Butaku's Wife
Reason

It had been a week since Fatih gave a hadia to Nayya massively Habib increasingly uncontrolled. Yes, Fatih held a meal at the pesantren mosque proudly carrying tumpeng and cake to pray together with the students. Not to mention other food. Nayya there looked very happy, though,. His dinner that night failed because of Fatih.

Habib lost the start.

Nayyapun did not know what to do because Habib inhabited it after the incident. Does Nayya love Habib? Not love but rather comfort, because Hbaib attention and place depend on it. But Habib looked very different after that. Nayya also did not know, let alone he was given a painting tool from Fatih while habib forbade him to paint, he said painting is haram and can make the painting a place of residence of the devil. though Nayya drew asbrak but Habib still forbid it he said 'avoid the unwanted things only, and fearless hap that is uncertain. ' make Nayya silent to hear the painting equipment discarded Habib.

After that Habib gave him more gifts that were none other than jewelry, for Nayya there was no point in jewelry, eh errata, he also wore a covered dress starting from the tips of the feet and hair, and he also wore a covered dress, only his face and palms were covered? But Habib instead put on a piece of jewelry, Nayya does not know what jewelry is, but it looks like a mas with diamonds? Uh don't know.

Different from the previous day, this morning was quite gripping because Nayya who was accompanying the Princess picked straubery which she said many were ripe beside her house. He was called, Khumairo said, asking him to meet near the mosque. Well. Khumairo is a teacher there.

“Mbak don't go there. I'm afraid it will be why-napa.”The princess was there. You remember Princess, right? Santri who helped Nayya in the mosque at that time? And now he's getting closer to Nayya.

Nayya there sighed. Actually he doesn't want to but maybe there's something he has to take care of, right? He smiled “You accompany me well. You're standing not far from me. If there's anything with me you should call people to help me, but if not you just observe. I have to solve my problem.”Nanar.

Princess there sighed weakly.”Mbak knows? Actually Uzst Khumairo was not good, because he often gave lunch to Gus Habib quietly, Princess had caught him was Niang asked Putri to deliver lunch gus.. but the worse gus Habib received it.”Nanar. Not to damage Nayya's household, but she just wants Nayya to know.

“It is precisely because it is a Princess. I just want my marriage with Habib to be okay, I do not want him to be more so. Even if they love each other let me go, I am not forcing as long as I have not loved Habib too much..! I'm afraid the further I love Habib, the more ill I'm going to keep my house. ”The teaching there is weak.

Princess looked back at Nayya nanar.”What's the mbak that's being held back? I used to love the handsome gus Habib, but seeing him too soft I didn't like him anymore... Ma'am let me accompany, mbak must solve the problem mbak..”His words made Nayya innaa weakly.

Nayya with the Princess stepped towards the back of the mosque where Khumairo was waiting. I don't know that Nayya doesn't hate Khumairo, only that she doesn't like Khumairo. Khumairo still asked Habib for hope. That's what he doesn't like.

Not long after the Princess stopped near the lake. Not far from Khumairo made him look at Nayya. “Niang just walk well not far from here. Niang just go straight because there is Khumairo.. I just wait and observe from here. ”Talknya. nayya there snuggle.”spirit mbak.”Said again. Nayya smiled faintly.

With a step of heart and a pointer stick he stepped his feet, a stick for his feet he moved to step towards the place where the Princess told him to. He groaned quietly until a soft voice brought him to a halt.

”He Nay.. come sit down, I'm here.”His words made Nayya nod and smile. Khumairo helps Nayya to sit next to him, leaving Nayya to come along.

“What did you tell me to come here? Why not just go home?”Asked Nayya. not far from there the Princess just stared and watched, Because the Princess is already in 3rd grade and is waiting for graduation, no more events, she did not go home because she is only an orphanage child, but she is still waiting for graduation, there's no home. Instead, he intends to serve only in this cottage. Habib heard that made him tell the Princess at home just stay to be friends with Nayya. he was very willing, especially Nayya who is very good to him, if Nayya eats ice cream she will also eat, if Nayya also will eat, nayya is all very well.

Khumairo there looked at Nayya nanar and then looked at the lake.”I just want to tell you a story. You want to listen to it, right?”Ask there.

Nayya there menganngguk.”May. what's up? Are you sad?”Ask sung.

Khumairo looked at his sad Nayya.”Have you ever been in love with Nay?”Ask there.”Have you ever dated? Have you ever loved someone so deeply?”Ask again there.

