Butaku's Wife
Verily

...The past is not to be forgotten but used as a lesson, because there is no useless time for us who want to learn.. ...

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“hay mbak.”Nayya said there approaching and sat down. He stared at the name on his forehead and sighed. “Nay sorry well always ngerepotin mbak, even until mbak died Nay always be a burden mbak.”Mumbles vibrate. Remember everything he went through.

Remember when Miss was angry with him when she cried because of Habib. It's akakata.’ If you choose to leave, don't cry over what you leave behind.. Because only the rotten part of the fruit is discarded while the rest can be processed, into juice. Eaten directly or make salads. Life is not that intense until you have to cry for the same person for many times. ” He remembered those words once. It was rough, but he knew what it meant. The meaning of the rotten fruit is just an analogy that can be applied in life, leave the passing because the future still has to be processed and still hrua enjoyed .. because the past is just a rotten part that is not worth remembering because it will not be able to be processed or run back like rotten fruit in general.

Nayya's tears come back when she remembers the longing words that scolded her when she scolded Acha who hit a bad boy at school. Miss said firmly’ There is nothing wrong in a child's fight will be self-defense against oppression, because when he dares to fight it is a sign that he is an intelligent child. Don't get angry because if you're angry, he'll be a timid kid and easy to beat. Man must be good but not oppressed. We can give up but that does not mean we can be stepped on. Do not make your child like you who if hurt just smile and stepped on. I don't like naive people. Who smiled but in his heart cried even cussed. Hypocritical.” That's what he said.

Nayya was aware of that. Who misses teaching may not be exemplary, which teaches his son to be arrogant and arrogant. But when his son grew up he realized if he became a firm person it should be. Missing also teaches a high sense of apathy towards him and his children but does not mean not care. Apathy to the words of people under the pretext.’ who live that life we are not others. Because people more often judge we only wear the ears tampa help the eyes, but there are also those who hear us with the eyes but not with the ears.The paradigm of everyone is different.

But when judging something it should be seen with the eyes of the head, heard with the ears, digested with reason and asked through the mouth, but why is only one side used?

The woman's strict jar should not be too soft, because it's wrong. Being gentle then people will sneer at us is just ekting or looking for attention and sanctity. But when hard then everyone thinks we are pretentious and also inappropriate.Everything we do is wrong for people who do not like us then for what to care?

Nayya's cry became when she remembered all that. He hugged the tombstone with tears that always dripped his diamonds. Rashid there rubbed his sister's head and burst into tears. He remembered how Miss said well to him. Giving home and recruitment. Really Missing is the figure of an angel that he met. “I'm sure you're there already happy Nay. Don't cry anymore, don't disturb her happiness there well. stop crying she must be sad.”.Said Raysid there with nanar.

Nayya over there rubbed her cheeks that broke.” I know no. Nay felt guilty, why did Rin always protect Nay and the children while Nay did not love anything like Rin. He always sacrificed while Nay just became a bitch. Until he saves Nay's son. Nay is guilty.”Said Nayya there rubbing her wet cheeks.

“You want to not say Mbak Miss first?”Rashid asked him to make him shake.

"Which one?? " any more commentaries from Longing, Iya did not even know which words Rashid meant.

Rashid continued his words” Mbak Rin once said ‘I love to be a backup for others, because when I was leaned on then there means I live with useful conditions. Even if I sacrifice for you, it's a sign that you are the people I love so stop crying or feel ashamed. Enough you guys do not disappoint me’ Well so you can not be disappointed in him and have to live your life well. Take care of your children Nay.”Said there nanar,”And run what he once said to you.”His word.

Nay over there rubbed his tears back hard.”He just wants you to be happy Nay.”Rashid muttered making nayya nod. Rashid rubs his sister's head.”Be happy, don't suffer. Mas tired see, there used to be mbak Rin who always take care of you but now it's not, because mas not as strong and as smart as him.”His words made Nayya nod her arms around the older brother.

Nayya nodded and kissed Miss's headstone. He said.”Ma'am Nay promised to be happy as I told Nay. Nay will always be happy.”His word.

Rashid there nods nanar.”Thanks for always being there for Nay. thanks.’He muttered there crying and hugged her. He was there crying and praying, reciting surah yasin with Rashid both until dusk came. As if not willing to leave Miss alone but the sky does not approve. He must come home with a deep sad state and will be a passionate longing. Well as the name suggests. Rinzu Azzahra's.. Homesickness chastity...

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Acha who had been unconscious since that afternoon made Rian and Arga there very dizzy. they waited in Acha's room alternately. while others prepare congregational prayers for later that night and prepare food.

Well here the tradition is so well whether if in other areas, the night will be a manggrib and isya prayer together, then continued with a reflection of the ustadz, then, after that there is a joint teaching event for home experts or anyone who wants to. Usually attended by the assembly from outside. But how heartbreaking tonight because there are hundreds of orphanage children who come in white clothes crying as if knowing Miss died.

Not only that, there are also dozens of grandmothers and grandparents or parents from nursing homes crying for Miss. Longing to like to go out if he meets a neglected child then he will put it in his orphanage, beugitu also with parents who are still selling even though his age is no longer hot, but he will not be hot, or abandoned to put in his nursing home. The distance of the nursing home and the orphanage was not too far there was only a barrier to the fence.

So that on what day can the children of the orphanage play with the elderly grandmothers there so that they do not feel lonely. Or there'll be a show like Give Away Missing will give them goods and money. Or just a mattress and new shoes. Good for grandmothers and children.

