CHOOSE SILENCE
Chapters. 58. Let Time Answer

In the morning I tried to open my eyes. It turns out that the family has gathered in the nursery and the children are already fragrant in Papa's sling with Mama.

I woke up but looked all over the room but could not find Alfred. My memory last night is still imprinting where he helped pump ASI even give massage, in order to launch.

"Are you awake, baby?" mama said with a smile.

"Sorry Ma, I'm getting up late" I said, yawning.

"It doesn't matter honey, your health is more important. Hmm it seems like your sleep last night was so much fun," teased Mama.

I frowned hearing Mama because I didn't understand.

"You should clean up soon, baby, in a few hours we'll leave" said Mama.

"Okay Ma," I immediately got up stepping cautiously into the bathroom.

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We are now getting ready to go to the airport. But until now I did not see the figure of Alfred, because he was banned by my family, especially Moses so that he saw the departure of his children.

"What's wrong?" asked Mama did not understand my feelings at all because for Mama I was like a stranger.

"There is nothing Ma" I said without showing any other attitude.

"Hmm are we looking for Alfred?" guess Mama knows how I feel.

I shook my head as if evasive.

"Alfred had permission to go to the office early this morning because there was a serious problem with this hospital. But he said he would take us away, hmm but until now has not returned, maybe still busy," explained Mama.

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Instantly I stiffened, could it be the problem of financial misappropriation of this hospital. Didn't Alfred see the memory card that I put on the black card at that time. I felt unsettled, anxious to tell but there was no way I could have done it because my lies could have been exposed.

"Oh," I said only oh ria.

"Is everything ready?" ask Moses to Mama.

"Honey," said Mama while I was busy with my thoughts that lead to Alfred.

"Let me push" Moses said, pushing the wheel.

"Alright," I replied pretending to feel awkward. While Gabriella has returned to Indonesia with a feeling of emptiness, even the information from Moses he locked himself in a room. Feeling guilty about everything that happened that was rooted in him.

We are now at the airport and even on a private jet. Alfred has not yet shown himself. The twins have been fussy and even nyusu. Mama and the nanny overwhelmed silencing the twins.

"Honey here with Mommy," I immediately held Kiran because Kiran was more fussy. Already in my arms Kiran was still crying.

"Darling what's still so long?" ask Mom to Papa.

"30 minutes, baby" said Papa.

Keenan and Kiran were crying even more, and did not even want to be carried away.

"Are they sick?" ask me anxiously.

"Looks not Miss," said the nurse who every guard 24 hours.

Brakes

Suddenly the door of the room opened. It was Alfred who came, everyone turned their heads.

Huh....

Alfred's breath was puffing.

"Why are they crying?" alfred asked in his tired breath. "Honey here with Daddy," Alfred immediately carried Kiran first, immediately Kiran fell silent. All were astonished because since then the tiny baby was fussy.

Alfred kisses with teary eyes. In an instant Kiran had fallen asleep. Alfred carefully placed Kiran in the box. Now it is Keenan's turn who is in Alfred's arms, as well as Kiran. Keenan fell asleep immediately.

Keenan was put back in the box after getting a long kiss from Alfred.

All were speechless looking at the Father and the child with a feeling of being moved. But not for Moses, his heartache for Alfred was so deep that it did not stir his heart in the least. Maybe he could forgive Alfred if I didn't have amnesia.

"We'd better get out" said Papa as if to understand.

Everything went out of the room while Moses moved. A sharp look and dislike for Alfred emanated in his eyes and face.

"Honey to give them time" said Mama while pulling Moses' hand.

"Don't fuck around" Moses warned.

I gulped pretending not to respond to it. Now there are both of us and the children who have slept well.

Alfred approached and landed his butt sitting next to me. For a moment he looked at me fixedly.

"I followed your wishes, maybe you want to calm down first. Maybe this situation makes you shocked as you say that you feel new born. Yes for a while I relented but do not separate me from the children" Alfred said without letting go of his gaze making me uncomfortable. "It's a shame that I have such a precious and priceless treasure that the three of you, only the three of you family that I have," he added with flushed eyes.

I was dumbfounded, honestly this chest feels tight.

Hearing my question made Alfred turn his gaze towards the children's box.

"Mommy left us forever since I was a child, and Daddy and my brother left together 3 years ago" Alfred said with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry I don't know" I felt guilty for accidentally reminding Alfred of the incident.

Alfred looked back at me with a smile, yes a forced smile.

"There's still a lot you don't know, so I hope you recover soon. I don't want to live with regret and guilt" Alfred said, wiping the back of my hand. "I am a man, a husband and a father is not good and does not even deserve that designation but I am trying to fix everything" he added with a sad look.

I'm speechless. I've misjudged. From the beginning I judged that this lying amnesia was good luck to Alfred because I did not remember anything but it was not beneficial to Alfred, even he hoped that my memory would recover. What's wrong with this guy? he became a good person and even cared.

"I still have a job here that can't be left out these few months. After everything is done, I'll see you guys" Alfred explained, because his company had a big problem.

I could only nod in response to Alfred's words.

"May I hold you for a moment?" alfred's request made me freeze. I could see the look in those eyes like a plea.

I nodded awkwardly.

Alfred hugged me so tightly and didn't want to be let go.

"Oh my God what is this? it was I who begged him to rub my stomach and now he pleaded, "I made myself unconsciously shed tears. Fortunately I hid my face in the chest of that field.

"I just realized you mean so much in my life" Alfred sat up while kissing the tip of my head.

Feeling Alfred enough to let go of the hug. The moment our gazes met was very intense.

"Thank you" said Alfred, rubbing my face gently.

Alfred reached into his pants pocket to pick up the wallet, then grabbed a card that I had once held.

"Save this, if you need something, it's used" Alfred said.

Suddenly a small object fell on the bed, it was a memory card. Our eyes are both watching that thing.

I grabbed the memory card and handed it to Alfred, hoping he would check the tape immediately.

"It looks like it's a memory card" I said.

"Didn't you remember?" ask Alfred ngaco.

"What is my connection to the memory card?" my fanc. "Let's check the memory card immediately because the truth is there," I said.

"Hmm it's your card that was likely tucked away at that time" Alfred said. "Where's your phone?" alfred asked because at the time of the incident I did not find my phone.

"I'm sorry I don't remember and don't know where my phone is. Hmm but you better check first, maybe it's my memory," my lure.

Alfred smiled.

"Yes, I'll check later" said Alfred because he was curious, it could be that he found a photo and even a video of me in the memory card.

I feel relieved.

"It's time for you to leave" Alfred said, glancing at the watch in his hand.

Alfred approached Keenan and Kiran's box. He kissed the tiny face as their farewell.

"Honey well there, don't fuss over Mommy's kasian," said Alfred without blinking staring at the slumbering faces of Keenan and Kiran. Even Alfred shed tears.

Alfred shed a tear and turned his body, moving closer.

"Darling if there's something don't hesitate to call me. I'm taking Keenan, Kiran."

Cup

Alfred landed a kiss on my forehead. Then step out. In the doorway Alfred turned his back to look at me with a sad face. He then tried to smile.

I looked at Alfred's back to the point of being invisible with a confused feeling.

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Tears just flow without being asked.

"Maybe this is the best. I'm tired of all this suffering, let time answer."

Seriate....

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