CHOOSE SILENCE

CHOOSE SILENCE
Chapters. 34. That's Not Me


"What are you doing?"


Aww


Alfred suddenly grabbed my face so hard it made me scream in pain.


Our gazes clashed. Alfred stared intently while my gaze was sad.


My hand was trying to push Alfred's chest to let the grip slip. Somehow Alfred let go of the grip so that it made me a little relieved. I wiped my tears and tidied up the photo sheet that was lying on the floor. Put it back in the box.


But my hand came to a halt when the burly hand seized all the photographs.


"Did you miss him? or do you want to laugh at Isabella?" said Alfred chuckling but displaying a roaring face.


Alfred crouched down to align his body with me.


"My answer!" Shouted Alfred while gripping both of my shoulders. "Look at how romantic you are but it's just a fake for you" Alfred looked at each of the photos, where the two lovers shot in various styles. There they showed happy faces.


Unconsciously Alfred's heart felt in the pinch to find a photo that is so intimate, where a man who is none other than the Brother hugged the woman from behind so friendly, with fingers interlocked. It's romantic for lovers.


"Are you nostalgic for Isabella? or are you laughing at your victory over my sister's stupidity?" alfred's love keeps me from picking.


"If I say no? do you believe it?"


Alfred smiled as he heard my words.


"Lied!" Alfred's scream echoes to make my eardrum hurt because our bodies are so close.


I ventured into Alfred's face, there I could see the look on Alfred's face and the hurt look. I really want to feel that body, I know how Alfred feels. But none of that is possible because Alfred hates me so much.


"Al you misunderstood," I cried with trembling lips. My heart was tapped out with a hand rubbing Alfred's face.


Alfred froze to get a swab of my hand. The moment the man closed his eyes, I could see that.


"Misunderstand what you say? that's obvious, you want to dodge? that so?" alfred opened his eyes and brushed my hand so violently. His gaze grew sharper as if he wanted to swallow me alive.


I nodded with the courage to explain to Alfred.


"If I say that it wasn't me in the photo do you believe me? if I had sauda....."


"Stop that crap," Alfred snapped and choked me. "I'm not a fool you can fool easily. Go, go!" Shouted Alfred while pointing at the exit.


"That's not me" I said without wanting to rise up as Alfred wanted.


"I'm sick and hate to see your face. Get out of front of me. Go," cried Alfred wrathfully after telling the chronology that befell the Brother, even his hands restrained wanting to slap me in the face.


I gulped.Tak want Alfred more wrath again, with trembling knees I tried to get up. Alfred is still in early position. For a moment my gaze down looked at Alfred, then forced to step away from the place with a tight chest.


After my relic Alfred knelt down with both knees piled on the floor while refreshing some of the photos. Memory flashed where the sister claimed life with a piece of photo in her hand. [Later there will be a flashback say.].


In the room, especially the bathroom, my body slumped down, spilling a tightness in my chest. I cried so hard remembering Alfred's story. How could all this happen, I don't even know. It's only fitting that Alfred hated me so much, anyone would feel the same when he was in his position.


"At least you won't give me a chance to speak" I cried tears. "You're wrong Al, it's not me but my twin brother" said this as I was telling you, but Alfred gave me no chance to speak.


I lifted my face up to look at the bathroom ceiling.


"So what exactly happened? what has Brother done to the extent that Brother's lover ended up like that? I hope Big Brother is still alive and explain all these misunderstandings," I said blankly.


Today I'm in the evening so I can cook for lunch. I cook Leon's favorite menu, yes whatever Leon requests I always fulfill while I can. After I finished cooking I cut the fruits that did not fold from what Leon liked.


After all I was ready to sit on the dining table chair. My thoughts have been filling my head for a few days.


Tap


The sound of knocking shoes made my daydream buyer, then turned to the origin of the sound. I let out a long sigh to see who came, who else if not Alfred's man Andre.


"During noon Miss," said Andre as usual when meeting me.


"Yes Andre," I said without being excited, even to look at Andre.


"Does Miss have time?" asked Andre so inevitably made me look at him, I thought this cold man had left, apparently I was wrong because Andre was still standing in his place.


"I don't have time" I replied, if it were because I was so tired of myself that even my heart was. I actually suffered physically and mentally. Not to mention the pain in my stomach is always crumpled.


Andre's forehead shriveled at my words.


"I'm asking you to take a minute, Miss. Sir is sick and is now in the office" Andre said with a pleading face.


"illness?" hearing Andre's words made me jump in shock. I don't know why the word pain makes me feel pain too. Is it because I love him so much? or because of the taste? one day it will answer by itself.


Seeing the look on my face that looks worried makes Andre singunggan excitement which of course without me knowing.


"Yes Miss. Mr. high fever, shivering even three times vomiting," Andre said the more I worry, I'm afraid Alfred has malaria because it shows symptoms of malaria.


"All right, I'm going to go there" said he straight up from his seat. "Hmm did Alfred order you to call me?" I was silent for a moment because it was impossible to meet Alfred.


My question had Andre stirring his non-itchy head. From Andre gelagat I already know if all this is just Andre's initiative. I sat down with both hands on the table.


"Better to be another doctor Andre," I said without enthusiasm. "At the same time, my majors only handle children," that's just my excuse.


"But I want Miss because Miss is Master's wife," keek Andre forced me.


I looked at Andre with a grim face. Andre always said that I was Alfred's wife, and Alfred never thought that.


"I am not his wife, your master's revenge. Go Andre, just take him to the hospital" I suggested because honestly I was very worried about Alfred and immediately got treatment.


Dret.....


Andre's phone vibrated in a pants pocket. Hastily Andre reached out, then answered the call.


["Good,'']


"Miss for this time relieve the ego of Miss. The one who just contacted me is the office if you get worse, sir" Andre said.


"I've never been selfish Andre, where is my selfish attitude?" andre's accusation pisses me off.


"I'm sorry Miss," Andre said as he stirred his non-itchy head.


"Wait a minute" I said and rushed straight to the room to prepare myself.


Seriate....


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