Competing Love With Ustadz
Smiling Back

The next day Faza took a walk in the boarding area hoping to meet Zayn who since yesterday he did not see, Faza was really made restless by his absence, he said, But want to ask Abi fear Abi suspect, Ke Ustadz Adnan is impossible.

In the depths of his heart Ning Faza passed Bimo who was carrying a plate full of food in his hand.

"Bimo for whom is the food, does anyone get sick?"

"Yes, someone's sick Ning."

"Is Zayn sick?"

Bimo who had been looking down immediately raised his head and looked at Ning Faza.

Ning Faza immediately lowered his gaze and felt his question had made Bimo suspicious.

"Not Ning."

Faza who was embarrassed immediately stepped away.

Bimo turned his head back and stopped Ning Faza's footsteps with his words.

"Zayn returned to Jakarta Ning, Zayn said he would no longer interfere with Ning Faza's relationship with Ustadz Adnan." Bimo said.

Hearing that, Instantly also Ning Faza shed his tears. His heart really did not want Zayn to leave after he ransacked his feelings, Even Zayn to follow him to Jogja just to express his feelings. But why now he just left it. Various questions in his mind. Why is his love so painful and complicated.

"Ning Faza's..."

The voice instantly made his heart flutter, This two-day voice that He longed for, did not feel his smile etched even though Faza had not seen his face. Faza wiped his tears and rolled his body looking back.

"Mas Zayn.." said Faza, whose voice was not heard by anyone.

Zayn smiled charmingly while raising his chin and his eyebrows.

Faza shook his head softly, Wanting it to feel as if he ran to embrace her, expressing his longing and indecision during his absence. But his faith does not allow it.

Zayn stepped closer to her. Instantly Faza directly lowered his head.

"Ning Faza misses me?" tease her.

Faza immediately stepped back to Zayn.

"From yesterday there was no searchin, now it is in front of him in cuekin." God again.

"Why did Bimo lie? She said..."

"He just wanted to tease Ning Faza, I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going,

Faza breathed a sigh of relief, It turned out that his worries did not occur.

"If love is Fiqh, then I'll tell myself that loving the beauty of God's creation like Ning Faza is mandatory, So take it easy, so take it easy, I will never leave Ning Faza until God decides who will be Ning Faza's soul mate later." with his trademark smile and step Zayn left Ning Faza full of confidence.

Faza looked at Zayn's back with a smile of happiness in his heart.

•••

"Haha... In the dormitory Bimo laughed out loud at what Zayn was saying, Bimo who was indeed jail had actually never planned to lie to Ning Faza. But seeing the unrest looking for Zayn made his jail idea appear.

"And you see how Ning Faza's expression looks when he hears you're coming home to Jakarta?" ask Bimo who ended with his laugh.

Zayn laughed shaking his head then leaning his head on his wooden bed.

Then Zayn looked at the ceiling of his room and thought back to Ning Faza.

Although he does not know how it will end, but as long as he still has hope Zayn will continue to try.

•••

After praying magrib as usual Pak Kiai gave his tausiyah.

this time Pak Kiai gave a tausiyah about the grave Pilgrimage in the Age of the Prophet.

"Al-‘Utsaimin rahimahullah explained in ass-Sharh al-Mumti’ (5/379), “At first the Prophet shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam forbade the pilgrimage of the grave, , because the Muslims had just escaped from unbelief and idleness, so he was worried that the pilgrimage of the grave would become a wasilah (sara) of idiosyncrasy. Therefore, when faith was rooted in the hearts of the Muslims, he shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam allowed the pilgrimage of the grave.”

نَهَيْتُكُمْ عَنْ زِيَارَةِ الْقُبُورِ فَزُورُوهَا

“I once forbade you from grave pilgrimage, then pilgrimage (now).” (CHR. Muslim)

"Because soon we will welcome the month of Ramadan.

So as in previous years we will make a pilgrimage to the tomb of the guardian songo on the next Sunday, and for the biyaya later Ustadz Adnan will explain."

After Pak Kiai finished giving his tausiyah and announcement of the Guardians Songo Pilgrimage then continued with Ustadz Adnan who announced the cost they had to pay to follow the Pilgrimage. But Zayn no longer listened to him because Zayn's mind had traveled far there.

His mischievous thoughts again appeared imagining how exciting it would be to steal the opportunity to approach Ning Faza in between trips later.

"This will definitely be a very pleasant Pilgrimage." inwardly.

Seriate...