
Because many of my comments so update now hehe.. Don't forget to vote okay.
....
Nayya silently heard Habib's roaring cry. He knows he is selfish, but he does not want to fall into the past for betrayal again. He no longer wanted to feel that pain. He even thought his heart was dead after the betrayal of his ex. Star..
it can be said if maybe at the age of 17 years old the word love is very Bulshit. But it is very impossible for Nayya to deny if he really falls down, lost it in the charm of the Star. It has had a huge impact on his life to this day.
Habib was still crying there. His mind is too bad for things.. Until the sound of the pesantren's crushing machine or Bomac For Cover was loud and hit the outside of the pesantren. It made him rise up and look around. He stuck Nayya with his nanar. “Nay. Help me. Don't be selfish. This is for our relationship, dear. Please.”His murmur there was soft. He didn't want Nayyanya to leave him.
The other side that Nayya was there closed her eyes tightly. “From the beginning I told you I didn't want to be selfish. Go away, leave me. I'm okay really. I don't want to get married and have honey.”Gumamhya was there and chuckled.
“Even if I am told to choose between living with the person I love with the honey of the person I love or living alone without being married for life. Then I'd better not get married for the rest of my life.”He said there.
Habib nibbs his temple. There's not much time anymore. He is disappointed in Nayya's selfish attitude, but what can he do? “Nay I know if you don't want to be combined. But please don't be selfish in this relationship Nay. I just married him and set his son that call me father. That's just nothing more. For God's sake Nay if my heart only belongs to you right now is not Mira.”He asked again. “Please think about other people's feelings, don't think too much about your feelings. Being a widow is not good. You will be gossiped and slandered. We love and love each other. Don't think short Nay. We can start living together.”He muttered again.
Nayya was clamorous about her stance even though her heart trembled and felt if there was any regret she would face. He convinced me not to goya. Although his chest cavity there narrowed “ Remember Nay. If God hates divorce. Plus Polygamy is a sunnah so you can't hate it.”Mumbled Habib again. He kissed the hand of Nayya long ago.
Nayya there held her chest tight. It's hard to make a choice. “Mas.. Try to mention four things that are not shaded in this world?”He asked Habbib to divert his thoughts.
Habib silently heard it..
“Angin?”Murmured there. Nayya nodded.. “Awan.” His word.
Nayya dodges her make.” Clouds have shadows, and shadows are always protecting us from the scorching heat of the sun.”Said cutting.
“Keep what Nay?”Habib did not understand.he also could not think he was upset like this. The noise was heard again, even the sound of Fatih yelling anywhere was loud until his heart seemed to be bitter.
Nayya shut up and replied. “Angin. Fire, sun and Feelings.”Said there.
Habib silently heard it.. Nayya there sighed and again closed her eyes until her tears fell. “You know why the wind has no shadow? Because wind is the source of life, it will not be replaced by anything and anyone.”He said again.
“ Then why does the sun have no shadows? Because the source of light and life are only one. It cannot be replaced even if you create thousands of candles in your life. Because he only created one. Although fire? He didn't shadow Karenn because he already had smoke. If he shaded it sign he was expecting tasaya.”He said again.
“ And Feelings? No feeling is shaded. Even if the shadow is a sign that you are at war with hearts and desires. Love is only one. I will not struggle with my heart.. Now you can say you won't love Mira and fight for me. What if Mirapun gives birth? Need your help and you're gone and gone? Without you knowing you love and prioritize yourself and there is a shadow of love and I was set aside. I'm blind and we don't have any children yet. I don't want that to happen. If you're together that alone makes the problem even bigger. ”Gumamnya.
“Nay you think too far.”Lirih Habib though he himself did not think that far.
Nayya. “I always think far to go. So that my heart is fine mas.”He said again.
“Nay don't follow ego too much. Because you live only once, you still have God. Trust everything to God. You have no intention of fighting for our relationship? Have children and live together until old age?”Ask her softly.
