Competing Love With Ustadz
Waiting Decision

"Back to the dorm!" pak Kiai's assertiveness surprised Zayn and Faza.

While outside, Ustadz Adnan immediately left Pak Kiai's house.

"But Mr. Kiai, how about the..."

Mr. Kiai looked at Zayn with his fierce gaze.

"Sorry Mr. Kiai." Zayn lowered his head again.

"Go! And wait what decision I will make for you!"

With great force, Zayn got up from his seat and stepped out.

Faza continued to see Zayn out of his house and was seen by Abi who immediately scolded him.

"The square! Keep your eyes on me!"

Faza immediately lowered his head while continuing to remad his gamis.

"Assynoltom..."

"Wa'alaikumsalam.." said Mr. Kiai who still looks upset.

Ummi who had just returned to teach looked at the astonished Faza who was sitting on the floor, then Ummi approached her husband.

"What happened Abi? What happened to Faza?"

"Teach him how to guard his heart and gaze to a man who is not his mahram! He almost humiliated us for being alone with Zayn in the UKS room.

Want to put where our faces in hadapa Pak Rudi and Bu Nisa?"

"Astaghfirullahhaladzim Faza, What have you thought?"

"Sorry Faza." cried Faza.

As a mother, Seeing her daughter crying certainly helped her feel sad, With compassion Ummi memapah Faza to the room after getting permission from Abi.

•••

"You're so brave Zayn."

The remark stopped Zayn's steps and made him look back.

"The positive side of being brave is encouraging a Muslim to do heavy work and carry risks in order to defend his honor. But if it is not used as it should be, it will lead a Muslim to humiliation" said Ustadz Adnan who had stood right in front of Zayn who was none other than the santri he had been taught.

"The world was created for the brave. Only the brave will be able to face the rigors of the world and be able to break through all its thick walls."

“A believer is a brother to another believer, It is not lawful for a believer to buy the goods that his brother has bought, and it is not lawful to ask his brother's fiancee, unless the engagement has broken up, I've said this to you a lot Zayn!"

"The law of eavesdropping on conversation in Islam is haram, this has been explained in hadith no.1544 the history of Imam Bukhari's hadith from Ibn Abbas ra reads :

"Wa man istama'a ilaa haditsi qoumin wahum lahu kaarihuun, shubba fii udzunaihi al-aanuku yaumal qiyamah"

Which means "And whoever listens to the speech of a people and they hate it (if my speech is heard by him), then their ears will melt the copper liquid on the Day of Resurrection" Terrible right?"

Ustadz Andan fell silent, as he felt checkmate by Zayn.

"I'm sorry Tadz, It's not that I don't respect Ustadz as my teacher, But it's a matter of two hearts loving each other, If Ning Faza doesn't love me, it's that Ning Faza doesn't love me, Then I won't be as determined and brave as I am now."

Ustadz Adnan could no longer speak and only let Zayn leave behind words that disturbed his feelings.

•••

While in his room, Faza was still crying over what was going on, He did not know how the end of his love later, Will Abi change his mind to unite his love with Zayn, Abi will change his mind to unite his love with Zayn, Or continue to carry out his marriage with Ustadz Adnan.

"Why are you looking for Nduk's problem?" tanya Ummi while giving warm tea to Faza.

"When did this happen?"

"Faza doesn't know Ummi, the feeling just flows, Even Faza has tried to brush him off. But that feeling was getting real Faza felt."

"Then how did Abi say this to Mr. Rudi and Ms. Nisa? and how does Ustadz Adnan feel?"

"Then what about Faza's feelings, How did Faza live out Faza's days with Ustadz Adnan if Faza kept thinking about Zayn?"

"Istighfar Square! You must not love man more than your love for God."

Faza closed his eyes as he continued to take a stand.

"Take ablution, pray repentance and ask Allah for forgiveness. Don't let your Abi know about this." asserted Ummi who immediately left Faza's room.

Seriate...

Please patience, Author is still not healthy 😢