Nayya already understood now makes her smile slice.” Well... once, “Nayya murmured Khumairo widened his eyes. He thought Nayya had never dated, Nayya there smiled and continued again.” I used to have a boyfriend. Hmm, that's when I was 15 years old haha. Dam it was my first love.”Nayya smiled.

“You love him?”Ask Khumairo.

” Well. But first.”Answer Nayya honestly.

“Not again.”Answer Nayya flat.

“ Why did you forget it so soon? That's not the love of his name.. But love monkey.. ” He patted Nayya's shoulder softly with the oddity of feeling Nayya did not love that figure so much.

Suddenly Nayya's face there became flat then sighed deeply.” It took me five years to forget it.”Nayya's words made Khumairo stunned there. “ That first love is hard to forget, let alone the many we passed,.” Nayya flat said.

Khumairo heard her nod fragile.”You need five years, Nay. But I don't think I can.”Khumairo said in front of the silent Nayya”I loved someone from childhood, until now to want to get married.. My heart aches Nay when I know the figure I was waiting for from childhood to marry another woman. Destroyed,. If suicide is not a sin then I have done.”With eyes that have condensed.

Nayya there smiled hearing it.”I was also abandoned because she married another woman, and I relented because I knew. If someone has arranged. You just love in silence but me? Love him openly. I commit adultery of the zina of the eye. Until my sacrifice and her were so great. He always gave me pocket money every time he went to school. Not to mention we like to go for a walk and spend time together often. You just look at each other and greet each other. So how did my heart used to spend a year wasting time let go of it for treason?”Nayya asked scraping the old wound.

The figure of Khumairo staring at Nayya nanar.” You and I are different Nay.”His words there suppressed his words.

“Well me and you are different. Where you have to forget your secret love because of an event from God whereas I have to let go of the figure of the man I love and be with me for a year because of betrayal ehmm well, well, I was only dating for one year but we were close since you were first grade Junior High, so it looks like three years we were together.”Said Nayya chuckling even drop her tears hurt.” It hurts so much.. Even then it feels like I no longer want to see the world and my heart becomes frozen until now.”Tired there. It was like a deep wound.

Just imagine? They were near the 1st class of Smp. and dating the 3SMP class. When they want to graduate they parted for treason, especially Nayya depends on him being defeated by his father and his mother left.

A person who loves him very much and always reminds him of anything he forgets. Where is Nayya who is busy looking for money and he who does the task belongs to Nayya. Where Nayya is busy studying because of the Olympics and she is busy paying attention so that Nayya is always healthy. Whether from food, vitamins, drinks he was never absent. everything became a mist bekalau man was impregnating other women out there. It hurt a lot, where Nayya received an invitation. Even Nayya didn't come because she couldn't.

Gaga may be right in love with monkeys.. But it still hurts so much for a first love experience like Nayya.

“ Nay you know her pain betrayed Nay. So I beg you. Let me and Habib get married.. I promise I won't monopioli Habib.!” Khumairo holds Nayya's hand gently over it.” Really I promised Nay..”Said nanar.”I'll take care of you, and we'll be a family together. I can't forget Habib Nay really.”Khumairo said there, close to Nayya's hand, he was sobbing crying there.

Nayya there tersneyum.”Not can't, but won't. You just haven't tried. I'm sure you can.”His word. Khumairo shook his head weakly behind his will.

“I always think if the promise of man is a trick. I will never trust Khumairo.I don't want any other woman at my wedding. Even if it's a sign that I have to give up. I don't want to be third or first, because I feel betrayed and cheated. Really sick. I don't want.” He refrained from crying. This was the reason why Nayya did not want to be pitted against or betrayed. He had already experienced and his pain became a knife within himself.

Khumairo there falls in front of Nayya making Nayya stand from there.”Nay I beg you. I'm not gonna do anything, we're family. I will take care of you with Habib and I will be a good second wife for you and Habib. I beg you, I love Habib very much.”Nanar.

Nayya there shakes nanar.”Stop begging Khumairo. You don't know..!! so stop like this. Just find your way of life. If not, you ask Habib to let me go. I don't want.., just once I've been betrayed.!” Shouted Nayya nanar.

“ Nayya.. hiks hiks..!!” Khumairo cried with his will to see Nayya who left and left. Khumairo held tightness in his chest. Up to Nayya to sob. It can be said that Nayya's first love story is sick and also gloomy.

How can he accept that the world is back to break the wings that he has nurtured? How could he let it break again.?.

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