Destiny Love Kinara
Kinara, my Heart Gem

The contents of this letter from Dika are very long. Along the way memories, eeea 😅

So, please impregnated and lived 🙄😅

Duhai Kinaraku, my beloved wife .. through this letter I send you a deep longing.

A longing I cannot express with beautiful words. I can't explain it in a thousand languages. The longing that began to grow since you left my side, and the longing grew more and more until it took root and tormented me.

Honey ... Don't you know how I spend my lonely nights without you. This feeling of longing always torments my night. I can't hear your voice, see your smile, my night just befriended the lonely and a picture of you I've always looked at in love.

I spent the night in your cramped room, for me it was heaven. You know why, honey? Because you lived in it. The place where you are there is heaven for me.

Every night I touch the mattress you use, it's far from comfortable. But in that bed I can feel you. It doesn't matter if it's burning coals, as long as I can feel your existence. I'll stay in it.

Kinara, as I touch everything in your room, I feel the pain I have given you. It's what separates the two of us too far. If I could ask you, could we melt together? Let's end. It's like ending a sad story.

Kinara, the jewel of my heart.

The mansion I live in, the abundant wealth I own. It really doesn't mean anything more without you by my side. That magnificent and sturdy building was like a quiet and lonely grave to me. There is only one part that can make me alive. Your room's. Smallest place in my house, but it means a lot to me. The place where you pour everything. I want to pour my pain too.

Kinara, my beloved .. I may have cut a deep wound in your heart until my name may have forgotten from your memory. I may have made you fall into a very dark abyss. Until the door sorry for me you shut tight.

However, if I extend my hand to you. Apologizing to you, wishing your sincerity, can you welcome him? Can the mistake I made you leave at the bottom of the abyss, and we can ride together to set the future.

Kinara, can you please silence the hatred in your heart? You open a little bit of your sorry door for me, let me in. So that I can stay and give you proof that my heart is yours. Entirely. Entirely.

Kinaraku ..can you throw away all grudges that are ingrained, welcome my hand and let us walk together. Together, together, a path to death that separates.

Kinara, my wife ..I count on you the hope of seeing how beautiful the world is. Because without you my world would stop. I live like I'm dead, I smile and I stay hurt, I fall down and still have to stand. Without you, I am alive but not breathing.

Is not the fog not always dark, there is always a wind that comes and blows it away.

Is not the rain not always heavy, there is always a subside and rainbow afterwards. If the wounds I painted on your heart were like a long drought.

Let me be rain. If the sorrow I give you is like the sun, let me be the cloud. Even if the pain I give you is like poison, let me be the antidote.

Kinara ... Know that your wounds will heal only if you accept my helping hand. I made the wall between the two of us, so I can climb it.

Kinara, open the door sorry for me. Give me a chance to prove this earnestness.expand your heart to give me understanding, after which you will know how my heart is only attached to you. Extend your sincerity to forget my mistakes, after that you will know as beautiful as what heaven I made for you.

You know, honey. We're both sailing in one boat. The shipwreck that we boarded, will be a sign of shipwreck and love in our hearts both. You won't be able to give me the kind of love you give to others anymore. The love you have you spent on me.

Kinara, let's sit down together. We say that life is not always beautiful. We share that life doesn't just have a sweet side. This sinful me still hopes for a little apology from you.

Sit down, baby .. let's look at the sky that is not always bright. Lie down, baby ... Let go of all the burdens in your heart and enjoy the wind that touches the surface of your skin. Then let the wind carry your sorrows, hurling away into the land of nowhere.

Kinara ... I beg you, let go of your sorrows, set your arms free, open your hearts, forgive me and accept me back. We take away all the deep-rooted hatred, we have all the misunderstandings, hold my hand, cling to my shoulder, and you will know that your life will be colored when you are with me.

At the end, I said countless apologies. I save do’a that I never get tired of asking for. For God's sake, it's the name I always call in prayer’ me.

If I do not give you a wife, let me enjoy this solitude. I will only wait for death to come to me, and I can go quietly in this solitude. I will not let my heart be entered by anyone again, never. Except you.

Kinara .. I just hope God gives me the chance to be with you again, if in this life I can't have your love. May life after death I have it. Have your heart fully.

From the one who always loved you, Dika.

Kinara sobbed, her tears flowing like rain. It slid from the corner of his eyes and ended up on the back of his trembling hand. His hands clenched, he hit his left chest. He fell down, slumped in the complexity of life that happened between him and Dika.

His heart must not worry, that whoever he chooses will in fact have one of the hearts wounded. Hurt, so there may be no more apologies.

“Why are you saying sorry now? Why?” his moans.

“Why do you have to come when I decide to leave? Why do you have to come back when there's nothing left between us? Why, Dika? Why?” Kinara's getting sobbing.

“You've made me go this far, and you're asking me to come back? You threw me to the bottom of the abyss, and you stretched out your hand! You insulted me and then you asked me to give you an understanding?! why are you so mean, Dika. Wh why? Arghhhh!” This time Kinara's emotions were overflowing. He held a letter from Dika.

30 Minutes earlier.

When Ane's aunt accidentally saw Kinara crying in front of her bedroom window. The open door of the room allowed Aunt Ane to clearly see Kinara's crying voice. Seeing that Aunt Ane immediately contacted Dika.

And right now, this is where Dika ends. The Kinara house.

“What reasons should I forgive you? You've made my heart harder than a rock, you've made my feelings colder than ice. Then, what excuses can make me crumble and give you a chance.” Kinara hit his chest many times. Somehow reading the letter from Dika made him feel a different feeling.

“Kinara, what are you doing?” Dika rushed over to Kinara as soon as he arrived. He sat on the floor, looking at Kinara's wet face. Kinara's trembling hand was holding a letter from her.

“Why are you here, Dika? Just go! I don't want to see you again. Go!” Kinara shouted until the veins on her neck were visible. His eyes were filled with hatred.

“Why are you doing this to me?” Kinara hit Dika's chest. “You have dumped me, why did you pick me up again.” Hit it harder.

“Kinara ...” Dika whispered in Kinara's ear. “I'm sorry, baby. Can't we throw all this disappointment away. For God's sake I love you, for God's sake there's only you in my heart.” His hands move slowly. Dika grabbed Kinara's little shoulder and drowned Kinara's head in his arms. “I'm sorry, baby. Welcome my hand, forgive me, forget all this pain, trust me. I will give you happiness that I never gave anyone. Even to Carissa.”

Kinara shook her head in Dika's arms, her shoulders rising and falling in rhythm with her dashed breath. While both of his hands were clenched, he used to hit Dika's back.

“Hit me with all your heart, you can kill me even if it satisfies you. I would, honey. For your sake, whatever I'm gonna do. Give me a chance, just once and I'll give you happiness a thousand times. Will not be cut off even until I close my eyes.” Dika grabbed the top of Kinara's head, stroked it slowly then dropped a kiss there.

Seriate...

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Forgive mom late up yah nakanak, there is something you need to take care of. The important thing is mom up yekan.

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