
After waking up this morning, his eyes reluctantly closed again. Dika decided to check some work on his laptop. I don't think time has shown at half-four in the morning. Dika immediately turned off the laptop, get out of bed
and squirm a few times before opening the room door. When he came out of the room and walked towards the bathroom, the sound of the rustle of water greeted him. Dika frowned. “Who, yeah? Didn't you say last night you want a holiday sale,” murmured.
Mirna told me last night, every Sunday she had a sales holiday. Mirna prefers to use that weekend for gardening and spends more time with Amanda. Since then, the kitchen has also felt very quiet. As if there is no activity.
The bathroom door was closed. She did not dare to knock, afraid that the one inside was her sister-in-law or even her in-laws. Dika prefers to wait, standing while leaning his body on the wall. Clack! door
the bathroom is open. Kinara came out from inside the bathroom with a wet face. Dika rounded his eyes, just woke up his ex-wife looks so beautiful. Especially with her half-wet face. When he swallowed his saliva to control his wild thoughts.
“Ke-why are you here?” kinara asked as soon as the two faced each other. Kinara was not used to seeing Dika at his house.
“A-I just want to wash my face.” Looking for the reason.
“Face washing? This half?”
Dika nodded.
“Usually you never wake up this early ‘kan?”
Come, Dika. Don't be a coward, it doesn't matter. To be honest, Dika's mind was encouraging itself.
Suddenly Dika walked closer. Bending his head, his eyes looked for the whereabouts of Kinara's black bead. “Kinara ...,” omitted. Sontak Kinara raised his head. Finally, the two beads clashed with each other.
“Why?”
“This morning I can't possibly just want to clean the face.” Dika just wanted to confess.
“Then?”
“I want to face God. Owners all over the world and its contents, including the owner of your heart.”
Kinara turned her face away.
“I want to steal your heart, cornering a third of the night to get you again.” He shifted from where he stood. “You too ‘kan?”
Kinara.
“Whose heart do you want to get, Kinara? Until you wake up in the third of your night. Agra?” Dika guess.
Kinara immediately looked at Dika with a dislike look. Didn't Kinara have told you before, if she wanted to decide to let Agra go. Why should it be mentioned again. “Not! Own heart. I want to get an answer from my own heart, whether this heart is still yours or not.”
Dika smiled thinly. She shifted her body further and allowed Kinara to pass. Kinara stepped slowly, she faintly heard Dika's voice.
“Then I'll ask God to give your heart to me.”
Deg ...! Kinara's heart started pounding again.
Dika Room.
After coming from the bathroom, Dika immediately changed her clothes. Wearing a sarong and holding a prayer mat. He was enjoying his time with God, sharing and complaining with Him. Dika spilled all the high-hanging expectations, asking that God would open the way for his relationship with Kinara. He chose the last third of the night before the morning prayer.
Kinara Room.
Not much different than Dika. In the quiet room Kinara was sobbing, turning the prayer beads slowly while calling Asma Allah. The hope is only one, given all the best for his life, including the matter of a life partner.
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The time is now at 7am.
Mirna was busy in the back garden. Amanda was washing her favorite bike. Ken's getting ready, tidying up all the files. While Dika was sitting on the front porch of the house with Kinara, accompanied by a cup of coffee and milk pregnant women.
“Ehem ... I need to get home soon, Kinara. Actually, not so much work is waiting for me. Well , as you know, Ken has taken care of everything, but I don't feel good about lingering here ... while our status.” Dika smiled bitterly before continuing his sentence. “Not again a husband and wife.”
Kinara grabbed the milk glass and sipped it slowly.
“My decision is still the same, Kinara. I want us to refer, rebuild the household Insha Allah sakinah, mawaddah, warahmah. With you.”
Kinara bit her lower lip with teary eyes.
“So, will you come home with me. To our home, as my wife, mother of my children.” Dika turned his head, looking at Kinara with a sad look. All hope, sorrow, lara and struggle are clearly drawn there.
A split minute the two just looked at each other, then slowly Kinara shook her head slowly. Although slowly, Dika already knew what the meaning of the head movement was. Dika took a deep breath and prepared her heart to accept whatever Kinara's decision was.
“I'm sorry, Dika. Even though I had asked God for guidance, I still could not find the answer. I can't go back with you. I'm sorry.” Kinara sobbed, both of his hands clenched and trembled over his lap.
When he turned his face, he seemed to wipe the tears that almost came out of his eyes. “Good.” Smiling thinly. “I accept your decision. Hope this is the best for both of us. I will contact you often and I will meet all your needs.”
“Are you going to visit here often? Looks like I'll be in the village until giving birth.”
Dika shook his head while smiling. “I can not visit you often, maybe some time in the future I will be very busy,” said Dika.
Because in a few days, I have to go to Germany. Maybe I'll miss you a lot later, Dika.
“You must take care of yourself. Keep a healthy diet and do not forget to rest. Ok.” Dika gave her thumbs up followed by a big smile.she tried to strengthen herself in front of Kinara. What a great actor. Then he got up from the chair.
