Competing Love With Ustadz
Jealous

Zayn looked back and saw Carissa holding his hand. Then Zayn looked back at Faza worried that Faza would think nothing of Carissa.

As Zayn thought, Faza was so hurt to see Carissa's hand still in Zayn's arm. Without even wanting to look any longer, Faza immediately ran away leaving them.

"Ning Faza's..." Anna ran after Faza, followed by Ustadz Adnan while looking at Zayn with an indescribable gaze.

"Ning Faza!" Zayn tried to run. Carissa pulled him back.

"Windy! Let go of me, Why are you still bothering me!"

"I've said it, I'm not just gonna let you go!"

"Carissa don't make me mad, or you'll never be able to go back to Jakarta!" zayn violently pushed Carissa's body away from him.

Not so hunting for knickknacks typical of the Arab village, Faza directly into the bus. Faza really could not hide his jealousy seeing the other Woman near Zayn.

"Does this mean Ning Faza really loves Zayn?" mother Anna asked who saw Ning Faza's change. But Faza did not answer, Ustadz Adnan interrupted their conversation.

"You may hate something when it is good for you, you may like something even though it is bad for you. God knows, and you do not know."(QS Al - Baqarah:216)

"What is Ustadz trying to say?" ask Anna.

"Sir Anna, may I speak to Dek Faza?"

"All right."

Ustadz Andan sat on the bench next to Ning Faza who was still bowed sadly

"Sometimes what makes us unhappy, It is best for us according to God, And vice versa, What makes us happy is not necessarily good according to God, Don't be weak and don't be easily fooled into misleading feelings."

Ning Faza raised his face looking at Ustadz Andan trying to understand her words and the feelings she felt towards her future husband.

Ustadz Andan carved out his thin smile and tried to hide his pain of seeing his future wife jealous of another man.

"I'm sorry Faza Tadz, Faza shouldn't have behaved like this."

"No papa, If the Deck of Faza is sad, Think to Allah and then pray, Then the sorrow of God willing will disappear. In addition, Salawat can also facilitate all affairs and can calm the heart."

Zia nodded her head.

With Ustadz Adnan, It can make him about, but being with Zayn always makes him happy.

Zayn who from earlier heard their conversation beside the Bus door, Felt the opportunity to get Ning Faza was getting harder, Though before Carissa's arrival, the, Ning Faza had shown his signs if He had the same feelings as her, But looking at Ning Faza who was now smiling with Ustadz Adnan, he was, Making Zayn unsure if Ning Faza would return his love let alone tell his Abinya the truth.

"Zayn, why don't you go up?" ask Mr. Kiai who just came.

"Yes Mr. Kiai, this is just going up,"

Followed by Pak Kiai and Bu Nyai and other groups.

After the group gathered, the bus left Surabaya.

Looking at Ning Faza's gloomy face, Zayn re-wrote the message on a piece of paper and thrust it through the gap of the chair. But unlike before, this time Ning Faza ignored him and was unwilling to take the paper.

Feeling neglected Zayn stood up and leaned over to give it to Ning Faza's face, It caught the attention of Ustadz who was sitting next to Zayn, No exception Pak Kiai who was on the bench next door.

"Zay!"

Hearing his Abinya's voice, Faza immediately took the paper in Zayn's hand and hid it.

"What are you doing?"

Zayn was nervous looking at Mr. Kiai.

Likewise with Ustadz Andan who was curious about what Zayn did that made Pak Kiai scream.

"Yes Mr. Kiai,"

"What are you doing?"

"A-e.. Sorry Mr. Kiai, I'm looking around the street, I think there's a mosque or gas station no, I'm kebelet, hehehe."

"Jeez Zayn, I think..." Mr. Kiai did not continue his words.

and tell the driver to stop if there is a public toilet. But unlike Ustadz Adnan who did not believe it just like that, Ustadz Adnan felt that was not the real reason for Zayn.

Zayn breathed a sigh of relief and sat back on his stool.

While Faza who saw the atmosphere had safely opened up what Zayn was trying to tell him.

“Half of love is believing, the rest is suspicious. Half of the longing was doubtful, The rest was jealous, If Ning Faza was feeling it meant Ning Faza really loved me." Faza took a deep breath reading what Zayn said.

Then Faza again read the next line.

"Honestly I don't know anymore about how to count the heartbeats when dealing with you, if you could hear it, Of course you would never doubt my love even if a thousand women came to me."

Ning Faza closed his eyes understanding his feelings.

Zayn who always makes her pounding happy or Ustadz Adnan who always cools her heart.

Seriate...

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