Butaku's Wife
Tale

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The gaze of Habib's eyes that followed him who was wearing a black serbah suit made his tears flow... Well tonight's show his son is getting married, and he still doesn't know his son..

No. - no...! It's not that he doesn't like his son getting married and meeting the right man.

yesterday he agreed because he wanted acha to stay with him with nayya... But unfortunately what is expected is not in accordance with ekapetasi..! The accumulation is too high that he and Nayya can unite.

Not to mention that there will later meet with Nayya and family.. It would add a victorious wound to his heart.. Wounds that have just not been dry want to be added to the new wounds sprinkled with salt?

he was like a useless father. He was too tired to see himself in the mirror. He rubbed his wet cheek.

“Hmm.. Is this what is the name of crime avenged kontan?”Ask himself nanar.”I hadn't looked at my son at birth,. Haven't had time to bathe him with a smile in the morning even see how he cried because he missed and asked me for something. And when I met him the jar was taken from my hands?”He looked at himself as he looked before him.

He wiped his tears. He hit his chest that was claustrophobic considering everything, he did not know himself, he felt his whole soul being forcibly plucked from his body when he heard his son was getting married. He sat down and hugged himself because he felt failed and also sick.

“I hate myself Nay..why did I make that mistake hiks...I have to lose my world.hix hiks. If I knew all this would happen I would rather lose it all than lose you guys in my life.” He cried and he regretted everything.

If asked to play time he will leave everything, pesantren, treasures, everything as long as he does not lose his world. You guys imagine how it feels to be Habib? He lost the moment his wife was pregnant, lost his son's moment when the baby, Habib wanted to hold his little child's hand, he wanted to run to and fro with his son. He wants all of those things.

Until he met his children and he was happy, although the sense of guilt was tight in the chest but he had hope, but when he knew his son was going to get married, he felt his world was again taken, he felt deprived, he lost all hope. He knew if there was still Arga only Arga was a man which means he would not want to be near him again.

He won't come, though,. He really didn't want to come. He wanted to live in the darkest corner of the world, he no longer wanted to hope because he felt destiny was so difficult for him to break through. He opened his coat again because he could not. He could not see Nayya there who already had a wall that was very high and sturdy for him to face, and did not want to see his son who would be taken from his expectations.

He took another wedding photo on the side of his bed and looked at him. His chest there was tight making him cry and wipe the photo while muttering. “ If you lose it I am not labile Nay, if I choose you, kaka I am sure all is well.”Said it there and hit her head.”Sorry about my Nay. I am a fool not a hyx. I'm sorry Nay.” He was there crying hugging the photo.

“Kak...” The voice entered the room but Habib did not hear it. He knew his world was dark. There was Fatih who came because of the news that Acha was getting married. He came home but he was surprised if Habib was sick and did not want to leave the room again. The room was dark and no one was allowed to enter except to feed. Even eating he wouldn't.

Fatih stared at the door, and there was her mother and father staring at Habib with tears falling down. Faith sighed and approached her sister and hugged her. Habib there felt the embrace was just silent by crying so badly. Even the room was filled with crying sounds.

“Kak.”Fatih's murmur was whispered to Habib who was crying.”Stop crying, look at my brother's shirt. Brother must see sister's son fiancee with the man he loves sister. Big brother couldn't possibly want to get through the beautiful day of big sister's son right?”Ask there whispering. He was also very sorry for his brother, his brother's life was destroyed in such a way as a result of unstable and wrong choice of path,.

Habib was there covering his eyes letting the water, his eyes always falling. He shook his head.”Brother can't go there. Sister does not want..”He murmured there softly. “Sister is not strong. if he is so quickly taken in our meeting, sister is not strong.”Murmured there..

“This is a problem for Nay again?”Fatih's question made Habib look at him.”Big brother is not happy to see Acha married to the man he likes hmm? sister can lose how her life Acha develops. But brother's prayer was granted and given a chance to see his happy day. Brother will be their wedding guardian.”His words there lirih.

“But sister was not asked directly by Acha...only Rian said that, let alone Nayya and her family who hate big brother.they mean no want to have a sister in their life is not?”Habib asked his brother there.

“Kak.” Mumbled Fatih despair.”Brother Nay didn't come because he shouldn't come here by his parents, prihal Acha. Acha herself did not know of this event to welcome her return. Brother comes well. get up and show if brother is still in love with brother Nay. Or if not you have to rise up to show if you have to continue your life. Brother has God brother.remember brother has God.do not be a man khufur will favor God brother.sister still have faith to be maintained.”.Fatih said there shaking the shoulder of the brother.

The Habib just chuckled and said”Iya brother has no faith.” He muttered with crying.

“Fatih does not grow so brother.. Fatih didn't say that, I don't have enough science to judge. But I wanted to share something I could after reflecting on the story of a woman from heaven. Maybe this kasha can make you open your eyes wide if in this world there are many more sick than brother. It is the story of the best woman, the most pious woman of her time; Maryam bint Imran. Mother of the Prophet Isa Alayhissalam. The Quran immortalizes the words of Maryam when she was about to give birth to Isa alayhissalam."

*God enshrines Maryam's utterance in the Koran. The words that Maryam only spoke in solitude, not in front of her people especially in the yak medsos.

