Butaku's Wife
Egotistical

Habib fell to his knees, staring at Miss and Rey's car that was away. He cried holding his chest.”WHERE'S NAYYA..!! PLEASE TELL ME. !!”Nanar yells. But the car was getting further and with him with tears that fell and melted due to chest tightness.

” Nayya sorry.. Mas can be clearin Nay hiks hiks.”Habib mumbled there hitting the ground.

Habib regretted having wasted Nayya's opportunity, he did not know if Nayya would really leave him, even lost like swallowed by the earth.. he thought with Nayya's blindness he was unable to do anything, after all he thought what he did was the best thing, right? He did it also for the sake of this pesantren. He does not want this pesantren evicted.

But everything Nayya said was true, Khumairo asked for more, he just wanted to make this problem just a stepping stone so that they were close.. I don't know. He said he was just using his name as a name for a child. But look at it now..

“Habib..!! please wife. Your wife is bleeding.!!” Shouted his nano Abbi from inside.

But the pain of Habib will lose Nayya makes him hear nothing but the beautiful smiling face of Nayya in front of him. His empty eyes and all the beauty in Nayya. he has really fallen on the charm of Nayya. more than anything. only he does not know to be someone strong and sturdy will stand alone.

“HABIB... YOUR WIFE'S BLEEDING.. BRING HIM TO THE HOSPITAL.!”Shouting his ashes again resuscitated Habib who was still staring at the car that had disappeared. His eyes looked at Khumairo's nanar which was lifted by his ashes and turned his face away.

He breathed and got up. Mira's eyes gave a face of pain with a shirt drenched in blood. Habib felt guilty for pushing him to make him sigh.” Quickly bring it to the hospital. sorry.”He muttered softly, he remembered if he pushed Nayya too hard earlier..

"Toment... Please.hurt hykshiks.. "Khumairo there grimaced with pain in his stomach. Habib kept silent to look at Mira. He wanted to be angry but free, to be silent but his heart kept screaming asking to be removed from this pain zone.

Nothing hurts more than knowing that Nayya is gone, and she has to raise someone else's child and abandon her own. And the question is, Nayya is really pregnant, right?

“Hiks huks Nay.. sorryin mas. go home Nay.”.He mumbled standing in front of the car.

“Habib come in.!” Kyai Abu's snapping made Habib nod entering the car there. ”You're behind Khumairo's company.!” Kyai Abu.

Habib shook his head and said.” There's a heart I have to take care of abi, I don't want.”Loirih and lanm6gsung sat down..

Kyai Abu silent made.”Quick Abbi, he can lose his life if long like this. What should Habib drive?”Habib asked there in a slightly raised voice. Kyai ash there nodded and started running her car.

Khuamiro stared at Habib's pungung lirih, in this state Habib still keep the heart of Nayya. what has been given Nayya so that Habib became a creature to him? Does he who is too selfish want to have habib despite having to share, or Nayya who is too greedy wants Habib completely? Mira was a kegeeran because Habib wanted to help her, it was wrong. Habib just felt guilty about himself.

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In addition, where there is a longing that calms Nayya, earlier Nayya had given the address of Nayya's house and Miss had explained if Habib had married again. Miss is quite worried afraid Nayya is crying, it is not. Nayya even smiled mkiris, though it seemed implied sadness in her eyes and disappointment. Miss can do nothing but calm him down and be quiet.

Nayya looked at the sky blankly, to what extent she stared then the darkness would still surround her. His hand stroked his stomach and muttered. ‘"Sorry yeah son. You should separate from your father. You can be happy without your father.sorry.”.Mumbled wailing. His tears from earlier meminnta out but Nayya hold, he can not cry men who do not deserve he cried.

"Heheh.. I'm selfish, ma'am. Separating son with father.”Nayya muttered there. Holding tightness, honestly he already loved Habib, but the pain was too heavy and big as if the love was only the size of a needle in straw. Not hate polygamy, but he hates it if he feels it.

Miss there smile thinly made. “ Yes you are selfish.”He said there answering honestly.

Abel looked at Miss not understanding, instead of calming but Miss instead said honestly,

“But sometimes we have to be selfish for our happiness. Because only ourselves are able to determine whether we want to be happy or not.”Said Rindu there lirih.

Nayya held back her crying again and said.” I just don't want to walk full of thorns, too sick and if I'm going to end up happy,. I feel the wound is too deep that my heart will never be okay.I'm sorry if it has to be selfish mas.”.Mumbled wailing.