He has a branching orphanage.not to mention a nursing home in several branches, where does he get the money? Of course from his business, he already has a famous clothing figure business and advertising billions of money only the money is divided into two by donated the other he keeps for his children. For fun? You guys forgot her husband's a very rich man?

A word of welcome, a word of crying from them that makes his children cry again and also haru. How much does this love his mother? Not to mention from mothers among the complex, or from the village where the orphanage stands. Missing is someone they can lend. But Miss will not collect, if there is money it must be paid if not just consider it alms. He also made craft ventures so that there were many mothers there no longer unemployed. He has a fast food business, a bag of garbage and there is also a onion.and the results are to pay their salaries while Miss only take part.

“Dad.”Rajja muttered there nudging his father, but Rey was there just silent and staring at her son. The king there hugged him and whispered.” Rajja wants to kayak mother, if he dies will be ditangisin kayak gini, Rajja wants to kayak mother.. The king is proud to have a mother who is loved by many people, even people who do not know him.” Her words made Rey rub her head and smile.

“Mother you are a lot of dear nak.”The king nodded proudly wiping his wet cheeks and his father's wet cheeks.”So we can't cry anymore, Dad. Because Rajja is proud to be born from mother, and father is the luckiest man in the world because he has a wife like mother, who is good at cooking, diligent. Good and also firm.. We have to be passionate for Mother.. “Tell him there with eyes that can't lie if he wants to cry again.

Rey rubbed her head. His heart aches as if torn with dozens of knives, “ How well, so you are lucky later you have to have a wife like your mother well. You're the luckiest guy. “Tell him with a smile. Remembering Miss who wore a niqob and only she could see her face only made her warm and awake.

King shakes.”There will be nothing like mother.but Rajja will try to be a woman who is on the side of Rajja will be treated the same as the father treats mother. Because all women are noble and also honorable.”Said smiling.

“If you marry a woman you think is a woman who still keeps her chastity and turns out to be unholy what are you doing son? Are you going to leave him or are you maish but with him?”Rey asked her son in.

The king there sighed and stared off.” Mother used to say. ‘ If such a marriage occurs then you have the right to leave the woman, but a good man chooses women not from there or from the masses. But from him now. So depends. If he has repented and improved, Rajja is still with him and will guide him with the King. Women will be honored when they can keep their holiness, but an honorable man is a man who will not demean women just because of it. Because humans have a past each.” His word.

Rey there smiling.” Proud father ama you dear. Mother must be proud to also have children like you.”His words made the king nod with a sweet smile .

On the side was Habib who heard it deeply. He smiles because Rey and Rajja can get this close and he does not fail to protect and guide his son. He wants it that way too. He also wants to be strong and he wants to be a shield for his children.

On the other hand there was Acha who groaned feeling pain in his head. Seeing this Arga hurriedly approached his sister.”You're aware of Cha?”Ask her there with anxious looking eyes. He approached and also stared at Acha full of Tanya, who was,

“Mi—num Acha murmured hoarsely feeling his throat dry wriggling for a speck of life. Arga who heard immediately took water for his sister, he also helped Acha sit and mum. Acha there just accept weakly and start to stop when it feels enough. Acha's head feels very diperimpah like stone

“You got sick? Whereabouts? Call the doctor yah.”Arga looked at her sister full of Tanya's marks. Acha there just shook her head and kept quiet. He rubbed his temple sick but nearby when his hand there was an infusion turned out. Arga looked at her immediately explained.”You are too weak and need nutrition. So you're on the infusion of cha.”His word.

Acha there nodded softly, until the sound of tahlilan out there sounded loud. His heart was stunned, his memories spinning as if forcing him to become aware of reality. Longing's memory was stiffened, hugging him when he wanted to be shot as if pouncing on his chest to shatter into pieces. Her eyes looked at Arga looking at her worriedly.”Mommy all right, sister?”Ask there.

Arga there was silent. He did not know what to answer, he stared silently at the worried Acha. Acha was there about to go down but was held by Arga hugging him dear.” Mother is fine. You calm down Cha.”Said there.

Acha there smilingly looked at Arga and it was a grim smile according to Arga. “Abang is not a lie, is it? Is Mother okay? That's what makes bang?”Ask there, though,. His eyes implied the hope that all was just a dream.

Arga over there gulps his saliva sore.” Mommy is fine in heaven.”He said. acha stared at him until he drooped.

Suddenly his bones withered but soon Arga said it fast.”Calm down. mommy is fine. He's not gonna get sick from a shot. Isn't that a good thing? He will not cry and get hurt. Won't be sick?”His word.

Acha there looked at him and looked down.”That's not all right, brother.”Her mumbling was plain and dropped her tears, “Mother died because of Acha, she saved Acha brother.His words there melirih.

It doesn't even sound so good.

Arga gnawing.”Not because you love.”He cupped Acha's pipi. Acha looked at him sayu. Arga shakes.”He did it because of the same affection Acha and hope that Acha is okay. She wants acha healthy..acha taukan if mother dear acha?”Ask there lirih. He was all his strength to hold back his tears.

“Acha want mommy all right not kayak gini.”Acha said crying.. Arga there groped looking at him.”Acha wants to go back again bang. Acha dear mother hiks hiks.”He was like a child who lost his mother.

“Abbang if you can choose also want to do deck, but what if destiny is talking?”Ask Argha inwardly.

He just rubbed the head of Acha who continued to cry. He rubbed his wet cheeks and rubbed his sister's head.