COLD REVENGE'S
Part 90's. The Trouble Sources 2
But he caught my hand again.
"Don't get Julie in our trouble, she's got nothing to do with it."
"No indeed! Then why are you talking about our problems to him, you think I don't know! She's beautiful, rich, famous, not like I'm full of trouble. If you consider me a burden you don't have to take care of what I do, you think I can't weigh what I'm doing, you think I'm a reckless little boy acting, you know, you know I made it today to put that son of a bitch Cohen in jail. I'm so happy, you know what this means to me, but when you saw me immediately say 'what other problems are you making'?! Then talk about it to your perfect woman?! What trouble did I make for you?! From now on you don't have to get involved anymore, you're clear. I can finish this myself!"
With those words, I turned around..
"Dome!" I didn't hear the call anymore, I got in the car, gas went from there. My eyes were heating up, maybe I would regret saying that to her, but even more annoyed to hear her say me as her burden. I still have the pride to accept those hurtful words.
I'd rather break from her than be considered a burden.
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He tried calling last night. But I ignored him, I cried myself to the point of exhaustion, he really made my day worse, from a big smile because I managed to get Cohen into prison to. Since the night before was already sleeping late, I fell asleep just like that and left puffy eyes the next morning.
A lot of things are in debt, but maybe I was very emotional last night because of that talk, maybe jealous, and a lot of other things mixed up, too, perhaps also my near monthly period provoked me too far.
I went down to the lobby to work, I saw him waiting for me there.
"Emma. let me take you." Maybe he feels guilty. But I still feel hurt when he considers me a burden of trouble for him. "I'll give you breakfast. Please let me drive you."
"You don't have to bother the trouble maker." I stood straight looking at him.
"You know I didn't mean that. I'm just worried about you. My words are outrageous, I'm sorry." I took a deep breath and walked to the front of the lobby apartment and he followed me..
"So yesterday Cohen was arrested. That was very nice. You asked your boss to help you report it." He opened the conversation later. For some reason I am still heartbroken over the events of yesterday, my q is considered a burden of trouble. Maybe I am full of problems. Why would he want to get involved with me?
"Yes he's been arrested." I looked straight ahead to the road we were on. Feeling miserable like you are going to have a breakup. The excitement of Cohen being arrested yesterday couldn't make me feel good this morning.
"That's very nice. Stay Cohen. We'll find a way." He used the word 'we', but he himself was not prepared to bear the word 'we', or I might not be ready for this restriction either.
He was trying to make a regular conversation now. A light talk that's trying to make me believe him
"Colin, I think we should break first."
"What do you mean break. I told you I don't think of you as a source of trouble. Last night I said wrong, it's because I was worried about you. Julie's just a friend, you don't misjudge our conversation last night, I've known her a long time from her sister even last night I talked to her boyfriend."
"You're worried about me, but maybe I'm not ready to be a source of worry either. Like you said I'm not ready to be the source of your problems." Our eyes met, he might not believe I asked for a break.
"No, we're not gonna break." His words made me take a long breath.
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