CHOOSE SILENCE
Chapters. 51. Like a Pinang Split in Two
# Flashback On #
After leaving the study, Alfred looked in disbelief at the signature I had set up. On top of the file also lay a black card and tucked memory card.
Alfred grabbed those two things. I don't know what he felt. He should have been happy to have won the mission. But his heart said something else.
Tired of thinking his heart was moving to catch up with me which he assured my destination was the Airport. He planned to take me to Indonesia, with which he handed me directly to my parents. With the purpose of seeing how loving I am.
Not wanting to waste any time Alfred was driving his car at high speed, and arrived at a jammed location.
# Flashback Off #
"Omom where's Mommy?" that was Leon's voice.
Everyone froze to find a woman similar to my face except Papa and Mama. When they thought she was me, but hearing Leon's voice they realized it wasn't me.
"Pa, Ma what's going on?" ask the woman to sit next to her mother. While Alfred with the others still silent unblinking see the woman who was shaking Mama's shoulder.
Clamps
Door opens. Get out the nurse while pushing the baby box. All gazing with round eyes saw two babies lying in boxes each with some tools on the baby's body calling it.
Alfred gulped without blinking.
Deg
It means I am not saved. The doctors decided to save the twins.
"Where wife? where is my wife" cried Alfred while clutching the neck of the shirt of one of the male nurses.
Doctor Sintya came out with a sad face with teary eyes.
"We will soon bring this baby to the NICU room because it was born prematurely" said the nurse because it must be treated with incentives with the help of complete medical equipment. So forced to release the weak palms in the baby box.
"How's my daughter doing?" crying Mama with tight chest.
"What exactly happened?" the woman said she felt something strange.
"What's going on?" timpal Moses was curious.
Some doctors and nurses were handling me out by pushing the gurney. Without a word they ignored the family with questionable faces.
"Honey," cried Mama wanted to get closer but could not because the gurney was surrounded by doctors and nurses. They can't reach.
The medics took the gurney to the ICU.
"Doctor open! I'll fire you all" cried Alfred as he banged on the door of the ICU.
My family was astonished at Alfred's chirping, but being enveloped in a chaotic feeling all ignored.
The police came to a large family that was suffering from grief.
"Good day, sir. We're handing over the victim's property, called Isabella, in January" police said after finding an identification card.
"Thank you, sir" Andre answered because everyone was silent.
"One more thing, maybe it's the victim's thing" the police officer handed him a padlocked diary. For that Moses received.
Clamps
The doors opened and the medics came out one by one. Now only doctor Sintya still standing so make them ask questions.
Doctor Sintya let out a long sigh while wiping away the reminiscent tears.
"We managed to save the twins" said doctor Sintya with trembling lips. "We tried to fight but God wanted something else. If within 1 hour the heart rate weakens, sorry in other words the life of doctor Isabella is not helped," explained doctor Sintya while shedding tears.
Duars...
"What?" everyone is dumbfounded.
"You why didn't you choose my wife? I will fire you all," cried Alfred accompanied by sobs while wanting to strangle doctor Sintya if not secured by Andre.
"Please enter," said doctor Sintya with a downcast face for failing to save the three.
Everything went straight in, the one that preceded the most was Alfred. Except for the family of doctors Frans and Leon, Andre and Dea are just waiting outside.
There I lay helpless, helped by the medical devices attached to my body. It is true that Sintya doctor explained that the heart rate on the monitor seemed to not function.
The room filled with sobs, especially Mama and the woman who were very similar to my face.
Alfred looked at me unblinking. She cried? the man was crying silently. As for Papa as well, the look on the face that I cannot describe. Moses of course felt that way because my handsome brother loved me so much.
"Wake up baby, this is Mama coming hiks.." cried Mama while hugging me. "Why are you hiding your illness, baby? why?" mama's cry while patting her chest.
"This grandfather Brother has come to see you so get up," the woman cried with me with Mama.
"Dear, let's get up and see who's coming. Gaby's sister has come back dear and wants to meet," said Mama without stopping crying.
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Alfred froze with his body stiffened. Only now did he understand who the woman who was so similar could not even be distinguished from me. Feelings mixed, many questions that filled his head that therapy was unimportant compared to my life.
Moses secretly opened my diary.
Buk buk buk
I don't know how many times the blows on Alfred's face and stomach were thrown by Moses. Alfred did not reply.
