CHOOSE SILENCE

CHOOSE SILENCE
Chapters. 86. The Imperfect Woman


After the event everyone went back to their homes.


"Honey already dong ngambeknya," woo Alfred since earlier while pacing to follow where I stepped.


I still don't respond to that prank.


"Darling...."


Alfred immediately hugged me from behind when I laid my body in a sideways position.


I twisted the eyeball with pursed lips while Alfred was constantly chattering.


"Your hair is very fragrant dear," Alfred pleaded again had run out of words.


I hissed in silence, very careless to feel the treatment.


"I'm no longer in the mood so I beg you not to disturb me" I grumbled.


Hearing me speak made Alfred smile in silence.


"Darling....." Alfred tried to turn my body upside down and his efforts succeeded because his energy was greater than mine.


I threw my face away without looking at Alfred. It made Alfred gemes, and knew I was really angry.


"I'm sorry baby, so next time don't give a riddle like this" said Alfred.


"There is no need for you to move in public. He said the CEO is famous, successful business people but such proverbs or so small do not know," I railed about issuing these skewers.


"That's not a proverb baby, just a.... "


"We'd better get some sleep, I'm already sleepy," I immediately cut Alfred's words.


Alfred fell silent without wanting to bother again. He knows I'm angry again.


"Good night dear," Alfred kissed my forehead with a forced smile while enveloping our bodies. I could see that sad face from my narrowed eye because I was closing my eyes.


Alfred laid on his back, staring at the ceiling.


"Darling have you slept? I'm going to the children's room" Alfred said in a soft voice as he turned to look at me. I did not answer and kept my eyes closed.


Alfred smiled, then woke up.


"Where?" I said I couldn't take it anymore.


"To the children's room. You said not in the mood and did not want to be disturbed" Alfred said in a sad tone of voice, even looking at the face as if regretting something.


I opened my eyes immediately. Then get up and put my head on Alfred's thighs. Finding it made Alfred shocked.


"Sorry," I said with my face up.


Alfred smiled and rubbed my face affectionately.


"You're not wrong baby because I know that the woman's innate red cross is upset" Alfred said.


"That's you know," I said with narrowed eyes.


"Hmmm was a Google peek," said Alfred while winking.


I smiled as I shook my head, a funny feeling of course I felt. Alfred still stroked my head, whereas I was treated like it felt very comfortable.


"Darling to ask, how many children do you want to have before?" let me move on to another conversation.


"One dozen," said Alfred quickly. Hearing Alfred's reply made me smile, at once this chest was tight.


"But because we live in a restricted country, two children or three children are quite affectionate" Alfred said immediately aware of the change in my face. Alfred has completely forgotten something that could have hurt me as a woman or as a wife.


"Darling I don't mean....."


"I'm sorry I can't give you the way you want," I cried unconsciously. "I can only give you Keenan and Kiran as our flesh and blood, and Leon as their complement. I'm not a perfect woman or wife" I said with a pinched heart.


"Darling," Alfred shook his head as he placed his index finger on my lips. Alfred used my body to sit in line with himself.


Now my position was on the chest of the field with Alfred grabbing my face to stare at him.


"Looks good. Their presence is enough for me, I do not blame the number of our children, for me you are an extraordinary woman or wife. Incredible in a condition that is not felt by other women, there you have described the perfect woman. For the future do not ever say this again, for me you are a perfect and extraordinary wife," said Alfred at length.


I immediately hugged Alfred, hiding my face in the chest of the field while sobbing.


"Thank you dear," I muttered without pulling my face.


Alfred returned the embrace and repeatedly kissed the tip of my head with a full heart after hearing the screams of my heart.


"It's all my fault, baby, it all started with a mistake I planted. Indirectly I made a fatal mistake," Alfred said bitterly as he wiped the tears that came out just like that. How not, the memory of him being rude to me flashed in his memory.


Hearing Alfred blame himself made me immediately pull my face. I held my face up and it was very clear where Alfred was crying.


I changed my sitting position, then stared intensely at Alfred's face. That face of yours I'm stalking with both hands.


"Honey there's nothing wrong with this. Destiny is what it really is, a destiny that we cannot avoid because it makes us learn more. Destiny in the past lessons for us to learn and destiny now let us both strengthen the fortress that had collapsed," said I. "Let's bobo beautiful," I said spoiledly while winking.


"What an incredible. How could I waste a wife like this."


Alfred directly attacked bwbirku so that created the sport bwbir ter scrumptious. From that made him flushed towards the bathroom, completed solo🤣🤫


I chuckle at myself seeing that.


"Darling what you need help?" my God is still laughing.


"In a moment," cried Alfred with a hoarse and dusty voice.


"need help? to make it faster?" I'm back to flirting because Alfred knows that I'm just teasing him.


"It's half over," he shouted back.


"All right! Enjoy it" my god is back.


Aaaq.....


The voice I always heard when the release finally filled the bathroom contents. I shook my head with a red face.


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As promised by the time talks in Indonesia. I went back to work at the hospital today. Continue the internship. I want to continue my education until the title of pediatrician. It took me another 2 years to achieve that.


The family supported, of course, it was approved by Alfred. There was regret in Alfred's heart about my education being delayed by his actions.


Like this morning we had breakfast together. Alfred was committed to taking me every morning to the hospital, and so did he. Alfred had arranged my schedule for morning to evening duty, just at the hour he got home from work.


I'm resigned to the rules that Alfred made, for me it doesn't matter. He has given permission to make me grateful because with my activities this will take time, so certainly less for the family, but by trying I do not ignore them.


I am very lucky to have a husband by Alfred Hugo. Not only handsome but he is a man who cares and cares, and is perfect. Who loves and loves us.


I am aware of this imperfection but Alfred's presence in my life has been a complement.


Seriate....


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