Butaku's Wife
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“And this is what I hate the most from you mas.”Said Nayya there coldly.”It is easy to give up and give up, even though something needs a struggle. I hate your attitude of giving up too easily. You can't understand anyone else.”Say Nayya and rise up.?

Habib looked up at Nayya, what did he mean? Then Nayya covered the trunk of her car hard and looked at the hbaib who was still crying.” Meet me in two days here in the same room, I'll recognize you with the children. My sins are many, I don't want to increase.”His words made habib there speechless staring at nayya.

"Y....!!! " But the figure who was called did not reply at all. figure Nayya riding the minimnya drove leaving the figure of Habib who was crying There.

Until his tears fell back. He hit his own head.”Stupid you Habib.. stupid.” He muttered to himself. Habib Disna hit his chest that hurt from not receiving it. He still loves Nayya.

Especially children. How can there be another figure loved by his children. Will her children hate her as her father? Forgetting his father because they already have a good father? Habib looked up at the sky and said.”Is this sick, God? Hiks. This sick person feels the loss of a loved one is married and the child has a substitute servant?" Mumbles sick. Tight chest.

“What a pain is Nay what you feel first. When you know I remarry Khumairo and will be the father of his son. Hiks hiks.”He rubbed his head again “Akhhh Nay is sick. forgive mas Nay. Sorry.” Mumbled. He doesn't know if it hurts this much.

He really doesn't know. Until he was willing to die at this moment, hoping that what he was feeling at this moment would soon end and only become a dream. They do not want to be replaced and do not want to be divided. He doesn't want to.

On the street Nayya clenched her hands, why is this sick? but he must be sincere and he must be strong. he stared at the letter in his drawer and smiled.” You're strong Nay. You are strong.”Nayya said she fell into tears.

Habib was the source of the problem, starting with his speed, paralysis, marriage, kidnapped, until duaakan, and now he had to experience a bitterness that no one knew.. absolutely no one knows to make him smile on the streets with wet eyes until he forgets that Habib's jacket is still on his shoulder.

I think he just wants to lose his memory. How could he see Habib still falling in love..?

His eyes swelled into the house, the house he had left for nearly seventeen years, and when he wanted to enter it, Rey got out of his car. Nayya was speechless staring at rey who was carrying a very beautiful white rose. Look at his wjah which is full of smiles making him speechless. He Envies.

“Eh Nay's. How long was he going home? Not open at home?”Rey's question made Nayya turn her face away and look at Rey and smile.”How do you cry, are you okay?”Rey asked there to care about Nayya who seemed to be crying there,

Nayya there also shook her head to hold her chest tight, until Rey took a stalk of white flowers in the field and smiled at Nayya.”Don't be sad, Innalahhama’anah. Want story?”Her question made Nayya drop her tears. Rey was silent there not knowing what to do. He hugged not a mahkrom..

Until Nayya goes inside leaving Rey, bringing a flower from her. Rey There sighed and went in, she didn't want to get too close but she cared. He chose to meet Miss and gave her flowers. Right there he entered he saw Miss who ate his medicines. The most painful thing for him.

But look, his smile is very sincere there.”Honey is home?”Tanya Rindu smiled with a dress that displayed her white skin, a face that was still very beautiful and sweet, even more beautiful than anyone. there she smiled and took milk dermos near her nightstand. He put it in a glass.”Mimum first.”He kissed Rey's hand.

Rey was there to greet him and kiss him. “Sebentar.”His words made Miss look at him in wonder. Rey covers the window in her room immediately,.”I do not want anyone to see your beauty as Ali bin Abitalib does not want to show his Fatimah even though only his shadow.”He kissed his wife's forehead. He gave the flower to the miss. Miss Diana chuckled with her cough. Rey wanted to cry.

There is no perfect happiness in this world. Everyone has problems but with their own portions.

On the other hand there is a crying Nayya staring at the flower in her hand.”Sorry Nay mbak. Nay nasty well hehe.”Said nanar.”Sorry Nay mas. Nay loves mas but Nay can't be together.”Nayya muttered there selfish.

A moment later ie stared at the tent remember the words Miss him.”Life is not so selfish sometimes our selfishness makes our life unhappy. Flow, live like water until you know your purpose in life. Sometimes we expect too much happiness to forget the happiness that exists.,,"

He sighed and smiled,.” Ma'am Rindu..Now I am ready mbak, ready for sincerity, Nay just want to submit to fate, Nay does not care if they will hate Nay because Nay has kept them from their father. Nay doesn't care if Nay loses everything. Nay wants to start a new Nay life. Changing the mindset of nayya.nay know if now it's wrong is not destiny, but the mindset of Nay and also Nay's life. Nay understands and Nay will change even better with whatever circumstances it is.”Nayya muttered there with her smile. He wiped his tears and breathed.

“Mas..your son looks like you.”He murmured with a twitch. Arga is very similar to Habib. they are very very handsome, like a betel nut in two, the difference is only the younger Arga persi and the older Habib. Nayya smiled and sighed.