Nayya. “Because life is only one time in the future I keep my heart for me alone not hurt others.”His murmur there sighed. He wiped his tears and said. “ I don't trust God. But I really believe that whatever I fight for if it's not mine then it'll come off. I just want God to decide without me struggling and hurting. Too much sacrificing is not good, mas, Like Zulaika who sacrificed many things to strengthen the prophet Joseph but still they were not together until he approached God and God gave him the prophet Joseph without him pursuing him.. "
"Although eventually happy Ending though, still the wound will be imprinted until it will not be treated.”His word.
“You made you also treat. That's too funny mas.”Mumbled again. Habib rubbed his head there, until the sound of a thump grew louder.
" Stop I said..... "Fatih's screams sounded loud and full of anger because of heavy equipment that wants to destroy pesantren There.
“Mas stay a while.”He muttered there, then kissed Nayya.” Do not leave the car whatever the condition. Remember that wife heaven is with the husband, you don't want to be a bad wife.. “Next and go leave Nayya who was silent there and sighed. Is Nayya very selfish thinking about her own life without thinking about the thousands of education in this boarding school? Give her happiness to another woman and her husband?
Wouldn't that add to the problems that exist now? It may not even be something that helps in problems and matters. It's the same as looking for new conflicts in a third relationship. Nayya was the third person she admitted to. But Nayya thought there was no Love without jealousy. Aisha, who is a strong and noble woman, is often jealous of the Prophet Muhammad because the Prophet Muhammad liked to praise Khadija as his first wife.
That's a noble man, you know..! And him and Khumairo? Sure if there is no jealousy and pain later? Or will there be a big commotion like saying Nayya selfishly hunted her husband and Mira separated when her son was born? but has it become a deal? Anybody else knows..!
And again will return Nayya who is considered ugly and also evil right? Akhhh thought about it Nayya was sick of the dizziness she made let alone getting caught up in the conflict that she could guess in front of her later. For Nayya polygamy is the same as opening a wound on her.
Nayya does not like the drama of a kind woman who pretends to sacrifice her heart for the happiness of her husband. Marriage is about finding happiness together.
Nayya polygamy's mind sounds bad huh? Nayya is not a resident but he feels if she is not a great woman and as good as it is to be able to share and endure pain for the happiness of others. The fact is he does not want to. There is nothing wrong with people who do not want to be polygamous. The Prophet Muhammad banned Ali Bin Abi Talin from polygamizing Fatimah..
On the other hand, someone sees everything. He was behind that tree. He came as Habib approached. He also knew that Nayya had heard of all his plans to secretly marry Habib and Mira. And all of his efforts succeeded, right?
Now look. Nayya asked for separation and Habib who was silent left nayya, without Habib realizing if in fact it was all just his tactics to do all his plans.
“ Hmm.. Lion Litle. We meet again.”His mutter chuckled closer to Nayya who was silently staring blankly ahead. Everything was dark until Nayya did not realize that she and someone were very close.
Aron stared intently at Nayya's face. Still the same, still beautiful. It's just that now Nayya looks thinner than before. Nayya's body used to be quite contained but now? Looky. Even his tiny fingers look very vulnerable and easily injured. Make who sees it want to protect it. Including himself.!
“ Finally we meet again Miss Lion. I will realize what has not materialized. Including you.”He muttered and smiled misterically. “Good dirty way or clean way. How to coerce or kidnap even using my dear sister... “The next chuckle and without talking again he took out a cloth in his pocket that had been filled with anesthetic and sleeping pills there.
HMph... Nayya was surprised to be her mouth shut by this strange object... He was surprised to be defeated until he rebelled and hit everything around, he did not breathe and inhaled the mouth because he knew it was dangerous, so he could kick what he was kicking.
The noise of the male figure makes Nayyya even more rebellious.
”Damn it. You still became a strong litle Lion.”.Aron muttered there upset that his shins were kicked. Plus the dope had no effect at all.
Bugh, there is no other way but to hit Nayya's shoulder hard. Until the rebellious nayya stalled and soon fainted.
Dnegan quickly catches Aron and rubs Nayya's cheek.. “ Sorry well litle Lion.. You are too difficult for me to conquer imposing a rude way to calm you down.” He murmured and kissed Nayya on the cheek, smiling and carrying Nayya's body towards the back of the boarding school in a brydal Stye manner. Exactly where there are no people.
Everyone is too busy with Aron. They don't know if this is Aron's plan.
.
.