CHOOSE SILENCE
Chapters. 57. Just for a moment

Eve

Hearing my rejection this afternoon made Alfred shrouded in grief. Alfred even said goodbye to go home. Not to mention receiving anger from Moses.

I stood in the box of my two babies, staring softly at their slumbering faces. Yes what Alfred said is true, the faces of our two babies are similar to him.

"Mommy is so happy to be given the opportunity to hold, hug, care for, and take care of you dear. Mommy never thought of the miracle of this ordinary word, Mommy thought we would never meet but by almighty power we could be like this" I said with teary eyes.

Deg

Instantly my body stiffened feeling the coiled burly hand on my stomach. My eyes went down to see the hands that were coiling.

My body stiffened even more feeling a kiss land on my innocent back. I swallowed without a sound.

"Allow for a moment," the soft baritone voice left me dumbfounded. It turned out to be Alfred, I don't know when the man entered I didn't realize it at all because I was daydreaming.

My heart was beating unruffled, my throat was choked. How not Alfred's treatment is so sweet as if we were a romantic couple.

Instantly my common sense returned and the original plan warned me so that I let go of the two hands in a subtle way, so that Alfred would not suspect.

"I'm sorry I'm not used to it" I said as soon as I was gone.

Alfred was silent but he smiled.

"I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable" Alfred said in response.

"What do we do this kind of thing often? i meanyou?" I wonder what Alfred's answer is, is he lying? or does my bobong amnesia bring him good luck?.

Alfred looked at me with a sad look.

"No, even I did it just this time," I'm Alfred honestly.

I'm biting my lower lip. There was another feeling of hearing Alfred's honesty.

"Our relationship is not, hmm I mean it can be said to be complicated," he said with an eye toward the box of the twins.

"Complicated?" I muttered while holding my head, as if thinking.

"Hmm don't think about what I'm saying" said Alfred, worried because I held my head as if to remember.

"I'm sorry I don't remember at all" I cried with a downcast face.

Alfred approached and rubbed my head without saying.

"I should apologize or worship you, if you know who I really am, maybe I won't be able to see you" Alfred lamented in his heart with a feeling of tightness.

"Tomorrow we will go to Indonesia, hmm even I just knew this is the country of Korea. It's like being a newborn into this world who doesn't know anything" I said.

Alfred grabbed me tightly. I froze in that cage, without retaliating. Alfred closed his eyes while pecking at the top of my head many times, while my face was hidden in the chest of the field with bulging eyes.

"I hope your memory recovers soon, that's all I hope for" Alfred said with reddened eyes.

I looked at what Alfred said. Shouldn't he not have expected that because he wanted to cover up his mistake but I was wrong.

"Sorry," said Alfred only realized what he was doing so releasing the most comfortable embrace.

Hmm

I can only feel awkward.

"Sleep, the kids are still asleep. There I was guarding them" Alfred said.

"It is not necessary because there are baby sitters who will take care of them. I'm sorry I can't be a perfect mother yet" I said.

Alfred shook his head.

"Darling of the millions of Mothers in the world you may not be perfect, but you are one of the wonderful Mothers. A mother who would exchange her life for her children, so don't ever say that,"

I was really excited to hear what Alfred said. Why is it only now that consciousness grows, if from the beginning then this marriage is seasoned with loving happiness but it is too late because this wound is still gaping.

Cup

Alfred kissed my forehead making my daydream go away. I swallowed very surprised.

"I've asked Papa for permission and Mama will accompany you tonight" Alfred said. Alfred before meeting me he first asked my parents for permission because for one month Alfred never stayed one room because it was not allowed for my comfort.

I didn't answer. To be honest I felt uncomfortable and awkward being in a room like this but I couldn't resist.

"You take it easy, I'll be on the couch there. It just so happened that there was an office job I wanted to finish" Alfred said as if he understood my feelings.

"All right," I said as I stepped into the king-size bed.

"Have you taken any medicine?"

"Already," I said briefly.

"Hmm, go to sleep,"

Before stepping onto the sofa Alfred approached the box of the twins.

"Dear sleep well, please cooperate because Mommy wants to sleep and Daddy is at work" murmured Alfred while rubbing his face. He wanted to give a kiss but was afraid to disturb the little babies with their beautiful dreams.

I noticed Alfred's interaction with Keenan and Kiran. Then lay down my body that has not been said to be recovered. Fortunately, this VVIP room is spacious so as to maintain the distance between the sofa and the bed.

I can see Alfred starting to do his work with a serious face. My eyes are closed to the sign of a dream, perhaps due to the influence of drugs.

I don't know how many hours Alfred finally finished his work. Alfred stretched the muscles that felt stiff. Then his gaze was fixed on me the sleeping alley.

Oek....

Suddenly Keenan's cry was heard, causing Alfred to rise.