His memory goes back to his question to a patient in his workplace. Where Nayya asked about her life is always smiling and patient. Even with the situation that had worsened he still said.”This is a pleasure, because I am still given the opportunity to live even in a state of pain, at least I was given the opportunity to be forgiven his sins when I repent., he said.,

Unlike the dead, his torment is thousands of times more painful than this, but unfortunately his apology and repentance will not be accepted despite crying pus and blood though. Even until the world is destroyed, they will not be heard. Because their time is up.

Nayya realized he was the wrong person, he sinned, he wanted to live back to the right path. Admit everything to the right point. Want to be hated and cursed he does not want to be daunted. This is for the sake of his children and himself. It will be up to his children to accept it or not, but for sure he will not want to back down again.

If asked if he would return with Habib? It was not, because Nayya's heart was too sick and Nayya wanted a new life. Nayya wants to be alone.

Strengthening his heart for a dozen years now Nayya became more mature, he did not want to kneel himself happy. All he wanted was one , reaching a point in the happiness of his children. He wanted Habib to feel like he had a child and be happy. He's been happy enough all along.

On the other hand there was Habib crying on his tongue, his hands trembling asking his Lord to be strengthened. It felt like the seventeen-year wait had become shattered and futile. Is it wrong to expect what he should not expect?

Abu and Fatih who had been waiting for Habib outside did not know what to do, because Habib was told to sahur but did not come out, which there was only the sound of sobbing making Fatih and Abu worried for the palace.”This how uncle?”Ask Abu there to Fatih.

”Yaampun uncle if uncle has why not tell from earlier.”Abu said there with a sigh.

Fatih looked at him flatly.”You just didn't remind me? Don't always blame others if you are also wrong.”He said, the silent ash made him and looked at Fatih nanar. Fatih is a good figure and also firm. He was reluctant to make it make him not fight and just look.

Fatih opened the door, and there he met the habib who was on the sajaddah carrying verses of the Qur’an with a state of chaos. His face was wet to make him approach. really he could not bear to look at Habib like this. Even Al-Qur’an that he read was wet and also no longer read.”Bang.”Murmured there.

Habib remained obsessed with what he was doing until he did not know anyone was coming. Abu was there staring at his father until he looked at his father who was very weak.. “Abi.”He hugged Habib.

Habib woke up there until he cried again until his eyes narrowed, his love for Nayya was so great just that he could not be a man like the outside. “ Abi why hiks hiks?” Abu cried there hugging his father dear.

Fatih looked at Habib with a pushy look. “Kak why? The story? What was? Kayak gini's sister?”Ask Fatih over there to her brother. Habib was there just crying hugging Abu tightly. It's not strong for the story, though,

“Nayya is married again hiks hyks. Last sister met him hiks hiks.”He cried as much as he told a story. .

Fatih rubbed his rough wjah can not be denied if he was quite shocked.”And sister believe?”Ask nanar to the brother who is super innocent.

Habib nodded.”Yes, nayya never lies.”Habib was there....

”And did sister ask if she was happy? does he still love me? Or ask how it is now? Does he still have a taste with mas? Does the current wedding still last?”Ask,

Habib stayed there. Abu silently looked at his father. Is he crying because of the same woman? His hands were clenched there in anger.

Habib there shakes.”If he remarries it is a sign that he does not love mas.”Said there with lirih.”And if he still loves me. He would never ruin his relationship. God hates those who destroy. Destroying the household of others is a great sin, causing the household of Muslim couples to be destroyed and scattered. Please note that the greatest achievement for Satan is to damage the household of a Muslim and lead to divorce, so this includes helping to succeed the program of Satan.

Note the following hadith, From Jabir radhiallahu ‘anhu of Nabi shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam bersabda, p,

“Surely Satan put his throne on the water (sea) and then he sent his army. The closest to him is the greatest. One of his soldiers came and said, “I have done this and so”. The devil said, “You did nothing at all”. Then came another one and said, “I didn't leave him (to be teased) until I managed to separate between him and his wife. So the Devil approached him and said, “What a great (demon) like you” (HR Muslim IV/2167 no 2813)”

Plaque.... Habib's cheek was slapped by Fatih until Habib fell.”Uncle... what are you doing..!!!”

“Shut up..!!! Let's not interfere with your father's stupid business, the dumbest man I know. ” Fatih's snap there made Habib and Abu speechless. The two stared at each other staring at Fatih who was staring at him flatly.

”You are not yet divorced from Nayya, and you are still entitled to her, and even if they remarry that means their second marriage is not legal. What do you know about divorce law.? Even he left for no reason and you still say you're a domestic wrecker. YOU COWARD BANG.!!!!” His shouting.

“But I've failed Fatih. I have to what ha?!!!!” Shouts too.

“Stop crying and ikhlaskan.!!” Said Fatih there.

Habib shakes.”It's not that easy..!!”

“That's easy if you want.!!”

“Not Fatih. And I will never forget her because there will be no other woman in my heart besides Nayya.!!!!”Shouts too.

Faith chuckles on her making.” You were rejected but.!! And you don't have your own damn thing, so what do you expect?”Ask there defiantly.

Habib there looked at him and said, '”, did you forget that the Prophet Muhammad was also rejected by his first love? even twice. “Tany. Fatih silently heard it.

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