
“Mistress, please don't cry. Madam's content is very weak, Madam should not be too much of a thought. Please don't be like this.” Ken shifted the file and kept it away from Kinara.
"If all Mahendra's family assets are given to my son, then what about his life?"
"Since the Madam shut the door sorry, your life has been meaningless."
"She should get married too, Ken. He needs to get on with his life."
"Married." Ken laughed softly. "She has decided not to marry again, Madam. If he wanted to marry and have a child from another woman, wouldn't he give you all his property?"
Kinara swallowed her saliva and said, "I ... can't accept all of this, Ken."
Ken shook his head. "It's all decided, ma'am. Madam keep the file first, and Madam think with a calm head and heart."
“What should I do, Ken?” Kinara's voice sounded increasingly raucous, stinging between his breaths. “What should I do?” repeat it with shaky shoulders and head bowed deep. Both hands were used to cover his face.
“Do as your heart wishes, Madam.”
Kinara looked up his head and looked at Ken. “I myself do not know what my heart wants.”
“Then ask God, Madam.”
“Abs to God ...” Kinara muttered softly then laughed lightly when she heard Ken's words. Kinara recalled when she gave Dika the same advice to ask God.
Am I reaping karma, Lord? Will I get hurt in the end too? inner Kinara.
“Mistress, please give me the letter. You don't have to see it if you don't want to.”
Kinara thrust the piece of divorce paper at Ken. The paper was still empty, not yet signed by Kinara. Ken immediately put all the files in the folder, including the divorce papers. Clean up and put it on the table.
“Everything I keep here, Mistress. I have also explained everything in detail, which parts do Madam need to sign.”
“Am I guilty, Ken? What's wrong if I hate the father of my own son?” Kinara lowered her head. “This feeling just came along too. I don't want to hate Dika this deep either, but what can I do?!" coined.
“I cannot correctly judge the harm of all actions taken by Mrs and Mrs. Because .. I'm sure the actions of both of you have their reasons. But if I may give the Madam a little advice ..” Ken's silent. He knew his attitude had crossed the line, interfering in the affairs of his employer's household was a presumptuous attitude.
“It's okay, Ken. I'm willing to listen to anyone's advice as long as it's good, I don't care where it comes from. The most important thing for me is the content of the advice itself. After all, right now I do need it,” Kinara said in a trembling voice.
“In my opinion ..wedding is like taking a boat trip in the middle of the high seas, Madam. Our destination is an island. The island is the pleasure of Allah. To reach the island and stop in it, our journey is not easy. Likewise with the Lord and Lady who were sailing the sea with a ship. When the ship leaks, the two of you must work together to close it. So that water does not enter the body of the ship. When your ship accidentally hits the rocks, you two have to be patient to pass through the rocks and continue the journey.”
Ken Manrik took a deep breath, a moment later he said again, “Not only that, there are waves and strong winds. Sometimes the waves hit until it makes the ship you ride on. Strong winds can also keep you away from the goal. But the key to all the difficulties you face is on the two of you, if you are able to work together then you will be safe, but ...”
Ken was speechless, Kinara stared in impatiently waiting for that hanging sentence.
“Say, Ken. But what?”
“But if one of you gives up, or even both of you give up. Let alone arrive at an island, maybe your ship will sink in the middle of the ocean.” Ken smiled bitterly. “And the losers, are your own.”
Ken may not be married, has never been in love, dating has never been. However, the strong religious upbringing of his parents, and also the education he took when in the boarding school first. A little bit can make Ken wiser in dealing with life's problems.
“But .. I can't be on one ship with a mean person like Dika,” Kinara said.
“What now Young Master is still cruel to you, Madam?”
Kinara was silent, in fact the change in attitude Dika had felt.
“The lady will not be able to answer, because basically the Madam knows the Young Master has changed.”
“But this hatred still remains the same, unchanged! It's still in my heart!"
“Heart that closes itself?” kinara's forehead was wrinkled.
“Yes, Madam forced your heart to hate Young Master. Continuously close the door sorry, even though the heart of the Lady herself does not want it.”
Kinara got up from the chair, walking towards the end of the terrace. He raised his hand until the raindrops welled up in his palm. “You don't know the wound I've been through, Ken. That's why you so easily gave me the parable.”
“Pity the foolish man who does not understand the meaning of love Madam.”
“What do you mean?” ask Kinara.
“Let me tell you a little story. Young Master and Miss Carissa have grown up together since they were both kids. Miss has been sick since birth and the Master who met her through all those difficult times. Master feels himself as a man who should take care of Miss. Over the years the feeling grew in his heart, clinging like glue. Then, the Madam came into the life of the Young Master as his wife. Possibly ... Young Master was angry and disappointed with his fate, he finally bestowed all those feelings on Madam.”
“Why me? Why should I bear the guilt? Why am I the one he hurt?” Kinara rem*s both hands.
“Because the Young Master is a stupid man. He could not distinguish the feelings of love and pity. The Young Master's feelings for Miss whom he thought were love, turned out to be mere pity .. then ...." Ken just banged his sentence.
"Then what?"
"Then, after he realized his true feelings. It's all too late. The woman the Young Master loved chose to leave and leave the Young Master in regret. Madam must know who the woman I'm talking about, right?"
Kinara turned her face away.
"That woman is you, Madam."
Kinara entered the house, leaving Ken still on the chair.
Moments later Kinara came out with a pink plastic bag.
Ken glances. Isn't that the plastic that Young Master gave you? The palstick contains a set of jewelry, but why it looks so full. What did the Lady give you, sir? atin Ken's.
"Give this to Dika." Kinara thrust the plastic at Ken. "Go home, Ken. I want a break."
"Okay, Madam."
After Ken left Kinara's house. Kinara immediately entered the room while carrying all the files Ken had given her.
🍃Kamar Kinara🍃
Arriving at the room Kinara threw the file on the bed. His cry still did not subside, suddenly a piece of paper was thrown from within the open map.
"Kinara .. I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. I'm sorry I gave up so long. Be accompanied do'a, may you live happily in His protection." Kinara stared at the brown map nanar in her hand.
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Ohhh, said2 Babang Ken really warbyaaasaa 2nd place.