
“Actually I don't want to scream like this, it's just that all your treatment of me is too stifling to the chest. Can't you act like a human being with a conscience? Just a little, Dika. If you don't love me, I can understand. Since I don't love you either, you don't need to wake up every morning saying sweet words to me, or bring me a rose to surprise me every time you come home from work. No, Dika. I don't need it, not at all.” The shine is getting sobbing, his clean white face looks reddish. Not because it is feeling the seeds of love that are beginning to grow, but because it holds the heart that is hurt.
Dika only mute a thousand languages, his gaze scoured as if stripping the body of Kinar. “Then?”
“Can we start a friendship? I won't ask you for more, won't ask for your love's hospitality. I just need to be close to my family and be myself. I was self-conscious, it was meaningless that I expected a palace built in glass, forcing my way into it would only make me hurt. Can we talk from heart to heart?” Kinar stared expectantly.
“For example?” The man with the high level of arrogance was completely ignorant of pleasantries.
“I may not be a woman from a wealthy family, Dika. But I am a woman from a good family, if only your attitude towards me was not too cruel. Maybe I can serve you as a wife who upholds my husband's position, but what I want in the word destiny can never choose. But there's one thing you need to remember, Dika. To me, you are the clothes I wear. If I expose your disgrace, it's like I'm stripping myself. It's not just you who will feel ashamed, I feel it much more.” Kinar moaned very long, a heavy burden appears in each breath.
“The essence of the sentence I said was, I will not talk about your bad behavior in the slightest to my family. So please, can I still enjoy my destiny as a daughter of a mother who gave birth and raised me? I will never demand more, will not ask for your love, will not ask for your loyalty, I only ask for your understanding. Don't drop my pride to the bottom. I'm afraid I can't reach the surface anymore. Hiks...hikss..” the cry of Kinar is becoming more and more.
“My father once said, the most important thing for a woman is her pride. The higher his self-esteem, the higher his position. Not treasures, thrones, or piles of gold and diamonds, in my eyes all those things are no more important than self-esteem.” His breathing began to sting, his chest getting claustrophobic like being crushed by a huge pile of rocks from various directions. Time and again Kinar recalled his powerful father figure, trying to stimulate himself if he was as strong as his father.
“Can I still contact my parents, visit him once?” Kinar really wished Dika still had compassion on him.
This woman turned out to really not want my treasure, did I misjudge it? Well, I'm not that bad, Kinar. Inner Dika.
Dika lowered his leg. “Good.”
“Ba..well? that means?” Kinar repeated Dika's sentence in an orderly manner, completely distrusting of Dika's new sentence.
“Let's talk from heart to heart.” Said Dika.
Letting go of the formal attitude was quite difficult. Inner Dika.
Kinar caught the worry in the face of Dika, the man who always used power and money to smooth his way and smash to the bottom of those who blocked him, who could speak from heart to heart. Think Kinar.
Kinar took the initiative, he bent his body, opened the white crackle bag that was below beside the sofa, then took out two bottles of mineral water. He handed one of the bottles to Dika. “Drink, eliminate your power-support attitude. We are not living in an age of colonization where I have to kneel at your feet, beg and apologize from you. You've shown me enough of your power. Nothing you need to show me again after this.”
The self-esteem of this man is big too. Inner Kinar.
“Already, dika. No need to show you how much power you have, I already know. Can you behave like a normal human being, we don't live in the '70s. Where you can enslave me, no. Do I have to bow at your feet like that? Come on, don't fill your heart with selfishness. So take this mineral water, and let's start the deal. How?” Kinar again thrust the bottle of mineral water, wiggling in front of his face. He snorted, received a bottle of mineral water, opened it and gulped until part of the body of the bottle.
“From what you said earlier I can draw conclusions, well you can meet your family once a week. You can wear any clothes according to your taste, I will not interfere, you can go to campus with..” Dika fell silent, he thought hard about what Kinar could go to campus. His mansion was too far from the public road. There is no public transport. Kinar caught no chance, the instant he grabbed.
“I can ride a motorbike, first before marrying you I went to campus by motor.” The spirit sparkle he threw a glance at his eyes, trying to guess the reaction that Dika's face emitted when he heard the word motor.
“Motor?” Dika.
"Yes, motor." Kinar reassured while demonstrating the movement of hands like he was pulling gas.
"You sure? Is the motor safe enough to drive?" Dika is still not convinced by Kinar's decision. "Your life could be floating if you drive with an open motor everywhere." Dika muttered, but it sounded quite clear in Kinar's ears.
"No one is safe in this world, riding a motorcycle can cause an accident and die, using a car can enter a ravine and die, or using a train can still die, he said, even when I boarded a plane, my life could be floating, maybe it exploded in the air, or sank in the open ocean, even crashing into mountains to pieces. Auhhhh.I got goosebumps imagining it." Kinar stroked both of his hands, feeling his fur on his back standing up. "Ah, no one is safe, not even inside the house you could have finished..." Kinar demonstrated a slashing neck movement.
Seeing the behavior of Kinar immediately Dika covered his mouth with a palm, trying to hide the laughter that began to expand at the corner of his lips.
This girl, if not crying or screaming, looks adorable. What am I talking about ! Dika.
“Alright, I agree. You can buy clothes, a vehicle, or anything. You can use the no limit card I gave you. I only have a few conditions you have to abide by.” Said Dika seriously.
I'm not gonna use your card. Inner Kinar.
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