CHOOSE SILENCE
Chapters. 48. Surrender

My relationship with Alfred is getting limited by the wall. No greeting or I glanced at him. Now my womb is 26 weeks old.

Tonight I wanted to eat topokki, but I didn't like the food at all. It's not hard for me because it's already available in the fridge.

With the spirit of 45 I was struggling in the kitchen with a bulging stomach, understandably there grew two babies a pair, yes at 23 weeks gestation did the USG know the sex of my babies.

Topokki's ready and I'm taking him to the dinner table.

"What are you cooking?" a baritone voice like a scream made my steps stop. Alfred approached with a nose and mouth.

Ducklings...

Alfred wanted to vomit because of the smell of topokki. Even the aroma stirred his stomach, when it was his favorite food.

Prangs....

The large plate containing the topokki in my hand threw Alfred to the floor so that it was scattered on the floor. My eyes were round, staring at every piece of toppoki strewn across the floor.

"One more time you bring food like that into this house, you better leave this house," Alfred snapped as if to throw me out.

My teary eyes still stared at every piece of topokki to the point that it gulped desperately wanting that lumpy piece and gravy into my mouth, not even I responded to Alfred's threat.

I crouched down to clean up the fragments of the plate still with a gulp. Had it not been dirty long ago put it in my mouth. Both babies crave that food.

"Make me nauseous" said Alfred passed without thinking about my feelings.

Crying, disappointment that's how I feel right now. I've sucked in cooking and not even had time to taste, now wasted either greedy or selfish people.

The clock on the phone is still at 8 p.m. I really wanted that food so much that it made me reckless to go out just looking for topokki food, happened to be on the other end of there is a cafe.

I walk, let's just say I train my leg muscles that are starting to swell. Arriving at that place I immediately ordered, and did not wait long because it happened that visitors were not crowded.

My heart cheered with excitement to find a large plate topokki exactly with my cooking earlier. In an instant the large plate had no toilet left.

"Honey my mother has fulfilled your wishes. Forgive Daddy, huh? maybe Daddy doesn't like the food you want. You guys have the heart to torture Daddy," I muttered that I had lost my mind. Lately my sanity is not controlled, sometimes often talking to my two prospective children.

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I'm pecking, right in front of Leon's room door. How not, Alfred's chat with Andre in the living room was very clear in my ears.

"Sir is sure?"

"When did I change my mind, Andre? it's time I got everything. The revenge mission was enough for me. I will return the woman to her family and tell her on what basis I married their daughter. I won Andre, the brengse* woman accepted for what she did. Hmm haven't I been kind enough? still letting him live? while Daddy and Bernat are gone?" alfred said at length.

Andre hates not knowing what to say.

"I immediately divorced him and handed him over directly to his parents" Alfred said.

With a shaky step I tried to get close to them. Andre was quite shocked at my arrival, but not for Alfred. Alfred smiled even smirked.

"It's good that you've heard everything" Alfred told me.

"You're not serious about what you just said? I beg you not to do that" I pleaded with you while crying.

Prok....

Alfred clapped his hands to see me pleading.

"Your crying is a victory for me Isabella!"

"I beg you to keep this a secret to my parents until I give up. Give me a minute,"

Andre couldn't bear to see what I was doing, while Alfred was very happy.

"Give me some time" I said back while holding my stomach because it felt the kick of my two babies.

"I'm not kidding Isabella,"

After saying that Alfred passed while nudging my shoulders strong enough to make my legs unbalanced riding my body.

Aww

I fell with a stifled scream. Alfred didn't care about me or he didn't realize I was down.

I screamed, and suddenly the blood flowed again. Yeah, it was bleeding so much that I called Dea to help me stand up.

Dea was shocked and thoughtlessly took me to the hospital. The age of my pregnancy entered the 7th month so I was forced to resign faster because I was thinking more about my two fetuses.

At the hospital I was immediately handled by doctor Sintya.

