Butaku's Wife
go or hold

...Go means mengikhlaskan, while enduring the sign of strengthening....

“How is my daughter-in-law doing doc?”Kyai Abu asked worried about being let out by one of the doctors from Khumairo's room. Kyai Abu is so polluting his son-in-law on this one. And Habib? He sat and stared quietly from a distance.

The doctor looked at Kyai Abu sad.” Sorry sir. Husband is there?”Ask there.

Kyai Abu nodded and pointed at Habib behind him. “Habib here.. “Taught.. Habib nodded then approached weakly.

The beautiful doctor nodded back. It was a little wonder also to see Habib who did not give any expression. Not worried about his wife..?

” My wife and daughter-in-law have bleeding quite badly making one of the babies in the womb die.”His words there made habib speechless and Kyai Abu who was also unable to say anything. His throat was thick at this moment.

Habib felt his world was destroyed, no, not because he felt lost, but because he felt guilty for killing an innocent baby.His eyes dropped tears staring at the doctor.”.A one? how's the mask, doc? Mira miscarriage content?”The question there is shaking. His lips could not even speak normally anymore.

The doctor nodded. “The wife of the father did contain twins sir, and now thankfully one of his children can survive.. Forgive us who can't help much.”He said there feeling guilty. ”And my wife is fine, just need a rest first sir.”Said again.

Habib sat down to make it, but soon assisted by Kyai Abu there.”Thanks doc.” Kyai Abu said and was taken by the doctor.

“If so I excuse you. If you need help just call well sir.”He said and walked away leaving them

“Nak.."Kyai Abu Lirih rubbed his son's head.. Habib There Staring at his own father.

”Bi.. Habib killed Mira's son bi.”His mumbled there dropping tears of disbelief.” Habib killer bi hiks.”.He mumbled there in disbelief.

Kyai Abu there hugging his son.”It's destiny, son.. It's destiny.”His word. Habib was crying. He felt very guilty about Khumairo. If only he hadn't pushed Miranya. Surely Mira will not fall and miscarry. Imagining if he kills makes him very sick and scared. His hands were even wet and trembling.

“Habib guilty Abi... Habib should be imprisoned.!” Said Habib standing there immediately detained by Kyai Abu fast.

”Nak, don't hesitate, all problems have a solution. Don't be rash.”Said there.

Habib bemoaned saying.”But Habib was wrong Abi. Habib should be punished.”.Said Hbaib weak.”Habib has killed a child who has not even seen this world. evil habib bi.”.Said sally there.” If habib hadn't pushed Mira, he would be fine now. Habib killer.”His word.

“Nak. You better meet Mira and talk. Apologize because everything happened. Want you imprisoned even if you still won't be able to return the dead. You have to be patient.”Said there. Habib stayed there staring at the door of Mira's room nanar.

“You better take Mira's dead son and bury him. That's more useful nowadays.,”Jar kyai Abu. Habib sat down again and covered his face. His face shadowed his son in Nayya's mouth. How are his children now? Forgive him for killing someone else's son. He really feels guilty right now.

On the other side there is Nayya who has been wearing clothes that are clean. And the day has changed. There was a sense of wanting to go home to Habib, take what he had. Habib is his, but it seems like coming home is not a good thing. He is confused now, wants to go home or want to go. Even if he left it seemed like he would not go and go home at the home of his mother and father, because it was too easy for Habib to meet him.

“And if I go, can't I go to mom and dad's? It's too easy for Habib to see me later, and I'll eventually get back to him. Even if I don't come back, surely he will mess with my life until I finally get back sick because of him.”.Mumbled wailing.

Don't we? If Habib finds out he's here. Nayya was sure that Habib would not easily release his pregnant self.

Akhah.. Yes, she was pregnant, how could she divorce Habib while pregnant? Even if the child is born later, surely Habib will not want to let go because there are children that he must defend, later also he will be blamed..

“Hais.. “The murmur is there..

Nayya speechless defeated feel her forehead wiped, “Think what the deck? The cake is very heavy thought.”Said his father there.

Ahh it was the voice of his father sitting on the side of his son's bed. Miss and Rey? He ended up staying overnight at her because his flight was delayed by one more day due to heavy rain and lightning. Danger.

Nayya there closed her eyes feeling a swipe from her father's hand. “ Father, if Nayya goes far how?Nayya doesn't want to be here, Dad. Nayya wants to start everything with a new one. “Talk there gently.

The swipe on Nayya's forehead stopped. Nayya's father looked at his son, even until this moment Nayya did not tell if he was kidnapped. He had heard everything from Abel if Nayya was kidnapped and almost abused. And he also told me how the struggle of those who have to escape from that place, where if they lose just one minute then the life of the stakes.

Nayya there opened her eyes and smiled. “Can't be dad?”Ask kirih. His father would not be far from him. He smiled and said.” It's okay if you can't. What is important Nayya can be the same father and mother is okay hehe. later you help Nayya take care of Nayya's child well. Nayya is blind.”He rested his head on his father's shoulder.

His father's shoulders trembled as it held back his cries. He rubbed his son's head. “Nay inget engak pas Nay small, Nay aged 10 years old already can cook katena often father and mother stayin?”Nayya nodded in spirit. “You are a great and independent woman. I'm sure, even though you're blind. You can take care of your child. We will try so that you can see again yah.”Said there.

Nayya smiled there. His father rubbed his son's eyes.”Later I want you to be able to see the face of the father again, the face of the mother, the face of the chakra, and the face of your child later. You want to see again, right?”Ask. Nayya there hump the spirit.”Stay excited and happy, son. “Herbs. Nayya nodded with her smile.

“Thank you dad.”take it there/m. Nayya's father hugged his son dear. He couldn't let Nayya go.

“And the problem goes. Where are you going? You know, if you leave because you want to avoid Habib, right?”Ask there.,

Nayya stayed there stiffly, she blinked making her father sigh wiping his tears. “You deserve to be happy son. Father will not let you live in the midst of the bitterness of life. I want you to be happy even though we are here to hold back the longing because you are far away. Dad will always support your decision.”His word.

Nayya smiled at him. But he thought to travel far, if he went he would go where later? Should he leave his family? Later if he goes who takes care of him. “Hemm... If Nay goes with mebak Rindu to Turkey only how well? There is also the Cakra Bang school. So Nay has his friend, there's Abel later too.”

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...Don't forget to leave a trail....