The words are written in Maryam's letter verses 22-23. "And tell me in the Book (Al-Qur’an) of Maryam, when she distanced herself from her family to a place in the east. The pain of giving birth led her to the date palm, she said: “Oh, how good it would have been for me to die before this, and I became something meaningless and forgotten.”."

Habib silently looked at Fatih who told him that, he remembered and he knew the story. Fatih there looked at her brother with a pushy face and again said “ I imagine the sorrow of Maryam. A girl who worshipped day and night in Jerusalem. Everyone only knew her as a holy woman. Suddenly she got pregnant without a husband? What does the world say?? Mary knew no one would believe it. Only Zakariya and his wife are convinced of the truth of Maryam's story. As soon as Maryam, as high as Maryam's faith, the girl was still heartbroken to hear the words of people. It was Maryam, the most devout woman of her time. Most of his miser. Best of all. The thickest of his faith. Don't ask his worship. Could such a pious woman finally complain? Even to expect death?Just because of people? How much influence the sentence of accusation, nyinyiran, and judgment against the inner Maryam.” Fatih said making Habib reflect back.

“Even when compared to the pain that my sister feels at this time, maybe Maryam is even more sick. she feels betrayed by the one she trusts most. His God..!!! brother is only betrayed by the hope of brother, which is stated the same as brother is from the ground.” Habib felt smitten with the arrow of truth in his heart.

“Maryam the man of choice can still feel heartache, sorrowful to the sight of people.Even to the point of death only. Forgotten people. It is thought to never exist. Rather than having to face a world that wasn't on her side. That's where I realized. Maryam, the pious woman whose faith cannot be doubted, is just an ordinary man. Man, created by God with taste. Have emotions in the soul. The existence of faith does not negate the turmoil of human emotions. Instead of directing him to manage all feelings in obedience to Him. But again, not all of his emotions. This is the difference between a human being and an angel.”

“ It takes time for us to manage the emotions of the soul and the outcropping of taste. There is a process that needs to be skipped, not in the blink of an eye. Ah, somehow after reading the story of Maryam, I did not come to the heart to conclude if someone is depressed less well orun worshiph????” It can be a depressive episode that we experience, is the way God raises them to a higher degree. For jihad they manage the heart. Who knows, the heartache they feel, is the path to heaven. Because of the loss of sins. For the reward of tired souls. ? May I whose test is mediocre, walk in the left turning place bit into hell, hiks naudzubillahimindzalik ..” Ftaih muttered there crying. Habib silently looked at him he realized. he WAS CONSCIOUS.!!

“Back to the story of Maryam. After the mourning, God immediately responded.It turns out not by rebuking Maryam because she complained about dying. God didn't say, "Eh Maryam, you can't say that! Where is your faith?!". No.”

“ Allah is All-knowing, the man he created is at the lowest point in his life. I am afraid of the emotions stirring my soul. Allah is All-Knowing, what Maryam needed at that time was not a scolding. Not advice. But support. Tranquility. What did God do?

Mary's Letter next verse, 24-26.

"Then Gabriel called him from a low place, “Do not grieve, your Lord has made a tributary under you. And shake the palm tree at you, and it shall fall to you the fruit of the ripe date. Eat and drink, and cheer your heart. If you see someone, then say, “I have indeed made a vow to the Most Merciful to fast, then I will not speak to anyone today

"God sent the angel Gabriel 'counselor' to guide Maryam. He dispels grief and leads her to focus on the strength she still has. The command to shake the palm tree to drop the ripe date is God's way of making Mary believe she still has power.

Then Maryam was asked to eat and drink, and please her heart. Maryam who was drowning in the pain of childbirth, sad emotions imagined the accusations of her people, given the opportunity to eat and drink. After the completion of his basic needs, God told Maryam to please him. As long as Mary is in order, God gives her a chance to calm down, winning her inner battle by fasting. Maryam was commanded to fast and not speak. Does not dispute any negative comments of his people.

Masya Allah. Reading this story really made me feel the love of God. That He never left His servant. Never burden beyond the limits of His servant's ability. God humanizes man greatly.

That the expression of sadness, feeling hopeless, is not a sign of lost faith. Except for the sign that the one who said it was only human. Creation of God is equipped with a sense of. A creature that needs Robb's protection. Because we never know, God may be paying attention to him. Observing who will participate can be rewarded in the test scenario of a servant. Who helped sincerely and who just took down fellow.” Fatih said to his brother.

“Set by this brother can understand if sometimes in the lowest position or point there must be m, the meaning conveyed and the tone of the thing that God kaish to us? all we have to do is one. Endeavored. Pray and sellau preach good to God brother..remember Innalahhama’ana.do not until brother lives with sadness and dies in unbelief. Live with sadness and distress and die in a miserable state and fall in the swamps of Allah SWT's misery is hell.!!!!” Fatih's words made Habib look at the brother inside.. Fatih there said.”Come on up. Let's get up... God is waiting for that.”

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Make you.. spirit..!!

Do you have conflict, do you exist? No way. This is just a conflict resolution..Kok continue to display a very important story?

Soooo. This goes back to the core of the story and the delivery of all the stories, including the scenes of Rian and Rey. There I also explained that polygamy is sometimes not about saving the twofa but about desire as well. Formanuisa has a mind to determine which is the best in his life, including men.

So stop reasoning