"Tok me raise my hand, this is very risky if you keep both fetal doctors. While the cancer was getting spread, I know the complaints that the doctor felt during pregnancy. It must have been a tremendous pain but the doctor kept it a secret and tried hard. It is very unlikely that both prospective doctors survived, as well as the lives of doctors" explained doctor Sintya.

I froze hearing the information after the description that smothered the chest of doctor Sintya.

"From the beginning I said. Whatever happens these two children will be born into the world,"

"May there be a miracle. I salute the persistence of doctors risking their lives for the sake of these babies,"

For a moment I was silent.

"If that day comes, please save my two babies. If there is a choice from any of us, please save them, they have the right to come to the world. Promise me and never say that to anyone including my family later" I wrote to Sintya.

"Please promise me doc,"

Doctor Sintya nodded back unable to embrace my body.

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For weeks I thought about this, and today is the result of my long thinking. All I have taken care of including Leon yesterday had flown to Indonesia with Dea. As agreed I will give birth in Indonesia. Both my parents believed that.

I am now 8 months running. After storing a small notebook, call it a diary. In it is the outpouring of my heart from the beginning of marriage and the end I wrote today.

All my things I've done. Now there is only one suitcase that I will carry. Yes today I quit, I give up. I admit Alfred won.

I met Alfred who happened to be in the study. Yes, I ventured to meet him.

I went in without knocking on the door because it wasn't closed. Alfred stopped his work because he saw my sudden arrival.

"May I sit down? there's something I want to talk about," I said, asking for permission.

Alfred didn't answer so I took the initiative to step onto the couch and sit myself down.

Alfred's sharp gaze made me smile. But I pretended not to know that.

"Please come closer" I try to look strong.

Alfred was stunned to hear my gentle tone.

"A little while," I turned back with a smile.

Alfred finally moved as I commanded. We sat facing each other on a sofa table.

I took a deep breath, then developed a smile.

My eyes were fixed on the map under the sofa table. I know it's a map with divorce papers. I grabbed the map and put it on the sofa table.

Alfred raised an eyebrow at what I was doing.

I looked at Alfred fixedly and then turned back to stare at the file on the table.

"I'll handle this divorce papers the way you want. You won Al, I admit it and I gave up today as I asked. But before I signed the divorce papers," I stopped for a moment. "May I ask for a moment, please wipe my stomach for a moment" I said in the end.

Deg

Hearing that made Alfred not believe that I would handle the divorce papers that had been prepared from the beginning.

"I'm serious" I told Alfred.

"Don't joke around" Alfred said, thinking this was a joke.

I'm laughing a little.

"Is my face full of jokes? no Al I manifest your wish. Do it as soon as I get out of your life" I said. "Leon flew to Indonesia yesterday" I said.

Alfred was a little surprised because he didn't know anything about Leon. Alfred's feelings were filled in two directions, namely between joy, happiness and loss.

"Al how?" I convinced Alfred that he didn't want to linger.

"Finally you give up, and the winner is me. But it's not that easy because I'm going to come to Indonesia to tell your parents this secret" Alfred said triumphantly.

"Alright if it makes you satisfied" I said calmly. "It's up to you to do what I'm gone," my mind claustrophobic.

"Do it" I asked.

Alfred got up and I got up. We both gulped and sighed. Alfred approached with an intense gaze on this huge belly. His hands were stretched out with tremors. This is the first time for Alfred. By reflex Alfred rubbed my stomach as I asked.

Deg

The second kick of the baby made Alfred's heart beat. Since then I have closed my eyes. Alfred's hand rubs made me feel comfortable.

I felt like I was opening my eyes immediately. Unknowingly my tears dripped down Alfred's hand that was still stuck in my stomach.

"Enough," I immediately sat back down.

Without a word or a second thought I immediately put my signature where it should be.

I wiped my tears and grabbed something from my pocket, and placed it on top of the divorce papers.

Without a word I passed leaving Alfred frozen.

I came out of the house feeling broken into pieces. Along the way I can only cry, yes cry over my destiny.

I don't know what made Alfred's heart moved to follow. He was sure my destination was the airport, so in a hurry he did his vehicle. Though my purpose is not to Indonesia but to somewhere.

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