COLD REVENGE'S
Part 66's. Let Go Your Burden's
We spent the afternoon and evening eating, watching, shopping and walking around. He took me to my apartment. My mood improved with all of this, I forgot my frustration at receiving Dench's call.
"When are you back in New Jersey?" He decided to park his car and talk to me.
"On the 24th, only five days left, I spent my vacation ration to invite them to vacation until January 3rd."
"It seems like it would be a nice thing.If you're in London, come visit me with your Aunt and Uncle. Stay at my house?" He asked me to stay at his house? Does he know what that means? Even asking my Aunt and Uncle whom my parents considered joining? Now we have to talk about this clearly.
"You want me to visit you? With Aunt and Uncle?" I clenched my chin and saw it. What exactly did he expect?
"You don't want to?"
"Do you want to make me your date?" Questions answered with questions.
"You want to move to London?"
"Why do I have to move to London to be your date? You're asking me to be your date and move to London? You're thinking seriously."
"Yes, I'm serious. We're coworkers, complicated involved something with a coworker. You know that too. If you say it's just a short date, better not. I don't ask for anything in return to help you, to do what you want, to take care of you, to remind you not to overstep your limits, even if I like you and want to protect you, to be jealous if you go out with someone, to worry about you. But I know you've got a lot of things still unfinished. I don't know when you can let go either. Are you willing to let go? This case will probably take years, let alone the case of Dench. I can't wait that long, we're different continents, someone has to let go of his ego, our relationship is difficult."
"I want people who want a family. We're coworkers, it would be complicated to bring feelings. But if it's friends, then our relationship will be easier. I'm not gonna tell you anything right now, other than we'd better be friends. Unless you tell me, you're willing to let go of all your obsessions to date and hand them over to the law. After we've tried everything we can." I smiled at his words.
"Can't you say this if you don't have anything to do with me. But you're right to know when I can let go of this burden. You're a good man. I'm lucky to be your friend."
I'm not curious anymore. It is better that we become friends. There are too many barriers between us and the biggest one is my own obsession. Now I understand the problem is with me. Now my words make him sigh.
"If you want to move to London. I think with your work experience you can ask Thomas for a suitable job."
"You know you can't leave this case yet."
"Make the result to the DEA and the authorities. They've already got a reply. You've done everything you could until this very second. Do you want to be a murderer like them? Your father doesn't want you to go down a long road like this, he wants you to forget this and move on with your life well." How did he know until my father's wish?
"Did I ever tell you that, where did you find out?"
"You said everything when you were drunk."
"It turns out so..." I won talk a lot apparently.