Papa, Mama and Gabriella are shocked at why Moses suddenly attacked Alfred so brutally. Alfred wiped the fresh blood that flowed from the tip of his lips as a result of Moses' punch.
"Brengse*, bajin*and! Moses shouts uncontrollably back to punch Alfred.
" Stop baby, what's up?" my mother was certainly shocked.
Soon Papa secures Moses who restrains his anger.
"He deserves that Pa, even more than this. Let me destroy this brengse* man," Moses said trying to escape Papa's embrace.
"Silent Son. Your brother is lying against death" said Papa, who had not yet learned of Moses' wrath.
Moses managed to calm his breathing.
"Look at this Pa and read it," Moses finally handed the diary over to Papa. Diary of my life story.
With trembling hands Papa opened the book and read it by making a sound.
Deg
*March 9, 2022 is the moment that every couple in the world dreams of, where the day is historic and will happen once in a lifetime like the sacred promise of marriage that we have said in church, in front of the pastor, family and church.
Haha..laughs that's what I can do. Laughing at myself. The joyful look on my face, the smiles of family happiness, especially my parents, still cross my memory. How not because their daughter ended her bachelorhood with her husband of her own choice. How can I erase the happiness on their faces so that I choose to maintain and follow the flow at the expense of my happiness for the sake of both my parents.
Arriving in Korea I was treated with two figures, namely myself with another woman who was making out, who was none other than my madam or my husband's first wife.
The point is I approved of this marriage because my husband has threatened. Threatening with the lure of a large family including both my parents*.
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*With time, I don't know when those feelings start to grow. The feeling that I fell in love, even loved my husband. That feeling I couldn't suppress until it finally came to light at an inopportune time, when my husband laughed at that feeling*.
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*Three shocking news at once, where the news of Leon suffered a disaster that resulted in a broken ankle. The second shocking news was my pregnancy and the third was the most devastating shocking news where I was sentenced to end-stage uterine cancer. My life is colorless*.
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*And in the end I chose silence. More concerned with the two lives to be saved in my womb. My heart even I don't give priority to myself anymore, so I choose these two babies to save if one day there's a choice. From the beginning I have made it clear that these innocent babies have the right to be born into the world*.
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*Reden up! And in the end I gave up and realized my husband's wish*.
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"My husband, I hold no grudges. I understand the grudges that fill you. For these two babies I apologize for not directly making you suffer during my pregnancy. Why am I apologizing? because you feel the cravings, the cravings are amazing. Maybe it's karma for you in people's view but not for me, it's not karma but their inner bond is very strong to Daddy."
"My husband, thank you for the help to pay off Leon's medical expenses. Anyway I have to thank you for that, even if you never know."
"My husband you misunderstood! What you've been looking for all this time is not me but my twin brother. You're the wrong one, dear one, who I don't even know where he is, he disappeared right on the day of your planned meeting."
"Hahaha.maybe this world is laughing at me. How can I not write at length like this as if you were reading it when I was gone. Very funny isn't it? like the gil*...if it is said to be crazy of course I do not accept because my brain is still sane. If it is said to be desperate yes maybe I accept, yes desperate because my life destiny is outlined like this. Love someone who was never considered! Believed to be pregnant with twins but asked for a choice! Where's the choice that makes this heart want to explode."
•Injury alone because it is impossible to write all because the outpouring of Isabella's heart is almost full 1 diary book.
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Brakes
The diary just fell out of Papa's hand. Instantly Papa's body slumped to the floor with tears. Disappointed, injured, sick is what Papa feels, not just Papa but Mama, Gabriella, Moses and even Alfred himself.
"Sir, Madam I'm sorry if I'm presumptuous to enter. I'm just saying this, it's Miss's gift," suddenly Dea went inside and handed me a small folded paper.
Papa immediately opened the fold and read it.
"Pa, Ma earlier I'm sorry for keeping this a secret from all of you. I do this because I love and love Papa very much with Mama. Pa, Ma please don't hate Alfred, he did this out of a misunderstanding of revenge. For whatever sake do not hate even to take any other action, however Alfred Father of your twin grandchildren. The key to misunderstanding lies with Gaby, so Gaby's sister is the key to the truth of the matter."
It was a letter from me that I deliberately left to Dea before they flew to Indonesia.
Buk buk buk
Papa punched the wall of the hospital, causing the back of his hand to bleed fresh, even several times banging his forehead against the wall so that it ended up spitting out fresh blood.
"I'm a useless old man" said Papa, wounded, broken, crying out to blame himself for what befell my destiny.
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