
Habib. “But mas is not tasty. I told you it was mahrom dek. Mas has promised will be your eyes to squirm, gold hands will be your hands, and feet mas also your feet. I want to nebusin all of them. It is not that Nayya does not ngizini mas make promises, but mas must try to make sure whatever is mas tekatin. I want to pinpoint everything.” Habib. That's exactly what he wanted. Not that he was a perverted man, only, he was already determined to take care of Nayya with his own hands. He already considers Nayya as his responsibility.
“But Nay shy mas.” Nayya answered nervously.
“Nothing. Mas understand, this is the first time, later if already often not kok.” Say Habib softly.” Judekah. Come, mas also want to rest, mas also tired.” Further. Nayya just gave her life to her husband.
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Habib swallowed the coarse saliva, it turns out that helping Nayya clean herself is not an easy thing, not as easy as he thought. He compressed Nayya's entire body painstakingly. His hands trembled, he repeatedly chanted istighfar. Nayya's body is very white and clean, proving that if Nayya's body is very awake from the sun, her long hair is beautiful. He has not been able to take the bath that should be, so it is only compressed. Because his body still has a lot of bandages.
Habib's heart jumped straight, like a long jump, he even held his breath at this time. Sometimes he wouldn't look at Nayya. Afraid of getting out of control, but isn't Nayya his wife?, but this time isn't the right thing!.
While Nayya just bit her lower lip tightly. His face was red, even very red, he was very ashamed of this.he even held his breath. This couple is so adorable.
“Aduh..” Pekik Nayya was sick when Habib put his shirt on, he put his sleeve on Nayya's right hand.
Habib was immediately shocked,” Astagfurullah. Sorry deck, Mas accidentally, which one hurts?. Here's mas loi.” Panicked words. He touched Nayya's right hand again.
“Mas don't hold., pain.” Shouted Nayya quietly. Not make it no longer hurt. Habib is making more sick.
“Aduh. Sorry.” Habib said nervously.
Nayya still endured the pain in her right hand. “Ngak what is it. Nayya should be apologizing. Nayya has made Mas bothered.” He feels guilty. He felt that he had ruined Habib's life. He has to take care of a disabled girl like her.
Habib tidied up Nayya's clothes that had not been tidied up. He held Nayya's hands sincerely. “Adek no ngerepotin mas. If only I hadn't made Nay like this. Maybe Nayya can still see and do all this on her own.” The answer.
“But Nayya can not be a wife who ma—“
Habib put his index finger in Nayya's thin lips. “Adek Nay has become the wife of Mas has become a Blessing from Allah.adek has perfected the religion of Mas. So don't say all those things. Mas will do the best for adek.” Honestly answer.
“Still yes mas already want nerima Nay this defect.” Nayya's speech is heavy. Who wants to marry a blind girl? Broken hands? Legs too? Naturally mother and father want to marry him with the person who makes it like this.
“And mas also want to say imaksaih same adek. Because adek do not hate mas, and give mas a chance to responsibility.” Habib replied quickly.
“Udah. Adek istirat first yes. Then wake up if you are magrib. Mas also want to rest.” Habib. He stroked Nayya's long hair which decomposed beautifully. He began to lift and carry Nayya gently towards their mattress. The mattress was king size is quite luxurious, it was just Habib bought when he was married to Nayya.
Nayya just stood still and lay down. If only he could scream at his useless self. But he learned to be strong in the dark of his life at this time, like night, he believed, even though the night was so dark. But God created the stars to make the dark color a dream of every night lovers. And it will be like that too. He will show if he can still shine even though he lives in darkness.
Nayya soon fell asleep in a dream. He fell asleep entering the dreamland. Where he could see what was approaching him.
Not with Habib. He touched Nayya's face earlier. He lay down next to Nayya. Her tears fell as she remembered that it was the cause of Nayya like this, which took away the light of Nayya's life. How hurt Nayya is right now. He could not even imagine if he was in Nayya's position, would he be able to survive? Does he still want to live?
Unconsciously he could control his hand, he squashed Nayya's cheeks gently. He pulled it again as Nayya squirmed. “Sorry yes Nay.” Mumbled piluh.
The more he dissolved in his mind, he even fell asleep in a position to look at Nayya's face.
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“Dek... ehy, wake up, we pray magrib yuk...” Said Habib softly, he patted softly on Nayya's cheek.
“Adek is awake. Let's pray.” Habib..
“Come mas.” Answer's raspy. His left hand moved to rub his eyes and cover his mouth that was still yawning.
Habib chuckled at Nayya's childlike behavior. He swiftly carried Nayya up his wheelchair.
“Ah. Nayy's legs hurt mas..” Nayya grimaced. Because Habib was holding and holding Kiriri's feet too tightly.
Habib grimacing. He holds more gently. He put Nayya in a wheelchair.
“Sorry, I don't know. “ The answer is to feel guilty. From then on he carried and helped Nayya always make Nayya in pain and grimacing.
“Ngak what is it. Let's pray, hunt out later.” Nayya. He bit his lower lip withstanding the pain that was still throbbing in his leg.
Habib knew that Nayya was enduring the pain. He held onto Nayya's left foot gently. “Maafin mas ya.” Say again.
“Udah mas not what. “ said Nayya forced a smile.
Habib looked at Nayya miris. Does he force a smile on the sick side? In front of the guy who made it like this? habib's heart was pinched. I don't know what he should be. But everything Nayya did was able to fascinate and awe her.
“Mas..” Call Nayya when Habib doesn't answer.
Habib immediately woke up and stood up. “Ayoo we take wudhu.” Remarks .
Habib pushed Nayya's chair into the bathroom. Again he tested his faith. He had to help the angel of ablution, he washed all parts of Nayya's body for gentle ablution. When finished he also took ablution.
Habib returned to Nayya. Nayya prayed over her chair. His water flowed when he was unable to perform the prayer movement, he was very longing to huddle and prostrate.
When Habib salam, he did wirid and do zikr. When he finished, he thought Nayya had fallen asleep. But Nayya still follows her wirid and dhikr. Smile expands. “Dek.” Soft talk.
Nayya moves her craft. He smiles. Habib approached and kissed Nayya's forehead gently.he may not love Nayya, but for some reason, it felt like he really liked to kiss Nayya's forehead, like feeling peace and happiness in itself.
While Nayya still remained silent. Wanna fight? I see he is not capable. But their attention was turned to the door..
Tocktails... Assalamu’alaikum...
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