Ken had already welcomed her in front of the door in neat clothes. “Aready, Young Master?”
“Already, Ken.”
Dika immediately said goodbye to Mirna. Grabbing his hands and kissing the back of his in-laws' hands. “Titip Kinara yes, Mom. I'm sorry I can't be a good husband to Mom's daughter. I'm also sorry I haven't been able to please Mom and Amanda. May you always be healthy and always in the protection of God.”
Mirna stroked the top of Dika's head who was bowing kissed her hand. “May you find true happiness, son. Believe me, the secrets of a soul mate are known only by God.”
Dika looked at Mirna, Amanda, and Kinara's faces in turn before twisting her body. He waved his hand and immediately disappeared behind the car door.
In the car.
“Ken ...”
“Speed my flight to Germany.”
“Good, Mr.”
“As I said earlier. Before we get home, turn the car over to the funeral. I want to apologize to Mr.”
Ken nodded.
A minute later the car had turned to a village cemetery where Kinara's father was buried. Dika walked with a broken feeling, dragging his footsteps. As soon as he directly stroked Father Kinara's headstone, crying apologetically on top of the navel that was no longer wet.
“Pak, I'm really sorry. I have neglected to look after Father's daughter. I can't keep my promise to look after Kinara. I cannot fulfill the last mandate of the Father, but I will take full responsibility for Kinara and the grandson of the Father. You will soon have
grandson, brother, sir. May your grandson become a more responsible man.” Dika lowered his head deeply. His tears had already flowed, regretting every bad deed done to Kinara, his shoulders were shaking violently.
Jedeeeer ... suddenly the color of the sky turned black with a flash of lightning up there. Ken immediately ran, opened the car and took an umbrella to protect Dika's body. The rain started to fall.
Even the heavens understand my grief, but why doesn't Kinara understand? inner Dika.
“Tu-Young Master, isn't that Madam?” Ken pointed at Kinara who was standing at the entrance of the cemetery.
When she turned her head, she found Kinara walking up to her in a long shirt and veil. When he woke up, he staggered towards Kinara. “Give me her umbrella, Ken.” Take an umbrella from Ken.
“Kinara, why are you here?” Immediately protect Kinara's body. His body was left exposed to rain water.
10 Minutes earlier.
The Flashback
Kinara sat down while sobbing looking at Dika's car which was getting further and further from his eyes. Amanda crouched down, trying to help while packing her body back into the living room.
Family room.
“Mas Dika wants to go to Germany, Brother. Probably will not return to Indonesia anytime soon.” Amanda offered a glass of water to Kinara.
“Kakak has also tried, Manda, but Big Brother did not get any answer.” Grab that glass and immediately gulp it down.
“Manda scared. Big Brother didn't not get an answer, but Big Brother was denying the answer himself. Doesn't my brother feel lost? Brother's heart hurts? That's the answer, Mas Dika is the one whom Brother loves.” Amanda walked into her room and opened her closet. “Wear, Brother. This is the veil Mr. gave. Let us lighten the burden of the Father by closing the aurat, may God so lighten the burden Brother.”
Amanda thrusting her father's pink rectangular veil before dying. Kinara received the veil with trembling hands, as tears fell on the surface of the veil.
“Kinara, if you and Dika are a match. As far as you run, you will eventually meet at the same point. No matter how much you refuse, in the end you will still be together. If you are a match, even if there are thousands of hands in your way, you will stay together. However, if not a soul mate even if there are thousands of hands pushing, you will never be together.”
Kinara. Mirna immediately hugged her son's body, then stroked Kinara's stomach. “This child needs a Father, Son. And Dika is a good father.”
Kinara's getting sobbing. It might be true what Mother and Sister said, she was just too selfish. “But Dika is gone, Ma'am,”.
“Try you contact Dika or Ken. Tell them to come back.”
Kinara nodded. He immediately dialed Dika and Ken's number. However, it is unfortunate that neither number is active. Kinara shook her head.
Mirna long moaned. “Yes, tomorrow you follow Dika to the city.”
“No need, Mom. Brother Kinar, come with me. Hopefully we are not late.” Amanda grabbed Kinara's wrist.
“Where are we going, Manda?”
“Ending all difficulties Kak Kinar and Mas Dika.”
Kinara frowned.
“Already, just come.” Amanda blinked her eyes.
Kinara nodded.
Before returning home, Ken had told Amanda about Dika who was going to Germany, and before that wanted to visit his father's grave.
Off Flashback.
“Why are you here, Kinara? Now it's raining, let me take you home.” He rubbed his face wet from the rain.
“I want to go home.”
“Iya, let's go home.”
“I want to go home.” Kinara. “Back to our home.”
“Wait, what do you mean? Are you willing to refer de-with me?”
Kinara nodded her head. “Iya, I'm ready.”
“Allahu Akbar.” Dika immediately made a prostration of gratitude. Then it ended up hugging Kinara's body.
Seriate...
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Eciiie, the reference. Akang kendang if mom says refer, refer well.
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