There was no intention of leaving Habib. He knows leaving and parting is one of the best ways. But Nayya is a coward of pain. For Nayya it is better to be alone without love or hurt than with love but implied wounds. Nayya's life is as simple as that, he does not want to feel pain and also hopes for happiness. He wants to be happy in his own way without having to wait for a happy ending.

Life is not a world Novel breyy. who is patient and withholds the pain of being betrayed and also stoic about evil, always smiling and doing good to those who have hurt us.

Well if he can live if not? Want to live with pain until when? Shouldn't happiness be picked up? Not expected? Why wait if there is something in front of your eyes?

Rindu and Rey's car drove the grounds of Nayya's house, Rindu and Rey muai down. Abel helps nayya down. They began to eat the house Nayya. Nayya house is simple but many plants outside, very beautiful and neat. Minimalist but fresh with all purple white color..

“Assalamu’alaikum.”Greetings from outside knocking at the door.

“Waa’alaikumsalam.”From the inside, there are many people.. And opened the door of a handsome man and also tall.he looked Miss with Tanya, but looking back Miss made his eyes there grow.” Nayya..!!”

Her screams there and then darted against her sister.

Nayya smiled biting her lower lip. Her brother's voice made her cry unbearably.

The chakra there pulls Nayya into her opener.”Nay you go where you go. brother nyariin you get crazy hyks. We love Nayya, “Gumam Cakra cries hugging her sister tightly. Nayya could not bear to not cry, but she still smiled at it. He did not want to say anything at this time still hugging Cakra tightly. “You're okay Nay ?”Ask Cakra softly to snag's sister.

Abel silently looked at her, while Rey hugged Miss with her heart.

Nayya remained silent holding the brother. He was not strong enough to tell the whole story, was kidnapped, almost raped, almost died until almost a miscarriage.

“Nayya what sis? Where's Nayya?”Ask from the inside and it turns out to be Nayya's father.. He heard the sound of Cakra strengthening him out.. He did not mishear if the chakras speak the name Nayya..

Nayya's father looked at Nayya's nanar who was embraced by Cakra. with a cry his father hugged Nayya in the arms of Cakra.”.Where do you want to go to the hyks. We're worried tauk.”His screams there drew close to his two children. Cakra let go of his embrace but Nayya kept holding him tightly unwilling to be seen crying..

“BUNDA NAYYA HOME.. MOTHER OUR SON IS HOME.!” His father's shout was strong there made Nayya find them tighter. He was grateful and happy.he hugged his father to hide him in his father's presence. His father hugged his son dear.”do you want anything son? Don't make father khawautri.. hiks hiks.”His father was not even ashamed to cry hugging the child. Nayya's her favorite child..

“Where is Nayyanya's father? Where?”Ask the bundle lirih.’'Nayya hiks hyks,” Her seemingly chaotic Mother approached Nayya and hugged her tightly,,. "It's Nayya some don't ya hykshiks... Our son right??? Wherever you are, son... Mother worry..!!! "

Cakra moved away when his mother and father embraced Nayya who was silent earlier, he looked at his brother because he knew that Nayya was not okay.

Her eyes seemed to miss her and hugged her husband with a sigh... “ You Miss.. You Missed?”tanyanya there dnegan nanar, she knows Miss, Miss is her sister Rashid her old friend..

Miss looking at her sister Nayya and pranking.” Who?”Ask there wonder. Rey stared in wonder as well,

Silent chakra crashed there then looked at Nayya again.”We'd better get in first. Not good out here, what the neighbors say later.”His word.

Nayya who had been crying was not aware because she was tired, she fainted again.. “Yeah Allah love you why.!!” Shouted Nayya's father there anxious to see the body of his son who was sagging and fell. Fortunately he hugged her..

“Yah Nayya why?”Her mother screamed there..

“It is better to put in the room first, let me call my doctor colleagues here.”Rey's words made both of Nayya's parents nod.

They're not even aware of Miss and Rey's presence. They don't know manners. You know what it's like to be them. Who has worried about Nayya to crazy and suddenly Nayya comes?

They even forget everything. Mother Nayya who was sick just healed soon and also forgot if she was sick.. Abel looked at them with envy, and it turned out that Nayya was very dear to the family...

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...Don't leave a trace. ...