Competing Love With Ustadz

Competing Love With Ustadz
In A Third Night


After a short silence, Ustadz Adnan reacted by walking a few steps after Zayn who started leaving the dining room.


"I know, You stayed in the pesantren that you initially hated so much because of Ning Faza, But you need to remember Zayn, From 'Umar bin Al Khottob, He said that He heard the Prophet Shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam,


...ا الأَعْمَالُ النِّيَّةِ ا لاِمْرِئٍ ا انَتْ لَى اللَّهِ لِهِ لَى اللَّهِ لِهِ انَتْ لَى ا ا ا ا لَى ا ا ا ا...


“ Actually every practice depends on its intention. Everyone will get what he wants. He who hides because of Allah and His Messenger, then for Allah and His Messenger. Who is hijrahnya because of seeking the world or because of the woman he married, then hijrahnya to whom He is headed .” (CHR. Bukhari 1 and Muslim no. 1907).


Zayn was speechless, Ustadz Adnan was indeed right, Early He stayed in the pesantren indeed because of Ning Faza, But as time went on, He stayed in the pesantren indeed, Zayn was used to worship and all the rules of the boarding school even though Ning Faza was far away in the boarding school.


The tension between Ustadz and Santrinya for fighting over the same woman melted when they heard Isya's adhan reverberate.


Without answering anything, Zayn left Ustadz Andan and headed straight for Madjid.


•••


After performing Isya Pak Kiai prayers fill a short cult about the virtues of the tahajud Salat,


Zayn was still daydreaming when Pak Kiai explained what his priorities were, Until when Pak Kiai explained until the Do'a was granted, Baru Zayn felt interested and saw Pak Kiai.


"Priority of the next tahajud prayer is granted his prayer.


God will fulfill the prayers of the Tahajudites. The Prophet said, “On one night, there was a time when a Muslim asked for the help of the world and the Hereafter, Surely Allah SWT gave him. It goes on every night.” (HR.Muslim and Ahmad of Jabir)


Zayn was stunned and thought he would do it in the next third of the night.


After the cult ended the students returned to their respective rooms because on Friday night it was a formal lesson in liburkan.


Zayn immediately prepared for bed because He wanted to wake up in the third night early to complain to the Owner of the Match, Allah SWT.


•••


Zayn immediately took ablution water and performed the tahajud prayer 4 raka'at twice salam, Then Zayn continued with the three raka'at vitir prayer with two greetings. After finishing the tahajud prayer and Zayn's witir focused on praying for forgiveness for the sins He had committed, After that Zayn ended his Do'a by asking for his soul mate from the letter Al Anbiya' verse 89.


 رَبِّ لَا تَذَرْنِيْ فَرْدًا وَّاَنْتَ خَيْرُ الْوٰرِثِيْنَ ۚ


[Rabbi la tazarni fardaw wa anta khairul-warien ]


Meaning: O my Lord, do not allow me to live alone (without descendants) and You are the best heir.


"As long as the yellow janur has not curved, it can still be pierced."


Those words made Zayn flinch and turn to the side.


Zayn looked at Bimo who was smiling widely raising his eyebrows.


Then Zayn looked back and around, It turned out that many other Santri had also gathered to pray tahajud.


"Saking khusuknya to not realize that there have been many other students, Untung his prayer did not fasten, If you are sure all horrified that Zayn Athallah the stray model is trying to corner Ustadz Adnan in the third of the night" bimo said, laughing again.


"And you hear my prayer?" ask Zayn flat.


"Not really, But since your sharia fist against Ning Faza, I've always been watching you, so what else would make you worship solemnly if it wasn't for Ning Faza?"


Zayn was silent to hear it. Zayn recalled Ustadz Adnan's words and reflected on all his sins and deeds.


"I confess my early hijrah because of Ning Faza, But You know my heart rather than Me, I truly regret the sins I have committed on You O God, I'm sorry for doing so much filial work with women who aren't my mahram, If this time I want Ning Faza out of love and for the good of my faith, am I wrong?" zayn inwardly from the deepest content of his heart.


Bimo was silent to see Zayn who returned solemnly to pray. Then he performed his tahajud prayer.


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