"What's son? thirsty huh?" alfred said as he lifted Keenan. Although difficult but with effort he managed to lift Keenan. It's hard not to hold a 1-month-old baby. In Alfred Keenan's sling silent with sucked lips indicates he was hungry.

Alfred stepped into the bed and placed Keenan, as if it was safe to go to a special table for formula storage. Yes the twins were forced to consume formula milk because my circumstances were not possible.

After being dropped on the wrist, intending to feel the hot temperature Alfred immediately thrust into Keenan's mouth.

"Wah really hungry Daddy's son," said Alfred look greedily Keenan, it did not take long now the bottle was empty.

Oek....

Now it was Kiran's turn to wake up. Alfred immediately got up after laying Keenan beside me.

"Daddy's son is hungry too?" Alfred immediately lifted Kiran in his carriage.

Just like Keenan, Kiran is hungry. Now that little baby was lying next to me.

Alfred responded one by one with a feeling of happiness, during his life he never thought about having children what else twins like this. Everything was never imagined by him because from the beginning he was committed to not wanting to have a life partner because of the trauma with the departure of the Mommy. But the almighty willed the other and now he is endowed with a handsome prince and a beautiful princess, who are now in style before him.

"Look baby Mommy is so good so don't wake Mommy? let Daddy accompany you," Alfred said as if Keenan and Kiran heard.

Keenan and Kiran were agitated with both feet raised.

"Let me check the diapers" murmured Alfred a little suspicious because they were calm at first.

First Alfred checked Keenan's diaper.

"Hmm apparently Daddy's son ekee...."

Alfred painstakingly cleaned the dirt using wet wipes until clean and replaced the new diaper. Once Keenan is safe he changes to Kiran. It turns out that Kiran only wet the bed so that it makes it easier to replace diapers.

I squirm and try to open my eyes. Surprised of course by the spectacle beside me, where Alfred was changing Kiran's diaper, I woke up.

"They're awake?" I asked so Alfred turned his head because he didn't realize I was awake.

"Just sleep, baby, they're safe. Our son was just BAB while the beauty was just bedwetting" Alfred explained.

I looked in disbelief if Alfred could handle them because it wasn't easy for ordinary people. What else all this time Alfred never considered them as good in the womb but see now he loves them very much. The heart of course enveloped my heart because it was like a dream.

"I'm sorry I fell asleep" I said, not feeling well.

"This is also my responsibility. I will put them back to sleep" Alfred said with heavy eyes. He immediately held Keenan while swaying.

"Preferably do not carry later they are a habit, just put it down," I said subtly.

"Allow me tonight I carry them as much as I can because from tomorrow onwards moments like this cannot be done" Alfred said as he watched Keenan's face closely.

Deg

"meaning?" I asked with a slightly strange feeling hearing Alfred's words.

"Aren't you going tomorrow? that means we are separated" said Alfred with a sad look, even his voice was barely heard by me.

I breathed a sigh of relief, there was a fear that perched on me.

It didn't take long for Keenan to fall back asleep, then put back into a luxurious box. Back Alfred did Kiran like Keenan. It didn't take Kiran long to catch up with her brother. It was as if they were making room for their two foreign-like parents.

Things go back awkward.

"What's wrong?" alfred asked, realizing this discomfort. Yes I am not comfortable because pay**** that pain due to ASI swell, usually I pump assisted baby sitter but tonight can not who do that.

"That, that," of course I'm awkward and impossible to tell.

"What's wrong? just say it," Alfred said like forcing because he was a little worried.

"Hmm pay****I am in pain once, usually to get it out must be pumped," I shrieked at the end with a reddened face that made me look down.

Alfred was shocked to make him play his tongue in his mouth. Do not know what to do if it relates to it, even though his status as a husband but for it is very impossible.

"Where is the tool you mean saved? let me take it," asked Alfred.

"At the table there," pointed me a little hesitantly.

Alfred moved on. Then give up that thing.

"Can you come out for a second?" I said by biting my lower lip.

Alfred's forehead shriveled at my orders.

"For what?" asked Alfred innocently.

I swallowed my mouth somehow explaining this.

"I want to get this out immediately, so for that I beg you to come out for a while until I'm done," I explained with a heated face holding in shame.

It was as if Alfred was staring at me.

"I am your husband so what a shame, after all I've seen him," said Alfred made my eyes round.

"It's true but it's only once" I sat up with a flushed face.

"I only saw once not even just see but more than that," Alfred was still very clear considering the incident so that his face reddened.

"Let me help you" out of nowhere, which makes me dare to say this.

"What?" my words don't believe.

"Do as if you are tormented" Alfred said.

"This is nothing compared to the suffering for the sake of suffering you once chastised," my inner self.

For the sake of not suspecting me by having to do that with Alfred. Shame of course because circumstances like this never happened. It wasn't just me who felt awkward that even Alfred himself was now blushing his handsome face.

Seriate....

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