CHOOSE SILENCE
Chapters. 45. Cravings

In Leon's nursery I sat on the sofa still with a blank look. Leon was asleep, and Dea I told him to go home. I don't want anyone bothering me right now.

This all feels like a dream to me. My fate and destiny ended like this. True what the saying goes, the wealth we have does not guarantee for us to live happier, for example I. I was born into a rich family and I have no lack of affection but look now, my life is very sorry.

If I thought that my head wanted to break and the spirit to endure seemed to collapse. Therefore I try to compensate for the burden of this mind so as not to deviate to the negative. This baby candidate symbol for me lasted for 9 months, and the second is my adopted son Leon.

How could I possibly calm down and let these two figures go if I was gone. Imagining this made this chest and heart cramped unspeakably.

My shadow is on Papa with Mama. I believe the news of this pregnancy is happiness for them, because from the beginning they covet it. But if this disease is gnawing on my body I believe this news is making them hurt. And I want to avoid what I'm afraid of. Of course they chose my life over my future son if there was a choice to heal. I don't want my fear to happen because this child has the right to be born into the world. For that I was determined to cover it all up for the sake of this child worthy of living. One day I will share this happy news with both my parents and Opa, Oma.

I let out a breath. Then peeling fruits, yes I have to eat a lot of vitamins so that my fetus grows and develops healthy.

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Uwekis....

I don't know how many times Alfred vomited his stomach so it made him limp. But strangely not just dizzy nausea alone even he wants to eat sour citrus fruits.

Huhhhhh...

Alfred complained in his big chair while kneeling the temple.

"Am I sick again? but this is different" Alfred murmured as if thinking.

["Andre immediately to my room".]

Alfred called Andre.

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Didn't wait long for Andre to come.

"Yes sir what's the problem?" ask Andre because he was just from the room handing over the file.

"Andre is looking for citrus fruits but they taste very sour" Alfred said as he swallowed imagining the new fruit he mentioned.

Andre's eyes widened at Alfred's ridiculous request because this man had never liked sour fruit. But look now he wants the fruit, what is a joke? that's what Andre thinks.

Andre approached and placed his palm on Alfred's forehead, he had to determine whether Alfred was sick or out of his mind.

"Is the Lord sick?"

Alfred quickly shook Andre's hand.

"Did I look like you thought?"

"Do I need to bring Miss to check on Mister?" instead of answering Andre, he asked a question, a question that made Alfred look at him sharply.

"Andre don't talk much, do as I say. I can't wait to find the fruit that I mentioned" Alfred insisted, making him stand up and want to teach Andre a lesson first because the questions were just a waste of time.

"When Mister?"

"One more century Andre! what vitamins do you take to be bodo* like this? now Andre," cried Alfred in annoyance.

"Okay, sir," immediately Andre passed because the lion was starving. But strangely want sour citrus fruits. Doesn't a lion just love fresh meat?.

Along the way Andre thought, looking for sour citrus fruits where? because all this time he knows or often buys fruit is in a shopping center such as a supermarket.

One by one, Andre only looks for citrus fruits taste sour but do not produce results because what is sold is quality fruit.

Andre was tired and did not know where to look in the morning. Alfred's message has been dozens of times. The message was just as urgent as quickly returning to the office with in hand her order.

"Did I ask a favor of Miss?" andre finally gave up. Didn't waste time Andre immediately turned the direction to the hospital because he knew I was on day service.

Arrived at the hospital Andre went straight to where my room was. I was a little surprised by the sudden arrival of Andre with a frustrated face like he was breaking up with his girlfriend.

"I'm sorry Miss if I'm interrupting," Andre said, not feeling good about meeting me during work hours.

I stopped writing, it was a patient report.

"What is Andre doing?" my many.

"This is not very important Miss but to me it is very important to save me from your rampage" Andre said making me raise an eyebrow. "Do you know where anyone sells highly acidic citrus fruits?"

Andre's question made me even more astonished. What is the orange fruit that Andre means.

"What is Andre for? in this country, I have never met citrus fruits that taste sour, other than in Indonesia, a lot of it is sold in the fifth leg" explained I.

"So the fruit that Master meant is not for sale here?" andre asked unconsciously.

I was shocked to hear Alfred's name.

"Why is your Master looking for the fruit?"

"I don't understand Miss either but said Sir, you want the fruit as soon as possible. Look Sir sent a message maybe already hundreds of times with the same message," complained Andre dizzy. "It's a silly request, even you don't like fruit that has a sour taste" he said.

"What does this kid want? it means Alfred's cravings, "my mind seems to understand Alfred's strange desire.

"Andre I propose to buy green apples only because green apples contain a sour taste, rather than nothing" I suggested.

"Andre thought for a moment.

" Alright Miss than not bring it at all," finally Andre agreed to my proposal.

After Andre's departure I closed my eyes. A glimpse of my memory of Alfred. I was pregnant but why was Alfred cravings. Very rarely does this happen because most of what I know about the mother is cravings.

"What is this thing called being bound by a strong mind?" I said to myself. "What would Alfred respond to if he found out I was pregnant with his flesh and blood? does he admit that this child is his flesh and blood or vice versa? huh I'm sure he won't care, even if this kid is his flesh and blood. Even he feels winning, winning has ruined my life in pieces. Win because his revenge mission is reached to the top. Win because my life won't be long" I said in my heart as if reading Alfred's heart.

I felt calm and wanted to go to Leon's room. Want lunch hours, and Leon's time to eat and take medicine. For this colorless matter of life I forgot for a moment just to show my sweet face to Leon and my future baby who doesn't know anything.

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