the door to see who was coming. Plastered is an old figure smiling kindly, in his hands there is a food challenge makes him speechless and smiling.”Ehhh assalamu’alaikum buk. I'm sorry from next door neighbor hehe. was just cooking but mostly, danger from other neighbors if there is a new neighbor here so I just wrap it for you. Want to go jeng?”Ask.

argi there was stunned and silent to see it. The aroma made his stomach sound and his lips dry. He gulped his saliva and smiled Shame.”Uh yes thanks for bothering.”He sincerely said to his new neighbor.

“But.”Mumbles Argi slowly.”We've only been here a few minutes, and I see it pretty quiet around here. Do you know where we moved here?”He asked strangely and astonished too. Because he hasn't even sat for ten minutes, has he? It looks like that figure is stumbling.

”Yang has a home that you know yes hehe.. “Talknya by scratching his neck that feels itchy”Iya him. because he had met outside.”.His words scratched his nape that was not itchy but felt attacking him, how cold his current coldness was.

Argi nodded in understanding and believed.”Oh that jeng. Thanks jeng let's go in we haven't acquaintances, right?”Tanya Argi shook their hand.”My name is Argi. Whose name is jeng?”Ask her there with courtesy.

He smiled and said.”My name is Karin Jeng, sorry I couldn't get in. I have to go back home to take care of my husband. Later he came home do not see I can be angry. bay jeng may be at home well. if need anything say the same I was crossed okay.”he said there made the figure of Argi nodded.

”AGAIN THANKS YAH.”The figure of Karin gave a thumb and left Argi sparkling in to meet her husband and child.

“Mother bring food, from neighbor.”Somad there looked at him with nanar and also smiled grateful, there was a sense of pleasure in him when he saw his wife happily open the tray and saw the contents make both sparkle. There are a lot of chicken and rendang can even be eaten until tomorrow, then see the contents wah also a lot.

Somad recalled the words of the owner of this house if this was a favor from his Lord. Is this also from his God? Somad held his chest to explode, how shy he was at this time when he left his Lord but his God still cares about him, he does not pray but his God still gives it. He did not ask only to say in his heart to ask for help but again and again his Lord without seeing his evil immediately helped him. He's hit. He was embarrassed and stabbed. He really can't do this..!!

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On the other hand there is a figure that vibrates to see the house, the house occupied by the figure of his mother and also his mother's family, not long after the figure of mothers came and smiled.”I did sir. I already love.”He said to the figure beside him.

The figure beside him also nodded to give money five sheets and was accepted by the mothers.” Thank you Karin for helping me. If someday they need help tell me well and help immediately.”He was called and embraced by Karin.

”If so I go well sir thanks for the payment but it does not need, because my husband works with my father only I have enough sir.”Said Karin giving the money again refused.”And I promise I will help them if need anything more later.”He said there grimacing,. Well she's Rey's employee's wife

He again gave the money to the mother and said.”Snack for mother's child. Think of it like that.”His word. Karin heard it moved because her husband's boss was famous for being very good, she accepted it and chose to leave with a happy heart. he remembered his son wanted a new bag to make him immediately approach the child to buy a new bag. Indeed, the name of sustenance is not going anywhere because it is set.

“Thanks well Yah.”Abu muttered. Well that figure is Abu. Abu there smiled sweetly at Rey, who asked Rey to give a house to her parents. He also asked Rey to give food to her parents. He asked for everything because he wanted his parents and family to live a decent life. He knows all about his family from Rey. At first he didn't want to care but remember Rey's words made him melt.

“Remember, however she is, she remains your mother, giving birth to you. No matter how bad she is, she still fights for her life to give birth to you, you are bound to her to death. What is the job of the boy? To protect his mother, if his mother is wrong, can he leave? Then the answer is only a cowardly man will leave because of the problem..!! Because the fact is if your mother is wrong she remains your mother, guide her to be better again.”That's what he said made Abu melt and want to meet his mother. Seeing his family destroyed further makes him sick he asks Rey to help a little.

“You sure you don't want to meet and also go back on them?”Ask Rey. Ash stared at him wistfully.”I DIDN'T KICK YOU Boy but maybe you want to get back to them. I can't force. I just want you to be sure of your decision.”Said there

Abu was there staring at Rey. Then say.” Ash can't be with them, here.”He put his hand on his chest.”It was so painful that I could no longer stand straight in front of them. Ash can't be yah.”Said. rey there rubbed the head of the adopted child sad. Damaged physical but also physical. He hugged Abu and calmed him down. Indeed, if disturbed physically, it will hurt even more, right?

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I know many who do not accept his marriage, many are angry, why is Nayya not the same Habib? Habib suffered the most. I teach egoism. Choose between the best and the happy. Are humans always selfish? Ask for the best.)

Sometimes what we consider the best is not necessarily the best, which sacrifices a lot is not necessarily able to be on your side at all times. Trust you and calm you. The woman's trust is only one when it collapses then there will be no more rest.

So also with parents, do you know how a father raises his child? no child wants their child to be hurt. Even many fathers are dying so that their children are happy and enjoy their lives. He would work hard and not sleep for his children, but when he heard his son crying, betrayed even almost died many times because the same man then the most hurt is his father.

Have you ever heard the story of a father who drank the blood of his daughter not because his daughter died on the highway?unable to see his blood splattered and also to fill the child's head, he drank his blood. Have you ever heard this saying? if the child loses his parents then he will lose his world, his world will feel collapsed, then after that replaced with a sense of longing and can also be rinsed with time.

But if a parent loses a child? Then he will lose his sanity. Many even go crazy about the consequences. Cured him? It took a long time. A longing? Not just once or twice, but every breath he draws, so when a parent sets something up it doesn't mean he's selfish, but he just wants his child to be happy. unless the choice is in his own interest.

Parents are indeed selfish if they claim the happiness of their children, let alone a daughter who is most loved by her father...

That's all that's being said.

Sorry if it makes you not accept and also disappointed. But this dinovel is indeed given a lot of disappointment hoho. please blaspheme this selfish autor. I wait for him...!!