
In the middle of the night, the bus arrived at the courtyard of Pondok Pesantren.
After Pak Kiai and Bu Nyai went down, Then Ustadz Adnan, Mbak Anna and Faza stepped behind him. However Zayn who stepped behind Faza held his long robe to stop him.
Ning Faza was aghast to see Zayn holding onto his robe.
Zayn who was deliberately holding onto his gown for not wanting to touch Ning Faza put on a hopeful face at Ning Faza. However Ning Faza immediately lowered his gaze and pulled his robe out of Zayn's hand.
Zayn shook his head dejectedly as if his chance to get Ning Faza had been covered due to Carissa's presence before his eyes.
Zayn weakly returned to the dormitory and immediately went to take a bath and then continued to pray tahajud because on the way Zayn had had time to sleep even though a few minutes.
After performing tahajud and hajat prayer, Zayn continued by praying and dhikr to seduce Allah the almighty One who turns the hearts of men upside down. he who holds the heart of the descendants of Adam between two fingers of the Most Merciful Ar-rahman. By His will He turns the hearts of men.
Until the santri sleep soundly, Zayn still did not leave his alphabet until dawn.
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In the morning, Zayn underwent activities as usual with other students, After studying, Activity was continued by exercising while waiting for breakfast.
Zayn who since home Pilgrimage did not sleep, Added again with his stomach is still empty, Feel his body began to limp helpless, not powerful, Moreover, the rising sun made Zayn feel his gaze dark and suddenly his body fell unconscious.
When Zayn opened his eyes Zayn faintly saw Ning Faza standing before him.
"Mas Zayn is dead?" that soft voice made Zayn even more eager to quickly open his eyes and stare at the girl of his tribe clearly.and sure enough, When Zayn opened his eyes fully, Zayn saw Faza standing in front of him.
"How can you?" zayn's inner self still couldn't believe what he saw. Then Zayn looked around the room and he was in the UKS room.
It was only fitting that Ning Faza was here, Ning Faza besides often replacing Ustadzah who did not enter to teach, Ning Faza also volunteered to look after the UKS to help the students who needed medical help before the doctor came.
"Drink, it'll help you recover a little."
Zayn took over the glass of fruit juice that Ning Faza thrust out and directly downed it.
"The doctor's coming soon, so don't go anywhere before the doctor checks on you"
Faza did not answer Zayn's question and immediately twisted his body to leave him. But Zayn immediately pulled his hand to get closer. Although it was still blocked by the long-sleeved shirt that Ning Faza was wearing but it made Faza tremble because for the first time it was touched by a man who was not his mahram.
Zayn immediately let go of his hand realizing that what he was doing was not right.
"I'm sorry Ning, I didn't accidentally, I just didn't want Ning Faza to leave before saying what Ning Faza would decide."
"What decision is Mas Zayn talking about? Abi's decision to marry me to Ustadz Adnan was the most appropriate decision for me, after all we have nothing to do, So what to decide?" with a little stammering Faza spoke without daring to look at the face of the man who had always melted his heart.
Zayn was so shocked to hear what Ning Faza had said. Whereas previously Ning Faza had shown the same feeling towards her. But once I saw Carissa approach it, it changed everything.
With teary eyes Zayn descended from the raanjang and approached Ning Faza.
No longer thinking about what would happen if anyone knew what he was doing, Zayn held Faza's arm and pushed him against the wall of the room.
Faza was increasingly afraid to see the other side of Zayn who had been showing such sweetness with all the words that melted his heart. But Zayn who felt desperate no longer knew how to explain to Faza if he loved him so much.
"How can you understand if I really love you, how can you confess your feelings to me?" Zayn got closer and made Faza so nervous because for the first time he faced a man who was not his mahram from such a close distance.
"When you love someone without cause, then also rest assured that a thousand causes though will not be able to pluck it out of your heart, Then why with only one cause do you undo your intentions and choose it?"
Not feeling afraid anymore Ning Faza was even so fascinated with Zayn's good looks with her beautiful eyes reddened in tears.
"If I had gathered together the happy moments of my life, everything would not be able to match the beauty of the time I spent with you during our pilgrimage."
Zayn kept trying to convince Ning Faza if only Ning Faza was the only woman he loved so much, While Ning Faza was just speechless staring at Zayn while continuing to hope that Zayn returned to say the words that always melted his heart. But seeing Ning Faza's unusual eyes made Zayn nervous and turned his eyes around.
As if he had just realized what he was doing, Zayn saw his hand holding Faza's arm. But Zayn had not taken it off, they were shocked by a familiar thunderous voice in his ears.
"ZAY...!!!"
Ning Faza and Zayn who were still standing face to face at such a close distance turned their heads towards the door and how shocked They saw Pak Kiai who had been standing there.
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